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Raisin Cane

Insanity's not what it looks like from the outside

About Me

crazy? did you say CRAZY? I was crazy once. They put me in a jacket, so i could hug myself...they locked me in a rubber room. I didn't like that. they put me in a box, it had holes in it. they put the box in the ground, the WORMS crawled in...Crazy? did you say CRAZY? I was crazy once. A message to everyone from my past. You guys keep hearing me and telling me I sound happy and vibrant and alive. I am! I wont let your memories of the me I was with(that guy) be my legacy. Keep finding me. I'm doing great and singing a song and dancing naked in the rain. you guys would hardly recognize me or would you?!?!? Don't worry about me. I lost my mind back then, but somewhere along the way, I found it again. (Probably around the same time that someone found REGRET, but that's just a guess.) I KNOW, I KNOW, I DO NOT NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT, BUT I'D LIKE TO BE AS SKINNY AS I USED TO BE. I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU THINK!!! CLICK ME

My Interests

Music,clothes,myself, you. Ok I'm very interested in people not wasting my time so if you sound like one of these people, stop, think and move on to the next page. Please for the sake of us both!...I still love falling in love, being in love, being loved, people tell me things that'll make a girl go weak in intimate moments. I LOVE being told those things...you'd never guess what they are. Impossible to re-create, impossible to make up...those are the boys who can really love a girl. shopping, writing, singing, being sung to(ok that NEVER HAPPENS), being dragged like dead weight on ice skates, skating on state. Being Chicago bound, being anywhere bound. Making out. making up, standing on my toes to kiss that boy. (Oooh I love the taste of your lips on mine...come back to me) SINGING MY OWN SONGS...coming really soon to a myspace page near you...Chasing, being chased(darling just start the chase, I'll let you win, but you must make the endeavor)Drinking hot vodka, doing all the bad things I used to do. WAS I REALLY AS BAD AS I THINK I WAS??? AGAIN AGAIN!!! Talking to my friends, re-visiting my past. Having my past re-visit me. CONQUERING MY INSECURITIES. ooooh and catching the ice cream man he's outside right now...after these messages, I'll be right back...with an all american pop!!!

I'd like to meet:

Everyone dead or alive who has the potential to be a friend. Night creatures, day creatures, the man of my dreams...tee hee you all know who that is... Donny Darko(jake gyllenhall too) Jonny Lee Miller on my bedroom floor, hmmm let me think about this.....Oh yeah! this guy I know. I'd like to meet him too but it's difficult to say the least.... oh I'd like to meet a man that walks softly and carries a big stick, so that he can hit a few people I've already met over the head...(insert EVIL LAUGHTER!!!!!)

Music:

The Pixies,Tool ,Pat Benetar,The Cure, Tool,Saul Williams,Rancid,Bjork, fiona Apple, Heather Nova, Sarah McLaughlan,Mary Lou Lord,Rancid,NOFX,Pennywise,Etta James, Beastie Boys,J5,East Flatbush Project,Wu Tang,Tribe Called Quest,Trippin Daisy, G.Love and Special Sauce,Secret Cajun Band,Hepcat,Korn,KAMERON CORVET,k Brazillian girls, daft punk, me, you know everything that makes my body move........Watch the video starring Kameron Corvet and Miss Alayneous .... .. width="425" height="350"

Movies:

Donny Darko,death race 2000,anything by john Hughs..and definitely anything that I can crawl into bed and watch with someone special. or in your case S. Anything. anything at all.

Television:

I'm embarrassed to say...you guys have NO IDEA. I'm not embarrassed about anything except for this...

Books:

OOOH I LOVE BOOKS...You really want me to name them? EVERYTHING FICTION, some things NON-FICTION. Anything that's really not a textbook. they mostly bore me. not all of them, but definitely most of them

Heroes:

I am my own hero. I'm learning and growing in ways I thought impossible. I've come a long way and I'm going even farther. JUST YOU WAIT!

My Blog

I Didn't want to be 31

But it isn't so bad....I was scared of getting older and yes I still am a little.  I keep waiting for that first wrinkle.  But you know what?  I can't sit around a waste now waiting for...
Posted by Raisin Cane on Thu, 08 Jun 2006 08:43:00 PST

TEMPTING MEN....

So a friend thinks he wants me...to be his...knowing full well what a mess I've ALWAYS been.  Yeah, I still miss "that guy".  I can't get away from the belief that certain things were meant....
Posted by Raisin Cane on Sun, 04 Jun 2006 06:01:00 PST

I'm going to sound cocky and sad and I know it makes no sense.

I hurt people's feelings.  Let's be more specific.  I hurt the feelings of the men in my life.  I don't want to be all caught up in emotion anymore.  I love you guys.  Maybe n...
Posted by Raisin Cane on Thu, 25 May 2006 11:24:00 PST

Shake that, Shake that ass GIRL!!!

My ass used to not actually jiggle.  I went running AGAIN today and there was a difinitive SHAKING/JIGGLING that used to not be there.  Now, people seem to think I have this perfect heart sh...
Posted by Raisin Cane on Tue, 23 May 2006 12:02:00 PST

I promise not to bite...except for where you want me to....

HA HA.  Are men big ole scardy cats or what? My girlfriends and I seem to be  TOO much for the average or even above average man.  Really get a grip.  Amy has a term for what her m...
Posted by Raisin Cane on Tue, 16 May 2006 03:35:00 PST

Sisyphus and tantalus in the mirror.

Do you remember?  Ah..... mythology is my life.  (not the studying of it though this was true at one time...The living of it).  My love life is like Sisyphus.  I have this Rock (le...
Posted by Raisin Cane on Fri, 12 May 2006 12:06:00 PST

I'm not as MELANCHOLY AND INFINITELY SAD as I seem

So I'm working on these songs right?  Boo describes me as melancholy...Matt hears the music and says he thought it would be more melancholy.  Another friend thinks...wow is this sad enough f...
Posted by Raisin Cane on Tue, 02 May 2006 01:44:00 PST

BROKEN HEARTS

I'm a pretty girl.  I might as well admit this.  I'm getting older and one day it'll be gone altogether.  Some of my friends believe that I  " have the power to convice people to d...
Posted by Raisin Cane on Mon, 01 May 2006 08:53:00 PST

God I love my ex-boyfriend!!!!

You guys remember the one that made me cry for like a year and a half?  you all remember him 6 years ago he took my whole life and turned it upside down?  I know you remember I can't say his...
Posted by Raisin Cane on Sat, 29 Apr 2006 04:07:00 PST

I'm am angry girl and I do not know how I got to be this way

Fuck a best friend. they only lie to your face and fuck yeti's behind your back.  Fuck a man because they'll only dump you. "I will work to elevate you, just enough to bring you down"  comes...
Posted by Raisin Cane on Thu, 20 Apr 2006 05:36:00 PST