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xgindax

my angel wings were bruised and restrained...

About Me

Because it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars. I cut the cord I finally give in... beyond visions of wretched smiles and the dread that they've befriended. I have seen an end to you and I (when did "we" begin) and a warped sense of being that I embrace must exist and we with whole hearts yet broken words. We dream of wisdom but I yearn only for you! You will destroy me with words that you have never spoken... I've drawn a picture of us twisted within, yet below this world I absorb life from portraits. As long as we remain abreast of one another we will never meet each other. As long as we whisper to one another we will never fully hear each other. As long as my eyelids are weighed down by desire and one dying wish. I will never know when you appear...

My Interests

rock on!

I'd like to meet:

She died long before that day I know this tortured, grieving heart of mother. No longer knew her own being. And as the sun set on another, you fell through dying dreams. But could not catch them and I could not catch you. Hiding below my shadow yet dancing above my fears. I grip sorrow's edge as you crumble to fall at my soul's tears. I have not forgotten you but sometimes I can't help feeling numb through and through closed hands on open arms hold nothing...

Music:

i'm screaming emo tunes and post-hc lately...here for the examples... The Beautiful Mistake, Thursday, Finch, The Juliana Theory, Taking Back Sunday, Slow Coming Day, Dieradiodie, Anatomy Of A Ghost, Give Up The Ghost, Poison The Well, Falling From Dying Hands, Love Like...Electrocution, Matchbook Romance, A Long Winter, Refused, Turbonegro, Good Clean Fun, Saves The Day, Dashboard Confessional, Romeo Is Bleeding, Me Without You, Cursive, Rainer Maria, Caliban, Grade, As I Lay Dying, The Agony Scene, Underoath, Waterdown, Yesterdays Rising, Circle Takes The Square, Planes Mistaken For Stars, My Chemical Romance, Alkaline Trio, Keepsake, Dead Elizabeth, A Static Lullaby, Death Cab For A Cutie, Built To Spill, Funeral For A Friend, Sebadoh, Emery, Modest Mouse, Coheed And Cambria, Jimmy Eat World, Silverstein, Post Break Tragedy, Division Of Laura Lee, The (International) Noise Conspiracy, Boy Sets Fire, Cable Car Theory, Death By Stereo, Dead Poetic And The List Goes On...

Movies:

LOTR trilogy, blood in blood out and shawshank redemption

Television:

dont watch too much TV, its poison

Books:

too busy with my miserable life, so i have to kiss it goodbye to book!

Heroes:

heroes are for losers! are they?

My Blog

world cup 2006

forza italia!!!!
Posted by xgindax on Sat, 15 Apr 2006 10:55:00 PST

puke if you want to i just dont give a fuck!

One night the moon said to me "if she makes you cry why don't you leave her?"..i looked back at the moon and said "Moon, would you ever leave your sky?
Posted by xgindax on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

euro 2004

hahaha..cibai la 1st game dah kalah team 2nd fav. aku..portugal..takpe..better luck next time.. tapi team 1st fav. aku itali..bakal menjuarai euro kali ini..hahaha..go go itali!
Posted by xgindax on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

When Time Was Time And Life Was Breath

Tonight in your eyes, I saw your fire die There will be dreams to replace what fell apart There will be hope to mend a childs broken heart Promises of healing, they can be misleading They are not...
Posted by xgindax on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

hey ho! lets go!

yuhuuu! on this 29th march till 31st march 2004...i'll be at rengit, pahang, malaysia for a camping! yeay! (it's compulsory) *damn* so i hope i'll enjoy myself there! so see you guys later! alligators...
Posted by xgindax on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Slice Paper Wrists

When you read this I will not be the same I have let my true form show This is my last Lost in all my guilt For letting you fall Understand it wasn't me But I can't dream without showing in...
Posted by xgindax on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST