AtomicPeek@theUniverse

If you are intimidated by confidence, strong opinions, do not know how to have a respectful debate, or take "rejection" personally please bypass my profile. I see, yet have not found the balance. I am a Libran however, and that makes balance my daily and lifelong goal. My strength and conviction in my beliefs, passion/emotionality and overwhelming compassion for people, life, love and truth fuel my existance. I am and have always been in tuned or navigating/guided toward the universal energy/spirit. Even as a child I knew fantasy from reality without being told. If you dont know why Im writing this then please stop reading. If you do, continue. . .I am divine, yet I am earthly. I've had experiences too many to count. I'm 32 and just a baby. I'm educated from street to institution, to foreign journeys and beyond. Therefore I am philosophical, and tell stories with sprout out of my brain like a soothsayer enchanted. I am attractive, so they say, and fit. I am young with little if any baggage, and I've no plans to adopt any. I am unconfinded to prisons of the mind, including race and any such doctrines designed to deflate my voice, my passions and my will. I trust my spirit first before any man, or woman. I Am pure spirit unwinding. I am alive and almost unable to contain my own energy. I am in the midst of an evolution within, standing still yet moving over moutains and balancing a universe in the palm of my hand. I am a lover, with the character of having cherished my body as my temple but also with full freedom to express and feel uninhibitedly. I am often called quirky, eccentric, unique, strange, dorky, funny, ecclectic, bohemian, etc, but I don't think I fit into any of these boxes, though I take them as compliments when they come. I am energetic, and fiercely curious, misleading most to disbelieve my age. I am full of love overflowing and thirsty for learning. I am almost deaf, but not numb from lack of stimulation from those around me. And the silence is compounded by the fact that I havent watched or owned a TV (English) in 10 years since Europe 97. My brain is Static free. So if you have some beautiful or magical message for me, don't shout, you might frighten me. In fact, first try telepathy, energy transcends space and time. I am a teacher of the cognitively delayed by default, but I am learning and that makes me happy. I am often mistaken as a vegetarian, but I am not one. I am a dancer in tuned with the spinning rhythm of the universe. I am frequently infused with wisdom beyond my years and serve as angel servant at times. I am open to the synchronicities which happen frequently in my life. I don't like liquor, none at all, not even wine. I'm high off life and you can sense it in the pitch of my voice, the wideness of my eyes, the fluff of my curls, the colors on my back, the brilliance of my very white smile, the compliments I spread like star dust, the bounce in my step, the tilt of my head, the warmth emmanating from my heart, and the way I love, family and friends alike. I've still got a lot of growing to do but the path never ends. I am not extraordinary any more than you if you are at all smiling or shaking your head, "yes." Sometimes I am "just a girl in the world" like Gwen Stephani says and other times " I am woman: hear me roar!" And yet, underneath it all as Pink Floyd sings, "Is there any body out there," I stand out there on the edge of the universe wondering how I've traveled so far and yet feel like I have so much to learn, and so much growth to experience, that I wonder if I have learned anything in this past 32 years at all. Maturity rakes my back but leaves no marks.I write but do not call myself a writer or a poet. But If you have no intention of reading my blogs or bulletins, it's just no use, no matter how cute you think my pictures are. If my words speak to you, it is simply the cosmic consciousness sending out love radiation and knowledge to you, through me. So, I seek readers and writers, philosophers and fellow babblers and travelers.I am standing here before you. You are looking at me and listening to my story. I am wondering what you think of me. I hope you are more interesting that I am, if not, good luck on your path, you need not bother knocking. I reserve the right to maintain my standard, seeking only those who will help me learn, grow, and love.Namaste-MataneEdamame Mama Madame B., Scottye, Cosmic Cactus or Starfish