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illnana

im just a human being with a lot of shit on my heart

About Me


when im good, im very good. but when im bad im better.
pretty easy to win over. just dont expect me to play nice.

My Interests

paranormal subjects. music. movies. travel. art. design. alternative science. researches. concerts. hugging strangers. kissing friends. philosophy. spiritualism. psycho analizing. mind body & soul stimulations. illumination of the senses. senseless humor. enhanced photography. writing. dreaming. healing. screwing. swimming. reading. dancing. sewing. drawing. painting. experimenting. drooling at my friend's tits. downloading illegal mp3s. loving the wrong lovers. sit around & watch movies all day. continuously letting go into the flow... just being simple, happy & free :)

I'd like to meet:


the only man i want to padayyappaa with...
GIRLY MAN

Music:

we like certain tunes because they have certain structural features & resemble other tunes we like

Movies:

Last Life In The Universe. Chungking Express. The Squid & The Whale. Buffalo 66. My Summer Of Love. Everything Is Illuminated. Old Boy. Napoleon Dynamite. Monsoon Wedding. Karma Sutra. Irreversible. Boys Dont Cry. Suicide Club. Set It Off. La Vie En Rose. Shortbus. What To Do In Case Of Fire. Tilsammans. Punch Drunk Love. Across The Universe

Books:

The Loves of Krishna, 2nd Ed.

My Blog

jatuh tanpa amaran

we'd burn like the morningthen break like your heart. fall in love without warning just to fall back apart....
Posted by illnana on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 09:08:00 PST

the positive & negative side of being Alone

being alone is a state of ecstasybeing alone is a quiet orgasmbeing alone is like the sound of silencebeing alone is making one side of the bedbeing alone is arguing with yourself in the mirrorbeing a...
Posted by illnana on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 11:49:00 PST

how to meditate

lights outfall, hands a-clasped, into instataneousectasy like a shot of heroin or morphine,the gland inside of my brain dischargingthe good glad fluid (Holy Fluid) asI hap-down and hold all my body pa...
Posted by illnana on Fri, 17 Aug 2007 03:07:00 PST

at this hour

warm blue skies. the sun is about to rise. it would be nice to just lay in a pool,  warmth water, with a joint on one hand, and a guy on the other. aesthetic pleasure. hell yea... sensual, e...
Posted by illnana on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 04:09:00 PST

an old joke..

A man, after he dies, is shown both heaven and hell to choose where he wants to stay forever. In Heaven, it's all quite, with people/angels in white robs walking around gardens, etc. In Hell, it's all...
Posted by illnana on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 12:35:00 PST

I Once Saw A Duck

..> i once saw a duck who said...hey there chuck...man dont you have any such luck. and i said .. hey if i had any luck do you think i would not have a buck sitting begging here on the floor. he s...
Posted by illnana on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 05:31:00 PST

why god made moms

Answers given by 2nd grade schoolchildren to the following questions:Why did God make mothers?1. She's the only one who knows wherethe scotch tape is.2. Mostly to clean the house.3. To help us out of ...
Posted by illnana on Sun, 13 May 2007 11:58:00 PST

MALAM DURJANA

3rd April adalah hari yg paling durjana untuk tahun ni. what a great start for this year!!!!!
Posted by illnana on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 10:34:00 PST

my private party

location : Deep Beachsituation : damn..i'm too high to explain.. "If you've never fucked anything up, you haven't done much."Monster.
Posted by illnana on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 12:41:00 PST

why men should have moustaches

The warriors of old cultivated mustaches, for as proof that a man had been slain in battle, his ears and nose would be cut off and brought to the enemy's camp. So that there would be no mistake as to ...
Posted by illnana on Wed, 07 Jun 2006 04:03:00 PST