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aruca

my comfort is your silence

About Me

"The broken past heals even stronger than the rest" they say but that takes a while. and, " hurry up", the whole world says. they tap their feet and it still hurts on rainy afternoons when the same absent sun gives no sign it will ever come back." what difference in a hundred years "? "no good thing is easy", they told us that,while we dug our fingers into the stones and looked beseechingly into their eyes.they say the hurt is good for you. It makes what comes later a gift all the more precious in your bleeding hands...-William Stafford

My Interests

Emir's gibberish,kids who talk in their sleep,raiding my bofriend's wardrobe,Imitation of Christ,Agyness Denn,unfinished seams,RUSSH,postsecret,Paris Street Style,Last.Fm,John Steinbeck's werk,Maps's We Can Create. inspiration makes me hungry.

I'd like to meet:

Emir Tulus

Music:

Janis Joplin,Juliana Hatfield,Fiona Apple,Erycah Badu,The Afghan Whigs,Radial Spangle,Augie March,The Organ,Mando Diao,Richard Hawley,My Vitriol,RHP,The Noisettes,the Pixies,Khonnor and Telepopmusik.

Movies:

Woody Allen's Anything Else,Annie Hall,Sleeper and Melinda n Melinda,All Richard Linklater's films,Keren Yedaya's OR (my treasure),Borat,Factotum,Barfly,Babel,Last Tango in Paris,Edmond,The Dancer Upstairs,The Devil & Daniel Johnston and A Thing Called Love.

Television:

no thanx

Books:

The Secret History-Donna Tartt, Graham Greene's The End of The Affair and Paulo Coelho's The Alchemis,Brett Miller's Charles Bukowski,John Steinbeck's of Mice and Men.

Heroes:

emir tulus :)

My Blog

of chicken and parts

the dread feeling is starting to creeping up on me now.slowly eating,taking its own sweet time.i wonder what it feels like when it comes. i recalled suddenly,this time last 2 years, i was pregnant 6 m...
Posted by aruca on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 12:06:00 PST

w/out feathers

imagine changing ur blog setting so only people on ur preferred list could read not knowing that noone's prefer to look at ur blog.. :p
Posted by aruca on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 10:13:00 PST

the art of losing isn't hard to master

it's soo hard not to see emir for a coupla weeks now n you can only have this too much in your head.i'm scared that one day i might lose him but i know i've made a wiser choice even if it seems to oth...
Posted by aruca on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 06:05:00 PST

vitz

A girl walks in the middle of the road and thought that she should asks herself or considering whether she has to think of wisdom words to assure herself that everything's going to be okay?.But the fi...
Posted by aruca on Thu, 20 Jul 2006 07:42:00 PST

tanpa tajuk

tak sedar ku kejar masaku dalam marah yang bertimpa,kerana aku tak mahu mengalah pada kejahilanku sendiri..
Posted by aruca on Sun, 09 Apr 2006 09:44:00 PST

you

You, can never convince me to let me off the ground, because my hormones, my torn shirts,scruffy shoes, my crooked teeth,cracked palms and my thoughts are absolutely succesful, without a doubt, ...
Posted by aruca on Fri, 06 Jan 2006 07:44:00 PST

From where I stood.

I was talking to my friend,Boy when this white guy emerged from the other side of the street,face reddened probably for having too much too drink.He walked past and then suddenly props himself in fro...
Posted by aruca on Sun, 25 Sep 2005 02:49:00 PST

issue of the day

OMG,i hate arabs!!!!sumday i'd have to make 'em downing Heineken straight fr the bottle with their hijab on huh 
Posted by aruca on Mon, 05 Sep 2005 05:43:00 PST