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Thuy Lan

WE SHALL FORGET THE PAST AND GREET THE FUTURE WITH OPEN ARMSFemale 100 Years Old Denver, CO United S

About Me

IN VIETNAMESE: AN QUA NHO KE TRONG CAY. IN ENGLISH: WHEN EATING A FRUIT, THINK OF THE PERSON WHO PLANTED THE TREE.///COMMITMENT IS WHAT TURNS A PROMISE INTO REALITY///PICTURES OF MY BEAUTIFUL FAMILY//////I STRIVE FOR THIS EVERYDAY///ANCHAREE NAKKET-AMERASIAN VIDEOMOVIE ABOUT VIETNAM AFTER THE WAR -JOURNEY FROM THE FALL

///BEST EXERCISE VIDEO EVER!!!/// Maximum Security Workout-The Tenderloins

///HOOBASTANK-CRAWLING IN THE DARK///

I will dedicate, And sacrifice my everything for just a second's worth Of my story's ending And I wish I could know if the directions that I take And all the choices that I make won't end up all for nothing. Show me what it's for Make me understand it. I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer. Is there something more than what I've been handed? I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer. Help me carry on. Assure me it's ok to use my heart and not my eyes. To navigate the darkness Will the ending be ever coming suddenly? Will I ever get to see the ending to my story? Show me what it's for. Make me understand it I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer Is there something more than what i've been handed? I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer (So when and how will I know?) How much further do I have to go? And how much longer till I finally know? Because I'm looking and I just can't see what's in front of me. In front of me. Show me what it's for Make me understand it. I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer. Is there something more than what I've been handed? I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer.///LINKIN PARK-SOMEWHERE I BELONG///

(When this began)I had nothing to say And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me (I was confused)and I let it all out to find That I’m not the only person with these things in mind (Inside of me)But all that they can see the words revealed Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel (Nothing to lose)Just stuck, hollow and alone And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own (chorus)I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real I wanna let go of the pain I’ve felt so long (Erase all the pain till it’s gone) I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along Somewhere I belong And I’ve got nothing to say I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face (I was confused) Looking everywhere only to find That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind (So what am I) What do I have but negativity ’Cause I can’t justify the way everyone is looking at me (Nothing to lose) Nothing to gain, hollow and alone And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own (Repeat chorus)I will never know Myself until I do this on my own And I will never feel Anything else until my wounds are healed I will never be Anything till I break away from me I will break away I'll find myself today (Repeat chorus) I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I am somewhere I belong I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I am somewhere I belong Somewhere I belong!///DIDDY W/ KEYSHIA COLE-LAST NIGHT///

[DIDDY:]Last night, I couldn't even get an answer. I Tried to call, But my pride wouldn't let me dial. And I'm sitting here, With this blank expression. And the way I feel, I wanna curl up like a child. I know you can hear me I know you can feel me I can't live without you God please make me better I wish I wasn't the way I am [KEYSHIA:] If I told you once, I told you twice, You can see it in my eyes. I'm all cried out, With nothing to say. You're everything I wanted to be. IF YOU COULD ONLY SEE, YOUR HEART BELONGS TO ME. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, I'M YEARNING FOR YOUR TOUCH. COME AND SET ME FREE, FOREVER YOURS I'LL BE, BABY WON'T YOU COME AND TAKE THIS PAIN AWAY. [DIDDY:]Last night, I couldn't even get an answer. Tried to call, But my pride wouldn't let me dial. And I'm sitting here, With this blank expression. And the way I feel, I wanna curl up like a child. [KEYSHIA:]I need you, And you need me. This is so plain to see, And I will never let you go and, I will always love you so. I will...IF YOU COULD ONLY SEE, YOUR HEART BELONGS TO ME. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, I'M YEARNING FOR YOUR TOUCH. COME AND SET ME FREE, FOREVER YOURS I'LL BE, BABY WON'T YOU COME AND TAKE THIS PAIN AWAY. [DIDDY:]Last night, I couldn't even get an answer. Tried to call, But my pride wouldn't let me dial. And I'm sitting here, With this blank expression. And the way I feel, I wanna curl up like a child. [DIDDY:]TELL ME THE WORDS TO SAY, TO MAKE YOU COME BACK, AND WORK ME LIKE THAT. AND IF IT MATTERS I'D RATHER STAY HOME, WITH YOU I'M NEVER ALONE.Don't want to wait till you're gone, Let me be, just don't leave me.[DIDDY:] Last night, I couldn't even get an answer. Tried to call, But my pride wouldn't let me dial. And I'm sitting here, With this blank expression. And the way I feel, I wanna curl up like a child.[KEYSHIA:]I need you, And you need me. This is so plain to see,And I will never let you go and, I will always love you so. I will... IF YOU COULD ONLY SEE, YOUR HEART BELONGS TO ME. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, I'M YEARNING FOR YOUR TOUCH. COME AND SET ME FREE, FOREVER YOURS I'LL BE, BABY WON'T YOU COME AND TAKE MY PAIN AWAY.[DIDDY:] Last night, I couldn't even get an answer. Tried to call, But my pride wouldn't let me dial. And I'm sitting here, With this blank expression. And the way I feel, I wanna curl up like a child.[KEYSHIA:]I'm so alone I'm soooo lonely, Why don't you pick up the phone, And dial up my number, And call me a baby, I'm waiting on you. Why don't you pick up the phone, And dial up my number, Just call me a baby, I'm waiting on you.


My Interests

I LIKE TO LISTEN TO MUSIC,SEE MOVIES,TRY OUT NEW RESTAURANTS AND FOOD,BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY I LIKE TO HANG OUT WITH MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS.

I'd like to meet:

KEITH OLBERMANN(HE'S SMART,FUNNY AND HOT!), THE DALAI LAMA(HE'S THE SPIRITUAL LEADER),MY BIRTH MOTHER(I'D LIKE TO KNOW IF I LOOK LIKE HER), AND PEOPLE WHO HAVE A GOOD SENSE OF HUMOR AND A GOOD SENSE OF SELF.

Music:

ANYTHING BUT COUNTRY(OK, I CAN HANDLE IT A LITTLE 'CAUSE I LOVE JOHNNY CASH!)RAP(IF IT DOESN'T HAVE THE HARD ROCK MIX IT'S NOT WORTH LISTENING TO)AND R AND B(OK CHANGING MY MIND ON THIS ONE. FINDING COOL MUSIC ON MYSPACE!)MY FAVORITE MUSIC:LINKIN PARK(SOMEWHERE I BELONG), GARBAGE(BLEED LIKE ME), GODSMACK(WHATEVER), DEPECHE MODE(ENJOY THE SILENCE), HEART(HOW CAN I REFUSE),PAT BENATAR(PROMISES IN THE DARK), SIMON/GARFUNKEL(PATTERNS)AND NINA SIMONE(SINNERMAN). MUSIC I'M LISTENING TO THIS MONTH-06/07

Movies:

DRAMAS, ADVENTURE, FORIEGIN FILMS, COMMIDIES, MY ALL TIME FAVORITE FILMS ARE:THE KILLING FIELDS,AU REVOIR LES ENFANTS, ENEMY MINE, SMOKE, AND KINGPIN.

Television:

COUNTDOWN WITH KEITH OLBERMANN, DIRTY JOBS, IRON CHEF, LAW AND ORDER:CI, BEST WEEK EVER, MONK, PSYCH, HISTORY CHANNEL AND SHOWS I FIND INTERESTING WHILE CHANNEL SURFING! BEST TV SHOW EVER:HOMICIDE:LIFE ON THE STREETS

Books:

JAMES PATTERSON(ALEX CROSS SERIES), MARRY HIGGINS CLARK, ALICE WALKER(POSSESSING THE SECRET OF JOY), ANGELA DAVIS, BELL HOOKS(THIS BRIDGE CALLED MY BACK),VIKTOR FRANKL(MAN'S SEARCH FOR MEANING),THICH NHAT HANH(THE HEART OF THE BUDDHA'S TEACHING)AND OTHERS IF I FIND THE BOOK INTERESTING. BEST BOOK I EVER READ: WOMEN WHO RUN WITH THE WOLVES BY CLARISSA ESTES

Heroes:

MY BIRTH MOTHER,SHE GAVE UP SO MUCH!!!!! THE 14TH DALAI LAMA:IN THE STRUGGLE FOR FREEDOM,TRUTH IS THE ONLY WEAPON WE POSSESS. ALL THINGS APPEAR AND DISAPPEAR BECAUSE OF THE CONCURRENCE OF CAUSES AND CONDITIONS. NOTHING EVER EXISTS ENTIRELY ALONE; EVERYTHING IS IN RELATION TO EVERYTHING ELSE. BUDDHA
ROAD

HANSUKE JAPAN Calligraphy Comments

THE LUCKY AMULETS WHICH BECOMES HEALTHY
YOUR FIVE FACTOR PERSONALITY PROFILE
Extroversion:
You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."
Conscientiousness:
You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.
Agreeableness:
You have medium agreeableness.
You're generally a friendly and trusting person.
But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.
You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.
Neuroticism:
You have low neuroticism.
You are very emotionally stable and mentally together.
Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly.
Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything. WHICH CHARACTERISTIC FROM THE SAMURAI CODE MATCHES YOU BEST?
COMPLETE SINCERITY: You believe in being straightforward with others, and you expect the same from them. People would consider you a good listener, and one who is calm and mostly serious.
YOU HAVE GOOD KARMA
In general, you like to do the right thing when it comes to others.
Your caring personality really shines through.
Sure, you have your moments of weakness - and occasionally act out.
But, all in all, you're karma is good... even with those few dark spots.
YOUR LOVE LIFE SECRETS ARE:
Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves.
You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't?
You prefer a quirky, unique person to be your lover. You're easy going about who you're with, as long as they love you back.
In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. Your logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so.
A break-up usually comes as a shock to you. You always think things are going well.
YOUR EQ IS:140
50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
130-150: YOU ARE REMARKABLE WHEN IT COMES TO RELATING WITH OTHERS. ONLY THE BIGGEST LOSERS GET UNDER YOUR SKIN.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF...06/07
Name: THUY LAN
Birthday: DON’T KNOW BUT WAS GIVEN THE DATE OF JUNE 6
Birthplace: HOI YEN HAI DANG QUANG TRI-BY DA NANG
Current Location: MILE HIGH CITY(DENVER,CO)
Eye Color: DARK BROWN
Hair Color: DARK BROWN
Height: 5'4"
Right Handed Or Left Handed: RIGHT HANDED
Your Heritage: VIETNAMESE/BLACK
The Shoes You Wore Today: HIGH HEELED SANDLES-NOW THAT IT'S SUMMER!
Your Weakness: NICE HANDS,TUSH,&TATTOOS
Your Fears: SPIDERS & STUPID PEOPLE
Your Perfect Pizza: PEPARONI/MUSHROOMS
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: TO MEND SOME BROKEN RELATIONSHIPS
Your Most Overused Phrase On An Instant Messenger: LOL, BRB & HAHA
Thoughts First Waking Up: I NEED COFFEE
Your Best Physical Feature: MY LIPS BUT OTHERS LIKE MY TUSH
Your Bedtime: WHENEVER & WHEREEVER I LAY MY HEAD
Your Most Missed Memory: MY BIRTH MOTHER
Pepsi Or Coke: COKE
MacDonalds Or Burger King: BURGER KING-BUT HARDLY GO TO EITHER
Single Or Group Dates: SINGLE-I LIKE TO GET TO KNOW SOMEONE ONE ON ONE
Chocolate Or Vanilla: CHOCOLATE
Cappuccino Or Coffee: COFFEE WITH CREAM AND SUGAR
Do You Smoke: YES-BREAKING THE HABIT
Do You Swear: ONLY WHEN I AM MAD
Do You Sing: YES-WHEN I'M ON MY VIDEO IPOD BUT I'M NOT GOOD AT IT AND DOGS START TO HOWL
Do You Shower Daily: YES-IT WOULD BE GROSS NOT TO
Have You Been In Love: YES
Do You Want To Go To College: IN COLLEGE NOW& HAVE MY CULINARY ARTS DEGREE’96
Do You Want To Get Married: NEVER HAD AN INTREST-BUT MAYBE SOMEDAY
Do You Belive In Yourself: YES-IF I AM NOT FOR ME THAN WHO IS?
Do You Get Motion Sickness: NO-DUMB QUESTION
Do You Think You Are Attractive: FOR THE MOST PART-YES
Are You A Health Freak: NO-BUT I SHOULD BE
Do You Get Along With Your Parents:' NO-I WISH I DID-MAYBE SOMEDAY
Do You Play An Instrument: USED TO PLAY THE PIANO&SAX
In The Past Month Have You Drank Alcohol: NO
In The Past Month Have You Smoked: SMOKED WHAT?
In The Past Month Have You Been On Drugs: DOES CAFFEINE COUNT?
In The Past Month Have You Gone On A Date: YES AND IT WAS ALOT OF FUN
In The Past Month Have You Gone To A Mall: DOES TARGET COUNT AS A MALL?
In The Past Month Have You Eaten A Box Of Oreos: NO-ATE HOMEMADE PEANUTBUTTER COOKIES
In The Past Month Have You Eaten Sushi: YES-LOVE IT
In The Past Month Have You Been On Stage: NO-BUT HAVE BEEN THE CENTER OF ATTENTION
In The Past Month Have You Been Dumped: NO-STILL SINGLE
In The Past Month Have You Gone Skinny Dipping: NO-THAT WOULD NOT BE A PRETTY SIGHT ;)
In The Past Month Have You Stolen Anything: NO-KARMA WOULD GET ME
Ever Been Drunk: YES-WHEN I WAS YOUNG AND STUPID
Ever Been Called A Tease: NO-NOW THAT'S JUST WRONG!
Ever Been Beaten Up: YES-BY AN EX-BOYFRIEND
Ever Shoplifted: NO-KARMA WOULD GET ME
How Do You Want To Die: IN MY SLEEP&HAPPY
What Do You Want To Be When You Grow Up: I'VE ALREADY GROWN UP AND QUITE HAPPY WITH MYSELF AND MY LIFE
What Country Would You Most Like To Visit: VIET NAM-IT'S A GRADUATION GIFT FOR ME&MY FAMILY
IN A BOY:

Favorite Hair Color: BROWN/BLACK BUT I LOVE BALD/SHAVED HEADS
Short Or Long Hair: SHORT-THE SHORTER THE BETTER
Height: ABOVE 5'7"
Weight: A HEALTHY WEIGHT
Best Clothing Style: LEVI'S 501'S&T-SHIRT TUCKED IN:SHOW THE TUSH!
Number Of Drugs I Have Taken: DOES OVER THE COUNTER COUNT?
Number Of CDs I Own: 200+PUT MOST OF THEM ON MY VIDEO IPOD
Number Of Piercings: 4-ONLY IN MY EARS
Number of Tattoos: 4-BUT WANT AN EVEN 6
Number Of Things In My Past I Regret: NOTHING.THE GOOD, THE BAD AND THE UGLY,MY PAST HAS MADE ME WHO I AM TODAY.

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Feng Shui Horoscope

Feng Shui Horoscope:1. Which is your fave color: red, black, blue, green, or yellow?...Green2. Your first initial?.................................................... ................T3. Your month of ...
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