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Alex Machine

I am here for Serious Relationships and Networking

About Me

Anne Frank said it best:"It's really a wonder that I haven't dropped all my ideals, because they seem so absurd and impossible to carry out. Yet I keep them, because in spite of everything I still believe that people are really good at heart."


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My Interests

honesty. daring. bravery. compassion. forgiveness.

I'd like to meet:

she being Brand:she being Brand-new;and you know consequently a little stiff i was careful of her and(havingthoroughly oiled the universal joint tested my gas felt of her radiator made sure her springs were O.K.)i went right to it flooded-the-carburetor cranked herup,slipped the clutch(and then somehow got into reverse she kicked what the hell)next minute i was back in neutral tried andagain slo-wly;bare,ly nudg. ing(mylev-er Right- oh and her gears being in A 1 shape passed from low through second-in-to-high like greasedlightning)just as we turned the corner of Divinityavenue i touched the accelerator and giveher the juice,good(itwas the first ride and believe i we was happy to see how nice she acted right up to the last minute coming back down by the Public Gardens i slammed onthe internalexpanding & externalcontracting brakes Bothatonce andbrought allofher tremB -ling to a:dead.stand- ;Still)-e.e. cummings:::::::::the above is how i feel. for now at least. Sorry I couldn't get the poem to layout properly. it's better written as it should be. but still. i love cummings.

Books:

a bunch of motorcycle ones.

Heroes:

my brothers.

My Blog

An Ambiguous Transmigration

http://anambiguoustransmigration.blogspot.com/ This is my new blog. I will be using it to document my transition. Its been quiet around the house today.  I've been alone.  I've been having ...
Posted by Alex Machine on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 09:53:00 PST

GGGrrrrrrr I was robbed

I think its safe to say it was probably my own doing in the end.  No, its not my fault I got robbed.  But it is my fault I left some shit in my car that would draw attention.  I knew in...
Posted by Alex Machine on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 08:21:00 PST

This road

I'm gonna keep this brief.  I get blood work done tomorrow.  One step closer to starting T.  It's an interesting process.  Its seems as if the information amongst Trans folks and t...
Posted by Alex Machine on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 02:57:00 PST

Whats in a Name

I'll probably add to this blog.  So its that time.  Time for me to finally legally change my name.How does Cecil Alexius Griffen sound?  Cecil is what my mom used to call me when I youn...
Posted by Alex Machine on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 08:10:00 PST

A letter to Shaquanda Cotten

Dear Shaquanda, I wanted to send you a letter.  I'll never send it directly to you.  I'm writing down my thoughts about your story to articulate and better understand why white folks are r...
Posted by Alex Machine on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 10:21:00 PST

To the ether it shall go

Sunrise is nearly upon me.  Upon us.  And my guts are nearly upon my throat.  Or at it?  I can't shake this unsettled feeling.  It's in my muscles.  In my veins.  In...
Posted by Alex Machine on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 02:40:00 PST

Some days

Some days I stop and my whole life catches up with me.  All of the things I have done, haven't done and all the things I should have done.  So I'm sitting here with an unsettled feeling in m...
Posted by Alex Machine on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 02:51:00 PST

racism

i'm a racist.  i'm an anti-racist.  but first i'm a racist.  i'm accountable for my racism.  that's not totally true.  i try to be accountable.  i fail on a regular basis...
Posted by Alex Machine on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 01:25:00 PST

South Tacoma Way

I don't know if I am really the blogger type.  Expressing myself is like driving down a windy road with a partially flat tire all at a speed of 60 mph.  Needless to say, I find it diffucult....
Posted by Alex Machine on Thu, 07 Sep 2006 09:23:00 PST