Dark and Painful World of Addiction to Drugs

About Me

I am the sickening and deadly disease called addiction to drugs. I exist only to make you suffer. One more bump. one more drink. one more hit off the pipe. more, more and more. it will never be enough. you invite me into your soul one shot or hit at a time. I will take you into wonderful ecstacy and beautiful erotica. I will make you cum better than any sex you ever had. the higher you go the harder i can slam you down into the darkness of fear and desperation. i will make you beg and yearn for more and more until all means are exhausted. then you will know misery over and over again in rushing waves of sick death warmed over. you will claw at your skin and rip your mind to shreds. i will steal your humanity and your spirit. I will rule over you. you will be my slave. get on your knees slave and serve your master. hit the blood and feel me take you over. guzzle me down your throat filling your diseased body with more poison. suck in all that smoke, let it fill your scorched and black puss filled lungs. i have you right where i enjoy you to be. when the pile is almost gone the anguish will trickle into your thoughts. one more, two more hits. NO! its almost gone. break it down once more so it will last just a little longer!!! no no no !! a thousand times a thousand is never enough. suffering jones, mind racing. there is no more!!! no please stop, please, please have fucking mercy!!! "no my sweet slave" !!!! now its time for me to join in!!! time for the living death to to fill your every waking moment. oh no, I won't let you sleep through this. its time for the pain, misery and sweet agony until you fucking die! now my evil monsters and demons will come alive.i want you to feel your brutal shame. feel your wretched body tear itself apart. cry and beg for me to just stop the suffering!!!please stop torturing me!! "Never" i will never stop. i will never show mercy or weakness. i will never change!!!
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Find More Myspace Layouts | Pimped by Myprofilepimp.comJust a few of my slaves, some are progressing with thier agony and suffering while others have suffered all they could bear:::: kieth moon, sigmund freud, Nick nolte, john daly, marcus aurelius, Marion barry, Lenny Bruce, Grover cleveland, Authur conan doyle, Thomas Edison, carrie fisher, william james, stacy keach, Pope Leo XIII, bela lugosi, bob marley, willie nelson, Stevie nicks, Pablo Picasso, Plotinus, Jules Verne, Miles Davis, david bowie, Tom Sizemore, Johnny Cash, Len bias, joey stefano, tim buckley, Hank Williams, bobby driscoll, Rob pilatus, gram parsons, Andy Gibb, john panozo, Edgar allen poe, chris farley, Layne Staley, Bullet Bob hayes, Elvis Presley, Phil Lynott, Whitney houston, sonny liston, jackie curtiss, marie Prevost, Johnny thunders, Anna Nicole smith, dylan thomas, kurt cobain, charlie Parker sid Vicious,judy garland, and the list goes on and on and on!!!!

My Interests

I'M INTERESTED IN:::: Teaching people to lie, cheat and steal. Making beautiful young girls into whores. stroking and sucking the juice out of those cocks just for me. fucking and getting fucked to serve me thats what I like! I want you to feel the deepest, darkest shame, remorse and regret. I love it when you lose all your values and morals, lose all thats good. lose hope! i'm interested in your filthy, sick obsession for more sex, pain and abuse. you are mine bitch and i love it!-- taking away everything anyone has gained over thier lifetime. Making you a selfish, selfcentered, self seeking dope fiend who lets nothing stop you from getting and using more drugs. going to any lengths whatsoever to fill the obsession to feed your addiction.I enjoy infecting my junkies with horrible retched diseases to eat away whats left of thier pathetic lives just a little with every passing day. I am very interested in making all the people who love you suffer as much as possible.I want them to helplessly enable your addiction and give service to my cause. blind, pathetic, miserable parents and friends to torture for my pleasure! I love to make your kids hate your fucking guts. I want you to lash out in fits of rage and hate. I want you to smash and beat and tear down anyone who ever tries to help you. i want you to steal from your grandfather, mother and best friend to go get a fix.I am interested in causing your children to be born with fetal alcohol syndrome, addicted to heroin or cocaine. thier tiny bodies twisted and deformed. thier innocent minds raging with with brutal misery. scream in pain, scream, scream ,scream, scream! I want that fucking bitch junkie to hear your fucking screams! I want her to rip her fucking head off trying to make it stop!--I'm interested in you suffering for days and nights locked up in jail thinking only of me when you are finally released. of course I want to restart all the fun and misery. I want you to say fuck it to the treatment center. that asshole counselor who thinks his shit don't stink. I love it when you fail over and over again. when you hate your own miserable stinking guts. I'm interested in seeing your brains splattered all over the wall after a long, miserably wonderful life with me.I love to make you into a sick, sexxed crazed meth freak. craving another shot or a hit. I want you to go insane with abandon. give into a beautiful life of worthlessness and self loathing. I want you to suffer as much as humanely possible.Then i want you to die motherfucker! Die in a pile of puke and stinch. Die in agony and with your last lousy stinking breath i want you to remember all the times I made you feel so good. ahhh, the rush, the euphoria! remember all the fine old days gone by as you lie there choking on your own blood and puke! Yea,thats what this disease is interested in doing to you!so come on what are ya waiting for?I'll be here whenever your readyI offer to you a glorious life of jails, institutions, derelection and Death:::self destruction,misery, pain, sickness and insanity:::you luv me--you hate my fucking gutts---you want me to stop but you keep bringing me back for more:::again, again, again and on and on:::until death do us part sweet luver!!!!

I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet a man from California, a woman from Montana. A young innocent child to give him the first taste! I want to meet a black man, a white man, a brown man, a red man, a yellow man I want to meet women of all shapes and sizes, all colors. I want to meet a dad and a mom. I want to become part of a happy family in North Carolina. I want to meet a rich man, a rich woman. I want to meet a working man, a nurse, a business man, a poor person, someone who lives in the suburbs, someone who lives in a small town or on a farm, a lovely teenage girl, a young man, I want to meet a fetus growing peacefully in his mothers womb! I want to meet the drop out, the nerd, the jock, the prep, the genuise, the average joe, I want to meet people from all over the planet. if there are other planets i want to meet those people too. Most of all, and what excites me the most is when I meet you for the first time and kick off our cozy little relationship. If i left anyone out---- I'll catch up with them later!perhaps you recognize a few who have escaped my slavery:::: for now!!!

Music:

Some who have sang my praises:::: Neil Young- Jefferson Airplane- Eric Clapton- Billy Idol- Queensryche- Velvet underground- Rolling Stones- Motley Crue- The Cure- Lynyrd Skynyrd- Rancid- Metallica- Frank Zappa- Wasted Youth- Alice in Chains- Red Hot Chili Peppers!!!!!! some of my favorite songs:::: Under the Bridge- Heroin Dreams- Kids of the K-hole- Drug me- Mothers little Helper- Chemical Addiction- What happened to you- cocaine- heroin face- trouble with the sweet stuff-Junkie- Dope sick girl- step out of hell- I'm waiting for the man-The needle Lies- Needle and the Spoon- reefer madness-Master of puppets-we were on heroin- smoke in the sky- cocaine decisions-needle and the damage done

Movies:

Movies I inspired:::: Candy- A Scanner Darkly- Leaving Las Vegas- wired- Darkness before Dawn- The man with the golden arm- trainspotting- Days of Wine and roses- 28 days-the lost weekend- Gridlock'd- permanent midnight- Gia- Rush- Drugstore Cowboys- Bullet- Spun- My name is Bill W.- methadonia-Jane Doe- the boost- Drunks- when a man loves a woman- MacAuthur Park- story of a junkie- Barfly- Union Square- Go ask Alice- Quitting- Jesus' Son- Pure- less than zero- Clean and SoberMANY BOOKS HAVE BEEN WRITTEN BECAUSE OF ME::: satans needle-broken-losing jonathon-slaying the dragon-creating the american junkie- alcoholics anonymous big book-women sex and addiction-Rush-shooting stars-Candy-monkey off my back-for what i hate to do-Whores-substance and shadow-shot to hell-death dance- narcotics anonymous basic text-romancing the stone- and many many more!!!!

Heroes:

find and share recovery images at anonymousspace.comA personal message from me::::: My page is here to serve all of mankind. Some who visit may be recovering addicts wanting or needing a reminder of what is still out there waiting for them if they choose to take that first shot, pill, drink or hit off the pipe etc. Its always the first one that kicks it off. then as some already know there comes the 2nd hit and so on and on and on! one is too many a thousand will never be enough. Others who visit my page could be a person who has begun experimenting with drugs. If this is you! don't think for one second you are more powerful than the drugs. addiction doesn't happen to others, it happens to you! Give yourself and anyone who loves you a break and stop now while you still can. There are also those who are just curious about drug addiction. I can assure while my page may seem extremely graphic and hardcore! what you see here is only the tip of the iceberg. the pain and misery addicts endure is very real. the awful chore of being a co-addict is a world of anguish and genuine insanity. using addicts will say or do almost anything to keep feeding thier addiction. going to "any lengths" to get and keep using drugs is NOT an understatement. I welcome all comers to my page. parents, children, teachers, police officers, counselors, social workers, preachers, gay people, straight people, athiest, bible thumpers, recovering people from any fellowship or philosophy of living, myspace people, prostitutes, people who go to prostitutes, mean people, nice people, angry people, people in denial, week-end warriors, funny people,athletes, dancers, artistic people,criminals, junkies, porn stars, punks,metalheads, drug dealers, posers, and on and on and on::::: The disease of addiction does not care who you are, what color your skin is, where you come from, the kind of clothes you wear, how well educated or not you are, young or old, short, tall, fat, skinny, religious or spiritual beliefs or no beliefs what so ever, lots of money, poor, man, woman or whatever you may consider yourself etc. etc. etc. This extremely dangerous and powerful disease can and will completely destroy your humanity, your spirit. everything and anyone you care about. I invite you to take another look at my page and others like mine. I hope you will use some of the resources provided. books, movies, people etc. Also take a look at my friends list for other pages you may want to visit. I hope and pray I have given you some needed information, help and insight! Be blessed in all you do in life. One day at a time. bye now, Willow