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NO REASON TO LIVE BUT WE LIKE IT THAT WAY

About Me

I believe in balance. I strive for an equal amount of good and evil, right and wrong, light and dark. I work hard, I play hard. I'm a production manager for a large manufactoring company in North Salt Lake, after working endlessly all week, I try to play just as hard. Parties, Drinking, Smoking, Tripping, Screwing, Talking, Laughing, Dancing, Falling, Screaming. I don't think I ever get enough sleep. I am chill, I am relaxed, yet I'm outrageous and spontaneous. I have always been a people watcher. I love to observe the simple frailties of the human personality. I love to learn what makes people tick. Who they are inside and out. I believe in beauty and love in all forms. People who are openminded and relaxed are so attractive to me. I love to chill. I play video games, and cook. I read nearly every day. I believe in truth. I might be a hippie. But don't worry, I shower...every day...I love anyone who is confident and comfortable in their own skin. I love sexual synergy and anyone who can give me butterflies. I watch thunderstorms, and sunsets. I am completely unaware of other's 'personal bubbles'. I love to touch, to grab, to lick, to hug, to bite, to suck, to tease, to kiss, to cuddle, to screw, and everything in between. I have yet to meet anyone who can simultaneously keep up with me and keep me satisfied. I am a sex goddess. I am a bookworm. I am happy. I am observant. But most of all, I am.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


I want to learn, I want to live, I want to love.
Everyone is just a moshpit of little pieces of everyone else....give me a piece.

Music:

Bloodhound Gang, TOOL, Rammstien, 311, Gwen Stefani, Sublime, Moby, Jeffree Starr, The Faint, Mindless Self Indulgence (MSI), Deadsy, PINK FLOYD, Benny BenasiCombichrist, And One, Third Eye Blind, Fugazi, Cascada, Darude, APC, The Cure, Depeche Mode, Something Corporate, Scissor Sisters, Fischer Spooner, RAGE Against the Machine, Muse, The Darkness, Michael Jackson, Bob Marley, VNV Nation, Tsunami Bomb, Rise Against, Atreyu, Linkin Park, Black Eyed Peas, Ella Fitzgerald, Louis Armstrong, Gretchen Wilson, Outkast, Joy Electric, UVR, Erasure, Hot Hot Heat, Marilyn Manson, Dashboard Confessional, Violent Femmes, The Clash, Black Sabath, Iron Maiden, Motley Crue, David Bowie, T-Rex, Cream, No Doubt, PINK FLOYD,

Movies:

Pulp Fiction, SIN CITY, FIGHT CLUB, Blow, Edward Sissorhands, Batman BEGINS, the CROW, KILL BILL 1&2 Interview with the vampire, girl interupted, Troma, Invader Zim, Alice in Wonderland, A Clockwork Orange, Zoolander, Dodgeball, The Wizard of Oz, The last Samurai, Forrest Gump, Donnie Darko, Resevoir Dogs, Big Fish, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Ever After, Sleeping Beauty, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Happy Gilmore, Chicago, Moulin Rouge, Latter Days, Mulhulland Drive, Man Bites Dog, Momento, Party Monster, Goonies, Lost boys, the exocism of emily rose, Crash, True Romance, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, V for Vendetta,

Television:

tv is ghey....go outside and play

Books:

1984, The Great Gatsby, Portrait of a Killer, Zodiac, Sex Drugs and CocoPuffs, The Paradox of Choice, The Fat Girl's Guide to Life, The Bastard on the Couch, House of the Scorpion, Brave New World, Harry Potter, THe Bitch In the House, Out of It, Killing Yourself to Live, Hamlet, BUZZED (the best drug resource EVER), Death Takes a Holiday, Lord of the Flies, and LOTS and LOTS more...

My Blog

**UPDATE**

HEy. im really busy, so im sorry i havent been replying to a lot of you.  We dont have internet right now so I'm just checking my messages on my phone   dont be sad :D
Posted by ..:distraction:.. on Sun, 21 May 2006 05:41:00 PST

AT THE END.

three hours of sleep.  at merril lynch...cant remember why. the other temp worker is a failure.  She has failed life. Why am i here? they said i was fast. more efficient than they've ever h...
Posted by ..:distraction:.. on Fri, 28 Apr 2006 05:12:00 PST

when you get lost

sometimes you get lost and you think you're just like everyone else. you loose site of who you are inside and start wanting the things that everyone else wants, just because they tell you to.  Yo...
Posted by ..:distraction:.. on Wed, 19 Apr 2006 12:49:00 PST

myspace memories

I forgot how painful myspace is.  Awkward, decietful, annoying.  It makes me uncomfortable in places that I forgot existed.  I think it takes about 10 minutes to find someone who will ...
Posted by ..:distraction:.. on Wed, 22 Mar 2006 09:20:00 PST

Text Message Etiquette

Txt messaging is the best thing since pizza...But do you ever get sick of having to fit paragraphs of explanation into the ~160 character space? You end up getting directly to the point and cutting al...
Posted by ..:distraction:.. on Wed, 15 Feb 2006 12:42:00 PST

PARTY PARTY PARTY!!!

HUGE FABULOUS xmas-bday-new years party DECEMBER 30th (FRIDAY) the PRE-NEW years party! COME COME COME...its mostly for melanie's BDAY....yeah
Posted by ..:distraction:.. on Sat, 17 Dec 2005 05:58:00 PST

the rumors are true

I have a boyfriend. hahaha. I am lame. I suck. And this is just more proof.
Posted by ..:distraction:.. on Sun, 13 Nov 2005 04:16:00 PST

raw fucking truth

Whenever things seem to be going really well, I do something to fuck things up.  I could whine and bitch and complain about how the world isn't fair and everyone is against me (and I probably wil...
Posted by ..:distraction:.. on Sat, 22 Oct 2005 05:01:00 PST

the most dreaded four-letter-word

love. Now lets get things straight. I ask these questions, not because I'm love sick, or frustrated, or want attention or anything fucking stupid like that. I raise the subject because I analyze ever...
Posted by ..:distraction:.. on Sun, 02 Oct 2005 03:53:00 PST

Moshpitts HURT.

OUch. So yesterday I went to the bigassshow. It was ok.  I took my little sister, (it was her first concer--how cute) and a lot of her favorite bands were there.  Melanie and my little siste...
Posted by ..:distraction:.. on Mon, 26 Sep 2005 04:09:00 PST