(DON'T GET ANY FUNNY IDEA'S ABOUT ME I AM NOT HERE TO PICK UP)_________________________________________________________ _____________Usually I avoid speaking 2 people when I'm in a negative frame of mind it never makes me feel good for people to see that side of me. To me life is one big journey and every day I am learning something new about life and myself. I write a lot of poetry, mostly dark because I express my self best when I'm sad or angry & this I find is how I deal with my negative thoughts & feelings, As well as listening 2 really depressing music when I am in this frame of mind, (although my poetry did seem rather chirpy for a short - while). I will normally hibernate for a few days or so avoiding any possible human contact. ____________________________________________________________ ___________If I could have one superhero power it would be invisibility. In reality I am rather shy, reserved & often like to try and hide, often convinced I am invisible (or so I like to believe) My friends and family find this rather amusing & frusturating at times. (Mind you though I have often been accused of being UP MYSELF.) I hate to be centre of attention and don't trust people very much except for maybe and I mean maybe 1 or 2 people. ____________________________________________________________ ____________Although I am am rather shy or quite at first, I will even take a lot of crap, and I find often people who give me crap think I am way too nice too do much about it...but if you push me too far or get me on a very bad day, I am likely to snap and its not a very pretty sight too see... ____________________________________________________________ ____________ Who does'nt love mystery, I get bored when I figure Things out to quickly such as other people I like To get in to other peoples heads work out what makes Them tick & those I can't figure out fully do my head In almost to the point of insanity. But most of the time I can figure a person out with in a few minutes of meeting them._______________________________________________________ _________________Have no time at all for shallow people with heads stuck In the sand, to me the most important things in life are My family, my boyfriend, my friends, pets and having a roof over my head. ____________________________________________________________ ____________Totally dislike arrogant people who refuse to look outside the box they live in (sadly so many people are like that) I can be really deep at times but I also like to laugh at life and most of all laugh at myself and like people that can do the same yet at the same time are also able to be sensitive & caring enough about other people’s feelings, emotional & mental needs, I really enjoy people who can bring out my inner child. (Once you lose the inner child, life is pretty much down hill from there, like all those mean and grumpy people out there grrrrr). ____________________________________________________________ ____________ My fav quote is "Through every negative is a positive" And so when a negative situation arises I will normally analyse the situation till I find something positive. Which at times can be very hard to do, ____________________________________________________________ ____________ Anyway I do like to believe all things happen for a reason no matter how crappy they seem, its all part of the journey (learning, living and growing) sadly some people never learn a thing. ____________________________________________________________ ____________ Life is short and we only get one shot so I would like 2 at least get some of it right. I often think about all those that I have known who have passed away family and friends either through sickness, suicide, drug overdose, accident or murder. A few of them I think about most days, and others some how get forgotten along the way. Make the most of your life, live life to the full and love with all your heart and don't forget to let those you care about know how much you care._______________________________________________________ _________________
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