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English was not my first language but I have come a long way.
Dark is tomorrow but the light of today is a star upon it. Today is a guide for tomorrow. I worry not of tomorrow for that day may never come if it strays. Today is bright full of adventure, opportunity, and hope. This day I take and conquer with all my strength, will and being, adding another mark in history, so that if tomorrow comes it will know that I was yesterday.
RELIGION = SLAVERY and BRAIN WASHING of THE MASSES!
We are the gods and goddesses of once was, we will be the creators.
The Sumerian's had it right I think and I would rather wait for the Annunaki to return than Jesus if I had to chose!
So say we all.... Let Science Perivale!
I love this guy I could have not said it much better myself please watch and enjoy because I approve of this message 110%
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My mother was a great Sith Empress and my father was a Jedi Knight they both died a while ago after I collected the bounty for slaying them both.....
I can never be beaten because I do not cower from anything including my death and that sets me free to conquer anything. In turn I will always win for I won with myself.
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I always win even when I lose. No one really loses if they closely look at the lesson learn. It’s always up to how you consider that win and what that win is to you. My will is strong and only those of the weak willed will think of losses. My state of mind is that of my will for they would not coexist in the same being unless paradoxes. I think I can there for I will.
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Outclassed I will never be for I have created a class of my own. Our classes are alike in many ways, just different outer shells of the flesh. I have risen for when you have wing the skies are truly open to you. There is nothing higher than that. I ride on the wings of Esca’s will. Assurance in ones self is kin but works as a double edged sword, moderation and consideration is the key.
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Think small with knowing that it will grow to be big. As I plant my small seed of the will it grows to big deeds. Thinking small does not make me fall behind but, it’s an assurance for when I am big it will also be strong and not hollow. I will always be big and strong through out the ages of time. More time the bigger and stronger I become till greatness can not be surpassed no more. That’s when God steps in.
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Life’s battles go to those who chose to fight them. I will not watch such battle fields and cower under a rock. I will fight them all. If I am smaller than I know I am faster, if I am bigger than I know I am stronger. I use my current states in given battles accordantly and wisely for they are all gifts to your advantage and not weaknesses. I do not only think I can, I know I can.
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I think I can walk along the side of someone great, beautiful and wise as people. There for I will. With this said will you walk with me?
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My Quote
"Mankind is not made to function in the way todays society is headed. We are all each unique and different with many flaws, and todays society is looking for perfection, and standardization onto clones which in turn creates depression because that is beyond us."
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Moreover
Negativity is the dark blindness its self, and only you decided whether or not you step into that darkness for we have always been the light. Patience is a virtue and can only come with wisdom and time itself. Only time will tell, and it always comes together in the end that is what I have to say to you. Remember that everything has always been there and that you just need to remember." There is no teacher that can teach anything new, but they can help us remember what we always new."
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It's ME...
About me and life: If you live your life proving things about your self to the world you will live a life of constant war with your self and others. What would you gain in proving to someone, a stranger anything? I rather spend my short life that I have here on proving things to myself and that I can. Believe me others will notice if their eyes are looking my way and listening those are the ones that matter.
Why are we here, what is our point of even being here, why am I here etc.? Well the answer to such a question lies within each person. I can only answer and account for my own. Why am I here? Well to be honest with you I am still trying to find the answers to that question. I have theories as to why but not a definite answer. What I do know is that I am here on this planet to be me, to live a life that is full, rich, and righteous, to my perceptions of things and of the creators. The rest really does not matter when it comes to the world and even this Myspace that is a mere reflection, slice of who I am. I can only hope that in the end I lived a life that was well lived and remembered for the next to come after me. For what lies ahead after that I do not know but I hope the experiences of when I was alive will help me in the next existence to come.
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Summing me UP!!!
This would sum it all up: Pro-Gamer, Computer Geek, amature Ufologist, toped off with a sense of Style, Cosplayer, Anime Lover total J-rocker, and an Artist to top it all off. Not to mention the 80's. My education and up brining has come from a hard up brining, video games, computers, and a lovely company called Square ENIX. Final Fantasy is the rules I live by. That is all if you want more send me an email.
"Don't Hate the Player, Hate the Game Yo!" as my good friend at work says. I think this is so funny.
"With that said to those that have commented and judged not knowing."
The hell with you if you judge me for my creative appearance, and different approach to the every day plainness of this world. It is sad that in this world you are judged by our outer shell of a person. This would not be bad if people had a good perception of their judging. I feel sorry for all the people that live their lives this way and all that they are missing out. Open your minds and accept everything this world has to offer with people. In not doing so will lead to starvation of your soul and everything that you are or can be.
Yes I'm talking to you. Here is some food for thought.
Escas Instructions For Life
or you can always read/watch Gulliver's Travels, one of my favorites
1. Take into account that great love and great achievements involve great risk.
2. When you lose, dont lose the lesson.
3. Follow the three Rs:
Respect for self
Respect for others and
Responsibility for all your actions
4. Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck.
5. Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly.
6. Dont let a little dispute injure a great relationship.
7. When you realize youve made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
8. Spend some time alone every day.
9. Open arms to change, but dont let go of your values.
10. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer.
11. Live a good honorable life. Then when you get older and think back youll be able to enjoy it a second time.
12. A loving atmosphere in your home is the foundation for your life.
13. In disagreements with loved ones, deal only with the current situation. Dont bring up the past.
14. Share your knowledge. Its a way to achieve immortality.
15. Be gentle with the earth.
16. Once a year, go someplace youve never been before.
17. Remember that the best relationship is one in which your love for each other exceeds your need for each other.
18. Judge your success by what you had to give up in order to get it.
19. Approach love and cooking with reckless abandon.
20. Love Esca and keep him close for he is special and a true friend.
Now write these rules ten times each so that you will remember them.
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Dreams I dream and away I dream the cold hard reality of a cruel world for in my dreams I dream the heavens and a utopia of forever. Let me dream for I only can exsits in such a realm. He who passes me by and does not walk with me will forever parish to the nothing.
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PAIN dissipates depending on your will to make it dissipate. You feed your self and no one else. Your person is like a temple and you get to chose what comes in and goes out, feed it pain, hate, greed, sorrow, sadness and that is what you will unleash onto the world. People in this world are only INFLUENCES and that is all, only mere PERSUASIONS to their own will to you. Only you decide to follow there ways. MEMORIES and EXPERIANCE is what makes you who you where, are now and will be, for this is you. It is hard to believe that everyday is filled with HATE, and DISGUST because of what you have done, for there is no such a SIN that can be done for this to be a PUNISHMENT. When there is something called FORGIVENESS and you can always can forgive yourself if others can do as well. Learn but do not dwell in what sins you have committed. Your major sin is of you JUDGING and CONDEMING yourself for you are not GOD and only he is said to do this once it is your time. The only DENIAL is you to your self and of happiness. REMORSE is the outcome of the so called environment you seem to have created. We all SUCCUMB to DEATH and it is something we all have to face, but that is only temporary for you acquire new LIFE right after. However you do not get to chose when to do this. INSINCERITY is the loss in believe in ones self and that is the worst thing that you can let your soul do, and leads to SLAVERY for you will be among the easily controlled. This is where your SILENCE comes from. Overcome this ENEMY of your self that you have created and you will find your DREAMS and inner PEACE again. I promise. Time is powerful and it’s like a double edge sword use it wisely. Dreams can never be dissolved but put away temporarily for they always surface from time to time. FATE is created by you and DESTINY is a recollection like history books. If you have thrown everything away wait for the stuff that does come full circle back to you for these are the things you want to keep close. We all have to throw or lose things through out our lives to know there TRUE VALUE, same with people. Waiting is PATIENCE and that is a strong VULTURE to have. HYPNOTISM is one being controlled and IMPRISONED set your self free for the only prison that you are in is the one that you have created for your self, because of FALSE TRUTHS that you chose to BELIEVE. If I offer you my hand in help while you’re on the edge of the cliff, don’t keep throwing me away. Think about why I seem to keep coming back to be something in your EXISTANCE. What value do I have to you, how long will it take for you to realize the value. The dark clouds where summoned by you through influences. With that same token you can make them go away and see clear skies.
I hope that my thoughts can help..
Many ask so here it is, I do smoke "Bottom Leaf!"