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inoxia

not dead ... dreaming...almost awake.

About Me

i stand about five foot five on the richter scale, im chicken flavored, i enjoy night terrors, beautiful losers, esoterica and music that hurts or possibly kills. im neurotic, irresponsible and too shabby. i have impeccable taste and presently reside in a spiritual ghetto, an emotional slum if you will. i conjure all forms of conciousness and hope to someday enguage in swordplay with extra dimensional entities for fun and prophet. if you make a sigil of me i will appear. i draw and write musik and sing in a gothik/rock band. when i die i shall be reborn in shamballa, or possibly the lower east side of some desolate city in some overindulgent country. i like sushi and indian food. but i'll settle for whats in the dumpster if it comes to that. thaumaturgy and martial arts inspire me as do psycho-girls alcohol and dreams. my name is a phylum of datura, a poison that induces hallucinations of flight with horrible hangover potential (including possible death). when i rend the veil i'll probably be slain by a horrible guardian, but i'd rather die or go insain than grow complacent in this garden of earthly delights. my best freind is an archangel. he sports emerald green hair and molests pigs. we alter reality at clubs and bars in the baltimore area. Absynthe is a favorite of mine, but shes so dangerous, she wants me soul! stoles it! wretched! close your eyes and count backwards from ten to one slowly while imagining a trapdoor opening in the ceiling above your head. keep your spine straight and inhail deeply. imagine a warm glowing light drifting down enveloping you, say inoxia three times as you exhail...

My Interests

Like lisa simpson recently said, "Chai Tea, Tai Chi", also garbage as urban camoflage. power drills as horns, the noumenon, heaven, chigong, swimming, naked, walking around, with clothes on. aiedo, fire arms. body armor, lockpicking kits, maps, to your house. seeing with freshly squeazed ojas. lifting veils, makeing life difficult for my ego. loveing.

I'd like to meet:

tramps, vagabonds, scholars, psychic artists, letcherous saints, dignitarys from elsewhere than these physical spheres. Mothmen, gods, monsters, angels, bodhisatvas, ,devas, prophets. sarva, raksha, nagas, gangsta's, gandarvas, daikini, padmasambava, bodhidharma,lakshmi kali, nuit, kwan yin, avalokitisvara, abadon, tara, imps, spectors, stone throwers, seers, playaz, haterz. Ain Sof, AOS, celestial babes, choronzon, baphomet,yodhevouvhe, adonai, eheie, agla, raphael, gabriel, michael, ariel.just about all the iel crew. brahma, samantabadra, samantabadrhi, yaldabaoth, odin, quetzilquotle, godzilla, your mamma, chupakabra abracadabra hokus pokus you fools ahhhahahahhahah! everything brims with kia! i drink its nectar like virgins milk! step into my parlor. adthas enui mathras ektha yod thothonos mithras ethvas nostoros aflak suolokth mamth avneth novum bedthra heavenos lethra.behold, the last of the names to be called in the key of crazy. i spill fruit punch on your alter o mighty elmo.

Music:

it makes its own but it likes also Gloam, somnivore, cop shoot cop, ministry, coil, miranda sex garden, d'fabrique, dj lord nightshadow, wumpscut. epilepsy, the swans, crash worship, download, ohgre, pigface, foetus, steroid maximus, the melvins, Nau-Zee-auN and the shit thats playing in my head.

Movies:

it plans on makeing its fucking own, but it enjoys akira kurasawa and terri giliam, cronenburg,lynch and it doesnt like the incorrect use of computer graphics in shit today.its sick of it.

Television:

should be distroyed and made into artwork as long as venture bros., squidbilly's, or aqua teen isnt on... body bgcolor=grey link="..0000FF"vlink="..007090"

Books:

liber nul by peter carol. a man possesed by william rose benett anything by anton wilson, cosmic trigger is good. the tree of enlightenment, the lotus sutra, magic and mystery in tibet , alexandra david neal. neverwhere neal gaiman. the great and secret show ,clive barker.the tibetan book of the dead, padmasambava. narcissus and goldmund, herman hesse. and of late it has been writeing its own.

Heroes:

austin osman spare, sakyamuni bhudda, vasu bandhu, Tsung Tsai, godzilla, all the invisible things that are surrounding you as you read this., with gnashing teeth and silent laughter.your mamma. mike feifer.

My Blog

dead children

those who i have placed in the calm soil have withered. those who i whispered encouragements to have perished. those who i nurtured. those whose strong names i have cried, those whose likenesses are l...
Posted by inoxia on Fri, 04 Jul 2008 07:23:00 PST

Mescalitto vs. Green fairy, or How not to spend a lonely spring evening

 I know that mixing powerful drugs is dangerous and can only lead to madness and dispair, but seeing as how i am already horribly mad, and pitifully distraught i thought it couldnt do more harm, ...
Posted by inoxia on Sun, 30 Mar 2008 09:58:00 PST

missing persons

fileing a missing persons for myself. not that i’ve escaped the ego. just lost the subtle parts that made me fly naked nto storm clouds. my spirit armor, all banged up. swords with gouges n thei...
Posted by inoxia on Sun, 23 Mar 2008 03:31:00 PST

knockout pills

shadow roses, cross imposed, dripping razor comatose dark and writhing, overdosed,eyelids flicker out and close. blacking out, drifting under flames, broken horror choking blacking out, underneath the...
Posted by inoxia on Sun, 10 Feb 2008 07:37:00 PST

possesed bipass theramin.

This noise machine/part moog/part feedback modulator/ that i wasnt happy with, just couldn't tweak to brain splitting goodness, it became a mess on the floor. I sat there, soldering iron in hand tinke...
Posted by inoxia on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 08:24:00 PST

mechanical flame

Under water refuge, had to escape the trappings of man, sleeping in submerged reclusiveness. I fix my stare on the mechanical flame. It was the child of babylon, the forgotten article of faith from pr...
Posted by inoxia on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 12:12:00 PST

the alchemy channel

i was watching the alchemy channel and guess who appeared?               Myself. the problem is, i dont remember being recorded, ...
Posted by inoxia on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 10:23:00 PST

blacklight3

Concrete tunnel to decayed metropolis, with rations of jerked rat. and a spear. someone was once ripped in half here. One end deposited at the west mouth. The other at the east. Electric prayer wheels...
Posted by inoxia on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

synchronaughts

synchronaughts 4 experimental parapsychs connect the gap between the subconcious and the invisible, either influencing either. Time matter mind non-dual oneness. Beyond fear. with a background in r...
Posted by inoxia on Tue, 18 Oct 2005 10:25:00 PST

slithers

"Slithers" in the shadow sector. beyond the 9th aether. Augorath is the door man. You actualy have to pass through his ribcage like a revolving door around his spine to get in. Everyone looked at me l...
Posted by inoxia on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST