..
This is one of my favorite pictures
AREA 51!!!! dancing. hello kitty. liquid liner. marilyn manson. music. mirrors (maybe i..'m narcissistic. haha.) fishnets with lines up the back, my bed, alone, glitter, glam, crazy make-up, my life, people i don..'t know, roses, the voices, you, music, eyebrows (i have this weird fixation with them. marilyn manson had some killer eyebrows before he took them off. but i love the drawn in ones like in manson..'s music video ..'man that you fear..' and in Hedwig and the Angry Inch), crossdressers, punks, goths, black nail polish, tattos, long nails (you know what those are for. haha), hanging out in a towel all morning, new software on my comp i can mess around with, arts and crafts, drawing (but only when i..'m in the mood), moshing, cleaning (hahahahahah. never! but i do it once in awhile.)...
::♥Quotes::♥::
::if people are what they eat then most of us are cheap, fast, and easy - heard it on the radio one day
::you cannot see anything that you do not first contemplate as a reality - Ramtha
::the birth of a man is the birth of his sorrow. the longer he lives, the more stupid he becomes, because his anxiety to avoid unavoidable death becomes more and more acute. what bitterness! he lives for what is always out of reach! his thirst for survival in the future makes him incapable of living in the present - Chang-Tzu
::all that we are is the result of what we have thought. the mind is everything. what we think, we become - Maharishi Mahesh Yogi
::it is proof of a base and low mind for one to wish to think with the masses or majority, merely because the majority is the majority. truth does not change because it is, or is not, believed by a majority of the people. - Giordano Bruno
::that which the dream shows is the shadow of such wisdom as exists in man, even if during his waking state he may know nothing about it... we do not know it because wer are fooling in regard to that which is real within yourself. - Philipus Aureolus Paracelsus
::two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity...and i'm not sure about the universe. - Albert Einsten
::words out to be a little wild, for they are the assults of thoughts on the unthinking. - John Maynard Keynes
::nothing exists except atoms and empty space; everything else is opinion. - Democritus of Abdera
::man will occasionally stumble over the true, but usually manages to pick himself up, walk over or around it, and carry on. - Winston Churchill
::i'm not against god. i'm against the misuse of god. - Marilyn Manson
::You're no one until somebody hates you. You are someone the minute you realize that you don't really care to be. - Marilyn Manson
When You Want It It Goes Away Too Fast, When You Hate It It Always Seems To Last... people who are idividuals and don't care what others think of them, they just do what they want. a personality of their own.
this is a list of bands that i have listened to and liked what i heard. some of them i listen to regularly others once in a while. so don't expect me to remember off hand what i liked about a cirtain band. but most if not all of these bands are on my computer. haha.
:MARILYN MANSON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!: :The Cruxshadows: :TOOL: :Mindless Self Indulgence: :Deadsy: :Killing Miranda: :A Perfect Circle: :Nosferatu: :And One: :Gackt: :Malice Mizer: :Dir en Grey: :Covenant: :Benny Bennasi: :Newlydeads: :Sisters of Mercy: :Ramones: :Scissor Sisters: :The Faint: :HIM: :deadstar: :Tricky: : UNDEROATH : :MUSE: :The Clash: :Carfax Files: :Lamia: :Michael Jackson: :Redemption: :Domiana: :Tragic Black: :Bella Morte: : The Darkness : :Esthero: :Black Wire: :The Cure: :Eve 6: :Blondie: :From Autumn to Ashes: :Snake River Conspiracy: :Client: :Fran Ferdinand: :the strokes: :yellowcard: :The Blood Brothers: :Church: :Bloodhound Gang: ::Wumpscut:: :Cursive: :Scarling: :The Birthday Party: :Lacuna Coil: :My Ruin: :ATP: :Infected Mushrooms: :Mount Sims: :Nightwish: :otep: :Peaches: :KC and the Sunshine Band: :Nosferatu: :Plasmatics: :White Lion: :Bob Marley: :Clan Of Xymox: :Mannequin: :Brderschaft: :Pink Floyd: :James Brown: :Bloodflowerz: :The Start: :VNV Nation: :Zeromancer: :Lords of the New Church: :Apoptygma Berzerk: :Chimaira: :Nova: :Dresden Dolls: :Joy Division: :Ramones: :Avenged Sevenfold: :The Birthday Massacre: :Dope Stars Inc.: :Virgin Prunes: :Gorillaz: :Black Flag: :Backyard Babies: :Apocalyptica: :Bloody Dead and Sexy: :Juno Reactor: :Suicide Commando: :Black Sabbath: :The Crystal Method: :Berlin: :Death from Above: :Collide: :Death In June: :System of a Down: :Razorlight: :Dead Can Dance: :Soft Cell: :Rosetta Stone: :Dead Kennedys: :Motley Crue: :Stacy Q: :Miss Kitten: :Bile: :Joy Electric!!!!: :Tears for Fears: :The Hacker: :Lacuna Coil: :Razed In Black: :Frou Frou: :Starflyer 59: :Therapy?: :Inkubus Sukkubus: :Velvet Acid Christ: :Ace of Base: :Godhead: :DJ Keoki: :Decoded Feedback: :Icon of Coil: :Lame Immortelle: :Eisbrecher: :KMFDM: :Front 242: :Queensryche: :Primus: :Aphex Twins: :Foetus: :Felix Da Housecat: :Pzychobitch: :MDFMK: :Frontline Assembly: :Genitorturers: :FischerSpooner: :The Yeah Yeah Yeahs: :Informatik: :Assemblage 23: :The 69 Eyes: :Moi dix Mois: :Dirty Sanchez: :Einsturzende Neubauten: :Husker Du: :Iio: :The Rasmus: :Grendel: :Hot Hot Heat: :Dead or Alive: :The Mission UK: :Horrorpops: :Funker Vogt: :Effcee: :Amebix: :Buggles: :Freezepop: :Das Ich: :The Damned: :Black Tape for a Blue Girl: :Necrophagist: :The Fitness: :My Ruin: :Faith No More: :Cream: :Death Cab for Cutie: :Neuroticfish: :Combichrist: :Devil Doll: :New Skin: :Dj Tomcraft: :Dimmu Borgir: :Dido: :Disturbed: :(Absurd) minds: :Murder City Devils: :Postal Service: :Killswitch Engage: :Cabaret Voltaire: :Enya: :Godsmack: :Deadsy: :Dead Can Dance:
..
:PARTY MONSTER!!!: :THE CORONICALS OF NARNIA THE LION, THE WITCH AND THE WARDROBE: :FIGHT CLUB: :THE CROW!!!!: :TROY!!!!!!: :SAW II: :PHANTOM OF THE OPERA: :12 MONKEYS: :SLEEPY HOLLOW: :CORPSE BRIDE: :FINDING NEVERLAND: :AMERICAN BEAUTY: :BEING JOHN MALCOVICH: :ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW!!!!: :ROMEO AND JULIET: :MR AND MS SMITH: :INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE!!!!: :QUEEN OF THE DAMNED!!!!: :MOULIN ROUGE: :CHICAGO: :ALMOST FAMOUS: :BEAUTY AND THE BEAST: :MULAN (she..'s my hero): :LITTLE MERMAID: :HERCULES: :THE RING: :HOUSE OF A 1000 CORPSES: :CANNIBAL THE MUSICAL: :HOW TO LOSE A GUY IN 10 DAYS: :BUTTERFLY EFFECT: :HOT CHICK: :BOWLING FOR COLUMBINE: :NATIONAL TREASURE: :TWISTED: :FINDING FORRESTER: :THE HAUNTING: :FORREST GUMP: :TOMMY BOY: :THE GIRL NEXT DOOR: :HEDWIG AND THE ANGRY INCH: :GARDEN STATE: :ETERNAL SUNSHINE OF THE SPOTLESS MIND: :OCEANS 12: :LIL..' PIMP (even though i haven..'t seen the whole thing its just so funny!): :TO WONG FOO, THANKS FOR EVERYTHING! JULIE NUWMAR (i LOVE this movie and if you haven..'t seen it you really should. its soooo awesome!): :SIN CITY (this is one of the most well done movies i have seen in a very long time and if you haven..'t seen it you really really really should. this is like a total must but only if you watch rated R movies of course. haha): :IRREVERSIBLE (this movie is fucked up chaos. very interesting. well done): :HAPPINESS (wow. thats all i have to say): :BATMAN BEGINS: :CRASH: :PACIFIER: :CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY (with depp! haha.): :THE ADVENTURES OF PRICILLA QUEEN OF THE DESERT: :MAN BITES DOG:
Princess Tutu! Full Metal Panic! Elfen Lied! Descendants of Darkness! Hellsing! right now i'm mostly into animes. haha.
update::right now i'm reading The 120 Days of Sodom and Other Writings by Marquis De Sade. I'm really likeing it. I'm also doing a lot of reading for my classes. but those aren't worth mentioning.
update::i just read another book by Jude Deveraux called The Mulberry Tree. I Loved it! and now i think i'm going to continue reading True Vampires. Believe it or not i still have many pages left to go in that. :( i need to get going. Shame on me.
update::i just finished three books by Jude Deveraux. She, along with Diana Gabaldon, is one of my favorite romance writers. One of them left me a little creeped out though. it was a 'devil story' very captivating. i LOVE her.
update::finished harry potter. cried my eyes out in fact. *tear* i wonder whats going to happen in book seven.... already started and finished a book called mira, mirror it was about the mirror after the queen disappeared (snow white). i thought it was good. now i..'m in a book called Nevermind the Goldbergs. its about an orthodox jew in a sitcom and how she handles it... we..'ll see how that goes. i..'m also reading bits and pieces of the Goth Bible. hahaha. fun stuff.
update::i..'m a bit farther then half way through harry potter. i..'m addicted. haha. last night i even woke up in the middle of the night and read more. haha. it was great.
update::haven..'t been able to sit down long enough to read a damn word. and i feel kinda depressed right now. don..'t ask me why cuz i couldn..'t really tell you. some parts of my life though are okay. i love Area 51, thats about the only good thing. everything else is SHIT.
update::finished party monster. lovely. haha. now i..'m in harry potter and motley crue:thedirt both really really good books. i have a hard time picking which one i want every time i decided to sit down and read. haha. but those are the only books i kept with me for the rest of this week. otherwise i..'d be reading ture vampires too every once in awhile. but they will be on their way home to utah pretty soon. haha. most of my stuff that i brought here will be getting home before me. haha. all i have is a duffle bag full of cloths and blankets... and those two books. haha. fun stuff.lets see.... right now i..'m reading party monster. so far so good. haha. next up is harry potter. but every once in a while i pick up a book called true vampires. a book i found in the true crime section. hehe. fun stuff. its really interesting. but i think that first i..'m going to concentrate on getting through party monster then work on harry potter. then true vampires or maybe zodiac is next i can..'t decided. so many choices. oh and i have this book called goth chic. i know that sounds lame but i have to learn my history somewhere. haha. lots of usless knowledge. haha. its the best.