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Michael Stephen Feifer

My deepest respects go to the people that are real to me!!!!

About Me

Do you really want to know the truth about me most people really only want to hear lies or tales of some fantasy world. The truth is I am a hopeless romantic I guess you can say that I am old school. I still believe in true love, honor,trust,showing the respect to woman that I would want to receive,listening to people when they talk,showing compassion. I have a big heart which either gets trampled on or people run away from. I am sad to say am a rarity in todays world. a non-comformist that would rather lock himself up in a dark room then to be subjected to a life of liers and back stabbers. I am MICHAEL nothing more nothing less and I live to appease noone. I am the fighter that people always want to try to test. I am the one that society has deemed wierd because I don't fit into its program. You want to know more about me write to me show me that you actually have a heart. Show me that it actually bleeds when it is cut.

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My Interests

Buying an island and claiming it as my own country so I don't have to deal with governments. Going somewhere with my music so I can travel the world and learn more about it. I love learning differant peoples cultures. I like extreme sports like snowboarding and sky diving.

I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet my real friends I see some of them all the time but i have some that have been good to me that i have yet to meet in person. i would really like to meet them and have a good time with them.
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Music:

It would be impossible to name all of the bands that I listen to but here are a few, Aburd minds, Adam ant, agent orange, alice in chains, alice in videoland, android lust, anthrax, aphex twins, apoptygma berserk, assemblage 23, atrocity, ayria, bach, bad brains, bauhaus, beborn beton, beethoven, bella morte, berlin, bile, birmingham 6, blondie, blue oyster cult, blutengel, cabaret, children of bodom, chopin, christian death, claire voyant, clan of xymox, cocteau twins, coil, collide, colony 5, combichrist, cop shoot cop, covenant, cradle of filth, crystal methode, cyberactif, cyndi lauper, darkane, das ich, dead can dance, deathstars, delerium. depeche mode, diary of dreams, dimmu borgir, dir en grey, dismantled, death in june, dead kennedys, dead milkmen, diva destruction, dope, dopestars inc, dresdan dolls, einsturzende neubauten, eisbrecher, enducer, enigma, evanescence, faith and the muse, faith no more, faster pussycat, fear factory, foetus, front 242, frontline assembly, funker vogt, gary numan, girls under glass, glenn danzig, god flesh, grendel, hanzel und gretyl, haujobb, heimataerde, icon of coil, ima robot, in flames, jack off jill, joy division, katatonia, korn, kmfdm, kraftwerk, lacuna coil, l'ame Immortelle, liabach, london after midnight, lords of acid, love and rockets, man or astroman, marilyn manson, medeival baebes, messhugga, midnight syndicate, ministry, mindless self indulgence, miranda sex garden, misfits, nightwish, nine inch nails, nitzer ebb, ohgr, opeth, orbital, panzer ag, pantera, paul oakenfeld, paul van dyke, psychedelic furs, pink floyd, porcelian and the tramps, portishead, prodigy, project pitchfork, psyche, psyclon nine, rabbit in the moon, rammstein, rasputina, razed in black, revolting cocks, rotersand, samhain, sasha and digweed, seabound, sepultura, seraphim shock, shiny toy guns, sisters of mercy, sitd, skinny puppy, sneaker pimps, snog, soul fly, siouxie and the banshees, stabbing westward, stromkern, stuck mojo, suicide commando, switchblade symphony, tacktical sekt, tai ji, tapping the vein, terrorfakt, the 69 eyes, the birthday massacre, the breeders, the church, the cramps, the cruxshadows, the dreamside, the gathering, the police the smiths theatre des vampires, throbbing gristle, tiamat, type o negative, underworld, unter null, velvet acid christ, vnv nation, white zombie, within temptation, wolfsheim, wumpscut, xmal deutchland, zeromancer, zingaia

Movies:

old silent movies I have quiete a few from around the 20s such as Nosferatu, Metropolis,The phantom of the opera, The cabinet des dr. caligari and the Hunchback of Notre damn. I will write a list in the future of my horror. I like horror but am more into movies that you can tell the writer has some knowledge of the occult or movies about ghosts. I like martial arts movies such as Zu Warriors,crouching tiger hidden Dragon and House of Flying Daggers. I like anime such as Miyazaki's films or Tim Burtons movies. I am into fantasy and sci fi movies as well.

Television:

Lexx, battlestar gallactica, Dr, who,

Books:

Occult books, books on the mind, fantasy. Edgar Allen Poe of coarse being from the baltimore area who couldn't be influenced by Poe, H.P.Lovecrafts books,Seven years in tibet,Veronica,Great Expectations,The catcher and the rye, The neverending story,The celestine prophecy,Mutant mesage down under, Dan Millmans books such as The way of the peaceful warrior and the sacred journey of the peaceful warrior. Neil gaimans books such as american gods, neverwhere, stardust, anansi boys and coraline.

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Heroes:

My heroes know who they are they feel my love and are part of my world. How can you really have a true hero if you don't have any type of relationship with the person. Real heros don't wear capes and spandex. Real heros are compassionate people that will set aside there own problems and their differances to help another person out.

My Blog

a sweet girl accused me of being romantic well here is a good reason not to admit to that!!!

Written shortly after being dumped.Why does it hurt?My heart breaks everyday.And I feel like today is the day that you left me.And you said you loved me.And you said that you weren't going to leave me...
Posted by Michael Stephen Feifer on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 03:23:00 PST

sadness

I have many great Ideas within my head. many dreams which I wish to one day make come true. sometimes it gets really hard for me to try to reach for these dreams and all I want to do is crawl under a ...
Posted by Michael Stephen Feifer on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 06:30:00 PST

which country is better?

Can somebody tell me please because to me it is all the same? this county is richer then that country This country is more powerful then that one My god can beat up your god. the truth is none of this...
Posted by Michael Stephen Feifer on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 06:03:00 PST

which country is better?

Can somebody tell me please because to me it is all the same? this county is richer then that country This country is more powerful then that one My god can beat up your god. the truth is none of this...
Posted by Michael Stephen Feifer on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 06:03:00 PST

snowboarding

Just trying to be more positive instead of always sounding down thats all. I went snowboarding today with my brother which was my first time. He has been skiing since he was real young and use to...
Posted by Michael Stephen Feifer on Sat, 24 Feb 2007 10:12:00 PST

A positive blog

Forgive me if this blog seems to just ramble on I am writing it asI am thinking it. I have had some bad times in life in which I have needed to break from my friends but I felt that I needed to post ...
Posted by Michael Stephen Feifer on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 06:49:00 PST

I have to leave

I am leaving myspace for a while. right now I am feeling lonely and depressed . I wish to go to sleep and never wake up again. I feel empty and very sad. I am falling down and feel like there is nob...
Posted by Michael Stephen Feifer on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 04:00:00 PST

web cam girls please read this

Webcam Girls I wish yu would just leave me alone with your pretty little smiles and your suductive looks. Yes I think you are hot and yes if I didn't have a concious I would fuck you but leave me the ...
Posted by Michael Stephen Feifer on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 08:58:00 PST

does a subject really fucking matter.

Look I am here all alone sitting in a dark room listening to creepy music. Would I prefer to be with others of coarse I would but you know what I give up of the belief that I can actually be loved and...
Posted by Michael Stephen Feifer on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 05:53:00 PST