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glitter-graphics.comWell, lets see. Like I said I am easy going,love to have fun with my friends and yes I am a country boy from way back. I do my best to do what I say I will do, and I miss seeing my son Jacob A. Hayman, yes even his mother in a lot of ways because after all I was in love with her and she is the mother of our son. She was the one in all my ex relationships that hurt me the worst. She even went as far as to tell her mother that if she wouldn't approve us being together she would kill herself. But I found out it was only a plot to have her have a baby. And after he was born and turned five she was to get rid of me and keep our son. I haven't seen either of them in past five years. You talk about feeling down and wanting to give up, I really get down when I think about him, even cry many a night knowing I can't be with him watching him growing up. But God has always been there to calm my heart. Letting me know that my day will come, to be with him. I was raised the old school way and believe in those ways. I always, all my life wanted a son. I am a God fearing man and try to treat others like I want to be treated. I've seen the worst and very little good in mankind but still believe in the good. So you see, I've been there,seen that, done that, because of what others have done to me. I'm not a cold, unfeeling person, but a very careful stepping person. Trying to not get hurt again. I'm of German and Indian decent on both sides of my family. I grew up hard and rough, had to learn about life fast because of the divorce of my parents and them both remarrying. Neither of them really caring about the three of us kids. My younger sister got married and moved far away to get away from things. My youngest brother has traveled around the country and has tried to kill himself three times because his life is so bad. I was the oldest and I was put out in the cold to defend on my own when I was 16, that's why all my friends that has known me most of my life say I've lived it so hard. I believe in God and what he promised to me in Heaven.--- But I also know we all live in our own privet little hell. That why I guess I really love Garth Brooks song "THE DANCE", it tells my life and how I feel. I am a little on the old side of life but would love to find a special lady to spend time with when I'm not working. I love to hug, hold hands and kiss the lady I'm with, even in public, and if we get to the point we are going with each other I like to hold my lady at night while we sleep.I'm a little shy at first when meeting someone but is quick to warm up and be talkative and be friendly. I'm a friend who will listen and will not let what is said go any further than me. We all need a good friend to talk to every now and than. I try to be one of those to all I meet.--- I like to go to the bar every now and than. The ones I like the most is Players, Bailey's and Marcie's in Monroe,NC and go to Puckett's Farm--Charlotte's #1 Honky tonk when a good band is playing there. I also like to go ghost hunting with some of my friends once in awhile. Thats real fun to do, been doing that for years. I also have a room in PalTalk--(Sexy Older People Who Rock To Classic Rock) where I'm the owner and the DJ. It's in the Adult section, playground list. It's open on weekend nights from 7 pm to whatever and some week nights at the same time if I'm not busy. You are welcome to come in and join me anytime if you like Classic Rock. We can talk to each other and view cams while I play some classic rock. I also, when I have a group of listeners I'll (with their permission) play a sample song or two from some of my friends here on My Space. I love to chat and email my internet friends to keep in touch with them and find out how they are doing and things are going with them. See and listen to their music or read what they have wrote new. Please feel free to visit their pages also.a href=http://www.glitter-vibes.com
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