BART |
so after being asked,several times now"who is bart?"i thought i would make a blog about him....bart was a little turtle that jimmy duffgave me 5 years ago...bart,which i named him the day i got him cu...
Posted by * !! vive le matador de hoopla !! * on Fri, 09 May 2008 11:23:00 PST |
new thinking... |
...as sleep comes for me...when i am alone...it is perfect, this forum, for me dwell....its too common for my weary eyes to see clearlythe shadows & darknesses, in my life....the tight knots....d...
Posted by * !! vive le matador de hoopla !! * on Wed, 02 Apr 2008 11:21:00 PST |
one night.... |
...back in i like 97-98...i was very very drunk by the time i got home towhere my father & i lived in dorchester...it was maybe 2:30 in the morning...& i couldnt for the life of meget the key ...
Posted by * !! vive le matador de hoopla !! * on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 01:55:00 PST |
another year... |
we were friends,you & i...i would sit on yer shouldersor on the pillow next to you& we would sing"my bonnie lies over the ocean"...i admired yer stance...the strength in yer hands...yer love f...
Posted by * !! vive le matador de hoopla !! * on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 10:58:00 PST |
jetlag is a bitch... |
blaaaaaaaaaaaah...i could puke....i got home wednesday night...i was a drooling idiot (moreso than usual)who could hardly form a sentence....then i slept pretty much until i had to go to work on thurs...
Posted by * !! vive le matador de hoopla !! * on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 02:41:00 PST |
28 signs... |
Below are a list of behaviors that are seen in people who are abusive. The last five signs listed are almost always seen only if the person is a batterer, if the person has several of the other behavi...
Posted by * !! vive le matador de hoopla !! * on Fri, 21 Dec 2007 02:38:00 PST |
part 3?? maybe?? |
as i reflect far back upon a time more innocent than now when i was a badder girl, i recall....breaking things!most memorable (are the faces) & my mickey mouse telephone....tonight, i again, had t...
Posted by * !! vive le matador de hoopla !! * on Sat, 20 Oct 2007 04:12:00 PST |
part 2 - point & laugh ~aka~ still want a hotdog... |
i've got a hole...it's somewhere...maybe in my stomach...it aches with something that feels like disgust...is that it?fuck fuck fuck....why am i venting on myspace?okay okay...iiiiiiiiii know that lif...
Posted by * !! vive le matador de hoopla !! * on Thu, 18 Oct 2007 05:32:00 PST |
put a bullet in me.... |
i woke up this morning after a hard night....
i slept in turmoil....uncomfortable....nightmares...sweats & freezes...thank god for chocolate...i find i'm easily irritated...& hyperanalytical.....
Posted by * !! vive le matador de hoopla !! * on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 10:57:00 PST |
while in a bar this past sunday... |
...my friend colleen was giving me shit for not brushing my hair...it was reministant of the tongue-lashings her mom terri gave me before she died...i just smiled at colleen as she"YOU HAVE SUCH BEATI...
Posted by * !! vive le matador de hoopla !! * on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 05:43:00 PST |
