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Lucky

I feel like a number.

About Me


"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up these defenses; you build this whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life. You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They do something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own any more. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul hurt, a body hurt, a real gets inside you and rips you apart pain. I hate love."
~ Neil Gaiman
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It's Over
by Roy Orbison
Your baby doesn't love you any more
Golden days before they end
Whisper secrets to the wind
Your baby won't be near you any more
Tender nights before they fly
Send falling stars that seem to cry
Your baby doesn't want you any more
It's over
It breaks your heart in two, To know she's been untrue
But oh what will you do? When she says to you
There's someone new, We're through, We're through
It's over, It's over, It's over
All the rainbows in the sky
Start to weep, then say goodbye
You won't be seeing rainbows any more
Setting suns before they fall, Echo to you that's all, that's all
But you'll see lonely sunsets after all
It's over, It's over, It's over, It's over
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My Interests



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Your Personality Is Like Acid
A bit wacky, you're very difficult to predict.
One moment you're in your own little happy universe...
And the next, you're on a bad trip to your own personal hell! What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

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You Are 45% Normal
While some of your behavior is quite normal...
Other things you do are downright strange
You've got a little of your freak going on
But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself How Normal Are You?

I'd like to meet:


I'd like to shake the hand of whoever invented masturbation. Wait a minute...never mind.

Music:



Todd Snider
John Prine
Richard Aschroft
The Verve
Vega4
Johnny Cash
Frank Zappa
The Handsome Family
Ryan Adams
Whiskeytown
Oasis
Remy Zero
Kris Kristofferson
Steve Goodman
Asylum Street Spankers
Cloud Cult
Old 97’s
Ben Lee
Cracker
Camper Van Beethoven
Pink Floyd
Will Kimbrough
Slaid Cleaves
The Ramones
The Sex Pistols
Love & Rockets
Fred Eaglesmith
Beat Farmers
Jerry Jeff Walker
The Dylans
The Bottle Rockets
Death Cab For Cutie
Coldplay
Violent Femmes
Willie Nelson
Dale Watson
George Jones
Snow Patrol
Wilco
Hayes Carll
The Rolling Stones
House of Love
The Damnwells
Stone Roses
Longwave
Jason Ringenberg
Jesus & Mary Chain
The Supersuckers
Loudon Wainwright III
The Jayhawks
Matthew Sweet
Brian Setzer
My Morning Jacket
Jet
Social Distortion
Robert Earl Keen

the list literally goes on forever
and the party never ends...

Movies:



This is Spinal Tap
Half-Baked
Slapshot
Bad Santa
American Beauty
And Then There Were None
Raising Arizona
The Butterfly Effect
Little Miss Sunshine
Full Metal Jacket
Pulp Fiction
Chasing Amy
Thank You For Smoking
12 Angry Men
The Matrix

Television:



The Office
Scrubs
My Name is Earl
Myth Busters
David Letterman
Hockey
Football
Baseball
Comedy Central

Books:



Believe it or not, but I don’t read a lot of books. I prefer short stories and articles. I read newspapers and magazines and a lot of on line stuff...

My Blog

taking a sabbatical

Once again life has fucked me over.  You would think I'd be used to it by now, but I ain't.  I have no one to blame but myself.  I should know better.  Play with fire and you're go...
Posted by Lucky on Thu, 08 May 2008 07:11:00 PST

someday I’ll write a book about my life and everyone will think its fiction

"I have come one step away from everything. And here I stay, far from everything, one step away." ~Antonio Porchia "Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantl...
Posted by Lucky on Wed, 07 May 2008 06:56:00 PST

hurt & confused

Keeping Me Aliveby The Afters It's like I never lived Before my life with you So much was missing here I never even knew I still picture the place we were When I fell into your world My heart is in ...
Posted by Lucky on Wed, 07 May 2008 11:45:00 PST

I can’t let go

In My Dreamsby Rick TrevinoI used to think I was the only one. Who never knew what it was like to fall. But you came along and changed all the rules that day. And just for a moment I had it all. You ...
Posted by Lucky on Sun, 04 May 2008 06:36:00 PST

Do you mind too much if I don’t understand?

Do You Mind Too Much If I Don't Understandby Willie NelsonI'd Be The Last One To Tell You That You Shouldn't GoAnd The First To Say Be Happy If You CanBut You Lie And Hurt Someone Who Needs And Loves ...
Posted by Lucky on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 08:00:00 PST

and I can drift away into the rapture

The delicate touch of flesh on flesh the first time.  The sharp slap of leather on flesh the twenty-first time.  With joy comes pain... sometimes.  With pain comes joy... sometimes.&n...
Posted by Lucky on Sun, 27 Apr 2008 11:33:00 PST

drowning

Through the smoke and haze and bullshit I try to focus.  One too many?  Or one too few?  Ash half a cigarette long.  Waiting to crumble.  Holding on the best it can.  Not...
Posted by Lucky on Fri, 25 Apr 2008 08:22:00 PST

stop the bleeding

He awoke from a restless sleep, terribly cold yet sweat dripping down his face.  The same dream five nights in a row.  Will it ever stop?  He wanted to scream but couldn't make a sound....
Posted by Lucky on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 06:49:00 PST

Stoner Ramblings (part 42)

two guys sitting on a porch getting high DUDE 1:         (takes a hit and then hands DUDE 2 the pipe)& I just prefer the term "suck job"& I mean seriously (exhale...
Posted by Lucky on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 12:48:00 PST

I’d rather be dreaming

Spirals of luminosity dance around the atmosphere, twisting and turning, changing hues as quickly as they change directions.  It’s a shame I only see such splendor when my eyes are closed.&...
Posted by Lucky on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 11:12:00 PST