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Sickened....

They were right when they said, She'll be back...

About Me


CLICK HERE TO GET A PRE-MADE LAYOUT If I do not add you, don't feel bad, I very rarely add people unless I know them or have some indirect relationship with them. I can now say, that I made it to California and at least attempted to ditch Texas again for good this time... but... Even though Tx sucks, and the weather is god-aweful... I have a hard time staying away from my friends for too long... And yeh.. my family too. So I am back for now... until the next whim, lol. But who knows, perhaps I have learned my lesson and I'll stay put. So... a bit of my past... (Something I spend way too much time pondering) I was hailed from Houston, I found my heart and soul in New Orleans, but my home is here in Austin. I have a beautiful, talented, and intelligent daughter named Alira Skye who was born to her father and I in the city of New Orleans on July 28, 2004. I.......... am an ex-junkie of all sorts..... Love, sex, drugs, alcohol.... But I'm glad to have gotten that out of the way early and left it behind me. Although, some things I can't seem to quite kick.. (Sex, Love, and Alcohol) :0)My life lately has been pretty bizarre.... My life period you wouldn't even believe me if I told you.... I am a slave to music and dancing is the only thing that sets me free.... My soul burns with desire for all the things that life has to offer. And to that desire, again, I am a slave. Meaning..... I am completely ruled by passion and emotion. This is something I am working on changing for my own and many others' sake. But I'll never let go of the boundless ball of energy that is me. I practically grew up in the club scene and I still attend them regularly. I am pretty social and easygoing, long as my anxiety isn't bad, hehe... Many people are always telling me to chill out... because as of late I've been pretty high strung... Um... yea.... most of the people who are probably reading this already know this about me.... so........ Compliments of Beau.
I am Meatwad from Aqua Teen Hunger Force!!
Which Aqua Teen Hunger Force character are you?? Yes, I do realize I am a fucking child for posting these.
You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.

Hot


94%

Violent


88%

Exciting


63%

Soft


63%

Wet


50%

Sweet


31%

Shy


25%

Awkward


6%
What is your sexual style?
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You scored as Sex God. You are a master at sex. You make your partner weak in the knees, and you know it. You've had the practice, and you've read the books, but don't get too cocky (pun intended) or you'll get put into place.

Sex God


85%

A Slave To BDSM


70%

A Romantic


35%

Virgin


18%
How are you in bed
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You scored as Dragon. Dragon: Now talk about a legend. These magnificent creatures are of many species. Some can be as large as the Earth itself, while others are as small as a mouse. One image that comes to everyone's mind is the large, fire breathing Dragons that loathed humans and loved to sleep on massive piles of gold. Not all dragons have a bad reputation. Most dragons are very wise, caring, and protective. It would make a person very lucky indeed to meet a dragon. Especially if they walked away untouched. I admire your wisdom, for you are the Ancient Dragon.

Dragon


67%

WereWolf


67%

Demon


58%

Mermaid


58%

Faerie


50%

Angel


33%
What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)
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You scored as Dracula. You are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him.

Akasha


92%

Dracula


92%

Marius


83%

Spike


75%

Deacon Frost


75%

Armand


67%

Lestat


50%

Angel


33%

Blade


33%

Louis


33%
Whose your Vampire personality? (images)
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You scored as Cocaine. You are Cocaine (aka: coke, crack, snow, 151...). You are the second most commonly used drug in the world. You are very witty, talented, perky person if you can just have the right opportunity to show to everybody how unique you are, when you are in a good mood you can reach a very high point of happiness. You are classified as class (A and B) illegal drugs.

Cocaine


100%

Marijuana


100%

Ecstasy


83%
What kind of drug are you?
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You are a
Social Liberal
(81% permissive)

and an...
Economic Liberal
(38% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Strong Democrat
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Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid
Also: The OkCupid Dating Persona Test"IT HURTS, BUT I DO IT TO MYSELF AND I CAN'T STOP" According to the "Which Big Lebowski character are you?" quiz:
Why don't you check it out? Or we cut off your Johnson!

My Interests

Dancing, music, writing, psychology, Feng Shui, reading, being an internet junkie when i have the time, wandering, climbing trees, snakes, cats, runes, eastern philosophy and religion, crystal and herbal healing, essential oils, drinking a lot of coffee and buzzing around, going to clubs and drinking ;) Concerts, shows, anything to do with good music. Halloween, sake, photography, chatting with friends... etc etc etc Anything that involves large bodies of water. HAHA CHECK THAT SHIT OUT.....

I'd like to meet:

I would have loved to have met Bill Hicks, Hunter Thompson, Manson(both Marilyn and Charles)..... Maynard... Cedric from The Mars Volta, At the Drive In, and De Facto. I'm sure there are more.. HAHA, and recently... I saw Otto Von Schirach with Skinny Puppy, (Mind blowing... that show) and that mother fucker is insane and I want to meet him. As far as anyone on my space... I wouldn't "like to meet" any one in particular... The main reason I use this site is because a great many of my friends use it... .. width="425" height="350" ..

Music:

Aside from my family and friends, music is the most important thing in the world to me. Where would we all be without it? Life would be pretty fucking boring. I can't sing very well, and I don't play an instrument... lest you want to call the body an instrument... I play that very well...I never took any lessons, I taught myself. Its such a wonderful feeling... when the whole world falls away and the only thing that exists is you and the sounds of some really good music... Some of my favorite bands are: The Cure, Tool, A Perfect Circle, Iggy Pop, Portishead, Marilyn Manson, Interpol, Bright Eyes, Massive Attack, Mazzy Star, Hole, Opeth, Nirvana, Bjork, Fleetwood Mac, The Cars, Circa Survive, Janis Joplin, Billy Idol, Slayer, Dimmu Borgir, Aphex Twin, Mr. Bungle, Lovage, Tricky, Nine Inch Nails, Damien Rice, Type O Negative, Ministry, Front 242, KMFDM, Wolfsheim, VNV Nation, Frontline Assembly, Depeche Mode, David Bowie, Snoop Dog, Gwar, Sublime, Firewater, Sigur Ros, New Order, My Life with the Thrill Kill Kult, Modest Mouse, Emperor, Delerium, Deadsy, Pigface, Tom Waits, The Beatles, The Doors, Pink Floyd, Led Zepplin, Placebo, The Smashing Pumpkins, Radiohead, Thom Yorke, Tori Amos, Ween, Tears for Fears, White Zombie, System of a Down, At the Drive in, The Faint, Velvet Acid Christ, Gnarls Barkley, Dir en Grey, Skinny Puppy, Otto Von Schirach, She Wants Revenge(even though they sound too much like Interpol), Melt Banana, The Mars Volta, The Shins, Nick Cave, subNatural, Chant, Hipnautica, Future Sounds of London, Chant... Oh so many more... People I can't stand are: South Park Mexican, DJ Screw, most techno (with the exception of a few DJ's, I'm very very picky about my techno), pretty much all rap, all r&b, all country(except Johnny Cash).
CLICK HERE TO GET A PRE-MADE LAYOUT This guy is fucking amazing! (Otto Von Schirach)

Movies:

I've never been much of a movie person... but some fliks I like are... Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Interview with a Vampire, The Crow, Natural Born Killers, Buffalo 66, Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, The Butterfly Effect, The Magdelene Sisters, Ju On, Party Monster, Niagra Niagra, The Big Lebowski, South Park, Suicide Kings, Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon, Freeway (1 & 2), Boondock Saints, Resevoir Dogs, Pulp Fiction, Donnie Darko, Sin City(fucking bad ass movie), 300, I'll add more another time, this is all I can think of at the moment....
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Television:

Howard Stern (mostly just his radio show). The only reason I have television is so I can watch ADULT SWIM on Cartoon Network...AQUA TEEN HUNGER FORCE, FAMILY GUY, (and now AMERICAN DAD), FUTURAMA, and SEALAB 2021. Not to mention... SOUTH PARK, and the SIMPSONS. THE ALI G SHOW, and THE SOPRANOS.... SCRUBS, BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER, ANGEL, NIP/TUCK and VERONICA MARS.
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Books:

Some books I enjoy are: Welcome to the Monkey House, by Kurt Vonnegut (And pretty much anything by Kurt Vonnegut), and the Incarnations of Immortality series by Piers Anthony. The Harry Potter books, anything by Neil Gaiman, anything by Hunter S. Thompson. William S. Burroughs' Naked Lunch. Lot of good it did me, I couldn't understand a word of it. I mean, I understand what he saying and everything... but mostly I had no clue what was going on. Also.. Dean Koontz, Jacolyn Carey(she who wrote the Kushiel Trilogy, Kushiel's Dart, Kushiel's Chosen, and Kushiel's Avatar. Its fantasy, which I love, but not all that faeries and unicorns b.s. If you haven't read it I strongly suggest that you do. Best shit I've ever read) Also, Poppy Z. Brite, Edger Alan Poe, and David Sedaris. Some other books I enjoy are The Tao of Pooh, and the Te of Piglet. Memoirs of a Geisha, The Handmaiden's Tale... There are so many books I love, I can't list them all...
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Heroes:

I think its safe to say that I've never really thought much about having "heroes".. More accurately, I would say, there are people that I admire... And at the moment.. I can't really tell you who those people might be. Besides maybe Bill Hicks, Hunter Thompson, or any number of the bands whom I think are brilliant. Something that Kinky Friedman once said made me think a little more of him as well. Which was, "May the god of your choice bless you"... I'm not sure why but that has stuck with me.
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My Blog

Goodbye Austin...

Or.... at least I will be saying so in the next couple of hours. My things are packed, and I'm sitting here on this computer waiting for my friend to get here to come get me and take me home. Yes... h...
Posted by Sickened.... on Wed, 08 Aug 2007 12:13:00 PST

Oh yea...

I forgot to mention the Hollywood ending to my story...I ran in to Tink and went to this club Hell. I was supposed to dance in a show with her, but I ended up drinking so much vodka while I was gettin...
Posted by Sickened.... on Wed, 08 Aug 2007 12:23:00 PST

On the way home

I am in New Mexico right now...bout to go to bed.. I should be home tomorrow afternoon.  I tell ya... this has been an incredible experience, being able to see this large portion of this country....
Posted by Sickened.... on Sat, 28 Jul 2007 12:42:00 PST

Dreams and Reality

So funny.... Lets see.... what are the things I was wanting to mention....  Oh yea.... Driving through San Francisco, finally.... blasting Judas Priest down Haight street. That was a fucking riot...
Posted by Sickened.... on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 09:12:00 PST

Ideas...

Ideas... July 209:45amIts funny how this is kind of reminiscent of when I ran off to New Orleans when I was 15. In the way that R was trying to show me that the world is at my fingertips and anything ...
Posted by Sickened.... on Mon, 23 Jul 2007 11:33:00 PST

Update..

2amTo those of you who are wondering...  I should be heading back soon.. and in theory, I should be back by like, sunday or so. But, my time will be limited. I will only be there to settle my aff...
Posted by Sickened.... on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 02:01:00 PST

Considerations...

Considerations July 142:30amSaw some redwoods today for the first time in my life and man are they beautiful. Not quite so beautiful as the love I left in Texas. The love I'm leaving in Texas. The lov...
Posted by Sickened.... on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 01:32:00 PST

Enter the Forest

Enter the forest July 8, 20074:40pmThis is the first time that I have actually checked to see what time it was. I got up at 11am or so and we set out... I am way out in the middle of nowhere in the mo...
Posted by Sickened.... on Sat, 14 Jul 2007 06:26:00 PST

The Road to NorCal

THE ROAD TO NORCAL July 7, 2007 8:30pmThis has been one of the most beautiful drives I have ever been one. Except for my trip to Costa Rica. I'm pretty sure that I am crossing over the bay right now.....
Posted by Sickened.... on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 01:27:00 PST

Hollywood Part 2

Hollywood Part 2 July 7We ended up staying in Hollywood longer than anticipated, but I didn't end up doing anything much other than meander around the city and sit in the hotel... When I should have b...
Posted by Sickened.... on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 01:20:00 PST