I've always been attracted to pale skin that shines white as snow, and big eyes that flow with imagination!Well, I seem to be attracted to the more darker things in life, but not to morbid or sadistic you sick prick. I mean the beauty of how it shows itself off, without ever really knowing. In a way kind of like how my words keep flowing. The more you read you’ll find your insides glowing, and your brain paying attention, while showing you day in, and day out what life’s all about!In no order...Gore, GirlsGuitars, Fast Cars, Guns, Sex, Sluts, Snakes, Sharks.need I say anymore? Fuck off if you're a whore...who's a friend and who's a foe? Well, I guess will never know!I like Listening To/Playing Music. I really can't live without it. I'm almost the same way with movies as well as to writing lyrics, poems, songs and such as comedy I like much. I like to sing and play guitar at the same time live. I like writing about anything and everything, hanging out with friends, making up music, going to concerts, shows, parties, drinking, hanging out with people I don't even know, meeting new people, going on-line, going to the movies, going to philly, making an ass out of myself, doing stupid stuff for no apparent reason, getting crazy, screaming my lungs out, going stark raving mad, driving around endlessly, watching independent films, Catching Days/Nights when I can get good sleep, Drunk Bowling/Playing Pool, people that have a good personality, confidence, long or jaw length hair, pale skin, eyes I get lost in, a smile to die for, tattoos, piercing, sterling silver, adventurous, wild, spontaneous, artistic, conservative, clean-cut (and I mean shaven) easygoing, chill, flexible, open-minded, flirtatious, playful, friendly, kind, humorous, witty, sensitive, nurturing, loving, outgoing, procrastinator, Quiet/Shy, Serious/Responsible, spiritual, talkative people.Collecting, in my room you will see posters all over the walls and ceiling just like tattoos on my skin. I like things either white, black or grey. All others will fade away!My Favorite Activities: Dining out, entertaining, hanging out with friends, intimate conversations, investing, Listening To/Playing Music, motorcycling, painting/drawing, partying, photography, Pool/Billiards/Darts, Reading/Writing, shopping, surfing the world wide web, chatting on-line, Traveling/Weekend Trips/Adventure, video games, on-line games, Movies/TV.What I look for? A great sense of humor, eyes I could get lost in, an open mind, and a smile to die for. I would prefer them to be honest, interesting and intelligent. Someone who can actually hold their side of a conversation. I'm open to talk about problems. Also likes me for who I am, not worrying about what friends think, takes care of their own body, and is pretty decent looking, having own style, and likes good music and such. One of the most important things to me are being faithful, have to be faithful, because I would do the same. So ya gotta have faith, commitment can't work if only one of us wants it!My idea of The Perfect First Date: Everything would pretty much just naturally click on its own. Maybe hanging out at their place or mine watching movies, cuddling, or driving around listening to music.My Perception of An ideal Relationship: They would stay with me through thick and thin. And through all kinds of life changes, they would stay with me through all of the wretched!What I've Learned From My Past Relationships: Never take things for granted...if you do they won't last. Always be friends at first. Take the time to get to know each other. Have honestly and trust. Lust is the killer, love is the thriller. I can never think it's love, so I assume it's lust. I do this because I've had my heart broken way to much to take anymore. I'm tired of getting hurt, being burnt, and left out in the dust to rust.Things That Hurt Me And I Hate From Past Relationships: If you don’t like someone for who they are, or for what they are, you’re not going to like them at all in the long run. And if you do, you’ll just try to change them into something their not suppose to be in the end anyway.Interests: Painting, Drawing, Partying, Reading, Writing, Fuck-Me-Boots, Make-up, Hairless Bodys, Candles, Thongs, Skirts, Fishnets, Silk/Stockings, Tea, Health/Wealth, Intimacy/Physical-Chemistry, Love, Sex, Sleeping while our legs are intertwined, Waking up next to you, in your bed or mine. Nocturnal, The Moonlight, Pussy ass hair bands with headbands. Motorcycles, Cars, Trucks (Don't care for planes, trains or the bus though)Drinks: Vodka/Red Bull, Rock Star/Jager, Red Headed Sluts, MAGIC HAT, Jack Daniel's, Jager, Tequila Rose, Captain Morgan Rum/Pirate Bay/Tattoo, Guinness, Heineken, Yuengling, Samual Adams, Land Shark. Once in awhile Wine and Champagne for the occasion, or just for the fuck of it!Bars/Nightclubs, Concerts, Karaoke/Sing-a-longs, Drum Circles, Coffee Houses, Bookstores, Restaurants, Amusement Parks, Antique Stores, Flea Markets, Garage Sales, Art Galleries, Museums, Parks, Shopping Malls.White/Black/Grey. I really like the color white, snow white is bright when it's in your sight. I wouldn't have it any other way...what else can I say? Oh yeah, I hate it when people spell grey "gray" that's so gay!DISLIKES ARE: Drama, don't infect me with your bullshit! Stay the fuck away from me if you're full of it! I can't fucking stand drama anymore as well as lying, stealing, back-Stabbers, greediness, people who don't share/care. Hate, death, body hair, the hot summer heat, the extreme rays of burning sunlight. Astrology...EVEN THOUGH IT CAN SOMETIMES BE TRUE! HTML HELL, stalkers, PIGS...can't stand them, they're like COCKROACHES. You can never get rid of them! Sex with people I just met, don't like, or just plan don't know yet. Messing around with girls the first time of meeting them...it never lasts, it's always over after that, so take this as a hint or get a fucking hint, unless I really like you a lot. Making out with girls who have sandpaper tongues suck at kissing, they can't kiss to save their life. Gold, math, onions, peppers, pickles, when people fuck up my small simple orders, being compared to other people. Having to sit still in boring ass classrooms with nothing else left to do, while the room has to be complete silence on the other hand, when I just feel like fucking screaming and running around the room. When people call me skinny. Don't make fun of me to make your pathetic self feel better about yourself. How would you like it if I called you fat, you fat fuck you! See you don't like it now I bet do you? I can't help that I was born with a high star metabolism. No I'm not a fucking junkie you crack whore! I could probably eat more than you, the horse you rode in on and your mother. I know you think I'm so pretty and all, that's why I'm sorry to have to say this, but my skin is shit. I have scars and acne to prove it. I'm sorry I'm not as perfect as you. I'm pretty true to myself, are you? Yeah I'm skinny, I know, stop telling me about it. Shut the fuck up already. I can see for myself when I look into the mirror. I also HATE when girls try making me be their emotional tampons or boy toys. Having a Tall/High upper body, although I do like my wide shoulders. Sitting up straight is hard for me to do. I slouched since grade school, but because I didn't like to stand out being head over everybody else at the lunch table, my long legs for being in the way all the time like a spider. I do like my third leg though, so I'm not going to complain about that! And last, but not lest, I regret all the things I forget, and all the good ideas I lost from not being able to remember them in time to write them down...all from the loss of paper and a pen, as well as Crashing/Smashing/Bashing computers and not recording when I should have been.I hate to lose pictures more then anything else in the whole wide world...well that and lyrics...I can always lose a guitar, because I can replace it and still play the same chords, but my words can never be re-written in the same order kind of like pictures can never be re-taken the same way.Another thing that interests me is only one political view of others, and that is of an Anarchist. They say screw the goverment try telling them what to do, get the hell outta here. I say let people learn from their own mistakes, and the stupid will die in the chaos.
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I’d like to meet someone who is cool and down to earth, but also has a crazy wild side to them at the same time. I guess you could say a naughty, but nice side is always a plus. But what it all boils down to is the kind of person I could just hang out with.This kind of person would be up for anything. Wither it be something fun, like going out somewhere, or just staying in watching a movie. Maybe even going to the gym with me, since I am very active and care a lot about what my body looks like.I work during the week, Monday thru Friday from nine to five, so I tend to not have a whole lot of time left in my day when it’s nearing to the end. And when I do get done, I don’t even really relax until sleep deprivation catches up with me days on end, wither I’m tired, too beat or whatever. I always push myself each and everyday to get what I need to get done. This way I can reach my goals and achieve my dreams.In whatever free time I have left I like to record, jam and work on music when I can. Sometimes I even go with my friend to help him record live bands. But that’s not really like working, it’s fun meeting and hanging out with cool people.I actually have a 3.6 GPA even though I am very busy with my life at this point, someday I will go back to school to finish up my last years of college I have left so I can be a psychologist. But who said I can’t fuck with your head now?I'd also Like to Meet the people I have yet to meet, that'd be neat. People who are different, and don’t care about what others think, is what I look for really. Women who wear eyeliner/mascara, and can walk around in high heels with panties around their ankles!
(A girl that is sexy and can make me laugh is deadly)
Other musicians and poets...people who love music, are cool and down to earth...also someone to go skiing with, and someone to teach me how to surf, and go ski diving with!Johnny's tattoo
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Add to My Profile | More VideosNOT ALL THE WAY, BUT SOMEWHAT DRUG FREE PEOPLE. I DON'T WANT TO MEET ANYMORE ABUSERS, USERS OR LOSERS. THEY ARE IN MY DISLIKES. I CAN'T STAND WEAK PEOPLE WHO HAVE ADDICTIONS, RELY ON DRUGS ALL THE TIME, AND NEED THEM CONSTANTLY "TO GET BY" OR FEEL LIKE THEY "NEED THEM TO SURVIVE" SO THEY GET HIGH WITHOUT ANY REAL REASON AS TO WHY. I FIND IT VERY FUCKING PATHETIC AND IT ANNOYS THE HELL OUT OF ME!
My project: Johnny's SuicideNegative Nancy'sThe Drama MineArmy of AnyoneNine Inch NailsNirvanaNada SurfBright EyesDopeOrgyMarilyn MansonMisfitsKMFDMSex PistolsIggy popJesus and Mary ChainThe DreamingStabbing WestwardCoal ChamberMurderdollsA Perfect CircleCrossbreedColdSlipKnoTDevil DriverDanzigSkinny PuppyThe DoorsgODHEADThe White StripesSilverchairMotley CrueStone Temple PilotsGuns N' RosesType O NegativePrimitive Radio GodseminemGarbagePanteraTears For FearsKoRnToolAlice In ChainsStatic-XCradel of FilthRage Against The MachineRefusedMachine HeadProfessional Murder MusicVision of DisorderOtepRob ZombieRagdollMudvayneRed Hot Chili PeppersDepeche ModeMinistryBeastie BoysGreendayThe KillersCollective SoulThe Smashing PumpkinsNicklebackLiveBeckSonic YouthMelvinsVaselinesSlayerFilterRammsteinSoundgardenP J HarveyFaith No MoreFlyleafAngels And AirwavesScissor SistersNorotic FishJukka2147.DeSuicide CommandoOhGrSoul Asylum...I'm sure you get the idea by now...and if you don't, good luck!I ALSO LIKE RAP SO DON'T JUDGE ME AND BE HATIN' (RAP DOES NOT ALWAYS = CRAP) HOW DO YOU LIKE THAT?
Horror... Donnie DarkoDumb and DumberBlack Circle BoysOld SchoolUnderworld 1 & 2The Salton SeaBuffalo '66Clockwork OrangeEyes Wide ShutDazed and ConfusedGhost ShipHackersFast Times At Ridgemont HighErnestPee Wee HermanHouse On Haunted HillInterview With The VampireMatrixThe Ninth GateNight of The Living DeadPoint BreakThe BeachQueen of The DamnedRequiem For A DreamRock StarSLC PunkTaxi DriverTerminatorThe CrowThe Lost BoysVampire ClanVanilla SkyResident EvilBoondock SaintsThe BadgeDisturbing BehaviorBoogie NightsLost HighwayCold Around The HeartFrom HellTurbulence 3: Heavy MetalPirates of the CaribbeanBreakfast ClubMallratsClerksEdward ScissorhandsFearEmpire RecordsRomeo & JulietBlowHow HighHalf-BakedAmerican History XWild ThingsPowderThe Virgin SuicidesFight ClubReservoir DogsPulp FictionDawn of the DeadPitch BlackTexas Chainsaw MassacreSpidermanThe PunisherSuper TroopersAirheadsArmy of DarknessMeet the ParentsPrivate PartsThirteenCape FearSling BladeFinal Destination; 1, 2 & 3Butterfly EffectMayIdle HandsCabin FeverBadder SantaAdam & EvilEncino ManHangman's CurseBio-DomeWhite OleanderUncle SamThe Time MachineEight Legged FreaksA Home at the end of the WorldThe HoleMean GirlsParty MonsterSecret WindowRebel Without A CauseHeavy MetalVampire Hunter DLady DeathSaw 1, 2 & 3GrindBeautiful GirlsWonderlandVelvet GoldmineThe Girl Next DoorNapoleon DynamiteWicker ParkEternal Sunshine On The Spotless MindTroyKing ArthurMy Own Private IdahoSpank The MonkeySupercrossCorpse BrideAcrimonyThe Fast & The Furious 1 & 2(I still want to see Cradle of Fear)
(You know...) Horror, Sci-fi, Gore (Whore are you ready for more? or) Are You Afraid Of The Dark? (Where I wait and lark in) The Twilight Zone (All alone with) Beavis & Butthead, Sifl & Olly (For) Headbanger's Ball, The Howard Stern Show, Tom Green, The Conan O' Brian Show, Saturday Night Live, Quantum Leap, Highlander, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, The Sopranos, Jackass, Punk'd, Pimp My Ride, Viva La Bam, Damage Control, Crank Yankers, South Park, Family Guy, That 70's Show, MacGyver, HBO/Showtime, Cartoon Network, Comedy Central.Comedian's George Carlin Dane Cook Jim Breuer Denis Leary Dave Chappelle Andrew Dice Clay Adam Sandler Will Ferrell Pauly Shore Disk Jockey Howard Stern Magician Criss Angel Dare Devil Evel Knievel Actors Brandon Lee Johnny Depp Nicolas Cage Vincent Gallo Mark Wahlberg Sean Penn Dude, I Hear Cannabis Is, Like, A Treatment For AD/HD, Or Something. Christopher Walken Matthew Lillard Adrien Brody Porn Star John Curtis Holmes Musician's Christopher Hall Ville Hermanni Valo Scooter Ward Scott Weiland Maynard James Keenan Jack White Glenn Danzig Jaco Pastorius Tommy Lee Elliott Smith Iggy Pop Sid Vicious, the death! Jim Morrison, the poet! Edsel Dope, the energy! Jay Gordon, the confidence! Michael Trent Reznor, the frustrated father! Kurt Donald Cobain, the son of a gun! Marilyn Manson, the holy spit!
I like to read: Fairy Tales and Nursery Rhymes, Dr. Seuss, Fiction, Magazines, Poetry, Trade Journals, Edgar Allen Poe, Stephen King, Sticks And Stones, Kurt Cobain: Heavier Than Heaven, Weird N.J. Dr. Suess. Marilyn Manson: The Long Hard Road out of Hell, Science, Psychology, Drugs, Behavior, And Modern Society, All of Harry Potter, as well as a lot of Goosebumps from back in the day. (Have yet to read 1984) You know, actually now that I think about it, it’s kind of hard to read stuff for me, let alone watch it if it’s not good, or keeps my attention for the long run without my A.D.D. distracting or fucking tormenting me to death...so I put up with it the best that I can each and every goddamn day when I get up and look into the mirror. (Plus I'm a slow reader when reading to myself, and I'm a really fast reader when reading out loud to others)Anne Rice has been put to the test and is the best! I Am, Lestat De La Von. Just one bite, and I'll sink my teeth into you!
You can be my hero, but for now I'll just pick... Me, Myself & I for NO Apparent Reason why I keep Myself Alive.All of my heroes are dead and gone. With nothing left to linger on. No one to look up to. Nothing left to do. (Although I do have some influences from people that have struck somewhat of a nerve somewhere deep inside of me from the past to present to make me the future.These are the ones who influenced me, to make me what I am today.An Artist And A fucking Work of Art!And last, but not least, Dr. Seuss, because he made a whole wonderland of weirdos like me, you see?Dr. Seuss' lost tounge twister This is this cat This is is cat This is how cat This is to cat This is keep cat This is a cat This is dumbass cat This is busy cat This is for cat This is forty cat This is seconds catNow go back and read the THIRD word in each line from the top. Betcha can't resist bitch!