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I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me

for the curious few: i'm pretty dull. i LOVE solitude. i'm not interested in meeting offline & believe me, i'm really not interested any sort of romantic-type relationships AT ALL. i am just here for friends & possibly networking. i am currently updating this profile... i need to seriously edit this profile. there are too many things on it! also, the photograph in the background of my profile belongs to Gottfried Helnwein (one of my favourite artists).
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here are some things about me:
    i adore spring! i love the arcane, bizarre, and surreal. i love being barefoot. i have a crush on Jensen Ackles. <3 i miss scratch 'n sniff stickers. my favourite colour is green. jade, in particular. one of my favourite smells is varsol. i am allergic to lilacs. (& they smell so pretty. grr) :( i could listen to Lizst's "Danse Macabre" all day long. i am interested in meaningful pursuits. .__. i ADORE soundtracks, regardless of what medium (movie/game/anime/tv), it doesn't matter to me. I LOVE them all. My visual memory is often better if there is a scene with music to enhance it. Sometimes there are musical pieces that I cannot forget. Anyhow... I can go on & on... Also, I have just only discovered streamingsoundtracks.com on iTunes! I highly recommend it. i loved painting in grade one. at the end of the day, i'd sometimes lick the tempera paint off my work. it tastes chalky. yes... i've tasted chalk also. i want to be a polyglot... but i think i lack the capacity. we'll see... i like strong images... even if they're disturbing. Halloween is my favourite day of the year. I really don't like holidays. "...and this too, shall pass." i dream about zombies often & finally had one where I was turning into one slowly. my favourite music video is: "The Box" by Orbital. After that it's: "Eye for an Eye" by Unkle. i don't dance, smoke cigarettes, eat meat, drink beer or coffee. no... i'm not a health nut... yet. i like pekoe, & LOVE green tea (over coffee). ohh... & vodka. instead of caffeine ~ i like to wake up to music in the morning. i love animals... but i really don't like hyenas. i'm quite misunderstood, i think. i am Cree, French, and Scottish. it is my dream to create/see a Time Lapse Channel. solitude is like oxygen to me. i'm really fascinated by the holographic principle. i tend to quote movies & cartoons often. photography is my new passion. <3 i wish people wouldn't make me feel weird for my choices. i will not get married & have children just because everyone else does. i think that it's just not for me. agnostic... leaning towards paganism. i would love to be someone's muse...& i want to believe in soulmates, cosmic mates & twin flames. (it's a nice thought...) but that's all. i am better off alone. why do i keep getting messages from people who want to "get to know me better". i'm not interested in that, & therefore, will ignore your message. overpopulation is a huge concern of mine. & i am pro-choice. i try to remain hopeful. when i take cold/flu medicine i have moodswings (& nightmares, evidently...). weird, no? Pilot fineliners are my best friends. i won't apologize for being random anymore. organic vegetables are sooo good. i don't mind cold tea. i sometimes dream in cartoon and don't find many people who dream that way... i'm always dreaming. my dream world is very... odd, and intense. i have begun to lucid dream more frequently. i'll be updating this... feel like you know me now? :) let me leave on this note (with a David Lynch quote...paraphrased sorta) "(I am) surrounded by empty space ~ stranded in the uncertain geography of my own life."

Hey people!: Feel free to leave comments, etc. It's not necessary though, so don't feel obligated. i like to leave comments too, but people seem to delete the ones i post so i rarely do it. @$$&*%=$! t(..-..t) i'll "pretend i'm on mushrooms" & go with the flow... mmm yep. ~*(-_-)*~

" R.S. Connett Painting Quiz " Results: Vomitus Maximus

An illustration, among other things, of Connett's creative process, vomiting forth the refuse of his mind as an essential part of staying alive.

(Quiz provided by Art and Entropy )


You scored as Willow. Willow. Smart. Resourceful. Understanding. Full of Self-Doubt. Shy. Unstable. Your life has mostly been about relying on your smarts. Your parents mostly ignored you, so you had to learn to be resourceful. Magic came along as a boundless frontier that had a unique set of challenges and rewards. The mystical is one of most compelling things for you. Only love can surmount that. Your emotions are a whirlwind of either strength or destruction. The combination of Brains, Magic & Overwhelming Emotions makes you a dangerous, but very interesting person.

Angel


68%

Willow


68%

Wesley


60%

Giles


60%

Spike


60%

Doyle


60%

Xander


58%

Lorne


53%

Buffy


53%

Anya


50%

Harmony


50%

Oz


48%

Cordelia


45%

Faith


43%
What Buffyverse (Angel & Buffy) Character are you most like?
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What weird misc. thing are you?
Kitty Loaf
You are a strange, sick individual. You're probably one of those ADD kids who has Ritalin hallucinations. This cat/bread thing is one fantasy you re-visit frequently.

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Magic
?? Which Angel Or Demon Are You ??
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My Interests

Art. Oil Painting + Sketching. Vegetarianism/Veganism. Reality. Foreign/Art-house/Indie/Cult movies. Documentaries. Internet. Zombies. Alternate Realities. Reality Warping. Remote Viewing. Shamanism. Holographic Universe. Psychokinesis. Mushrooms. Ghosts. Randomness! Time-lapse Photography. Stop Motion Animation. Human Condition. Truth & Beauty. Human Monstrosity. Charismatic evil. Horror. Decadence. Macabre. Demonology. Serial Killers. Exorcism. Poetry. Pablo Neruda. Leonard Cohen. Margaret Atwood. Sharks. Dark Humour. Surrealism. Graphic Design. Feet & being barefoot. Night Photography. Temporal anomalies. Obsessions & Compulsions. Body Horror. David Cronenberg. Clive Barker. Fetishes. Time Travel. Nightmares. Vampires. Insomnia. Sleep & Dreams. Mood Disorders. Existential Crisis. Solitude. Hermits/Eremeticism. Recluses. Isolation. Seclusion. Evolution. Japan. Bushido. Knives & Swords. Mountaineering. Spelunking. Gary Oldman. Al Pacino. Christian Bale. Johnny Depp. Gerard Butler. Jeremy Irons. Jensen Ackles. Romance. Eccentrics. Curiosities. Oddities. Mump & Smoot. Voluntary Human Extinction Movement. Overpopulation. Metaphysics. Miracles. Magick. Mentalism. Nintendo. Playstation 1&2. Video Games. Shooter/Survival Horror/Racing. MahJongg. SimCity. Silent Hill. Metal Gear Solid. Resident Evil. Syphon Filter. Need For Speed Series. Grand Theft Auto: San Andreas & Vice City. Non-Fiction. Quizzes & Personality Tests. Electromagnetic Psychokinesis & Street Lamp Interference. Hair dye. Puppets & Marionettes. Masks. Jazz Ballet. Fractals. Science Fiction. Nonsense. Cannibalism. Existentialism. Akira Yamaoka. Trent Reznor. Mike Patton. Layne Staley. Maps. Mutants. Mutation. Cyborgs. Transhumanism. Nanotechnology. Robots. Mechanical Puppets. Occult. Reptiles. Snakes. Alligators/Crocodiles. Joss Whedon. Architecture. Deep sea fish. Calla Lillies. Castles. Stanley Kubrick. Jean-Pierre Jeunet. Michel Gondry. Jan Svankmajer. Tim Burton. Brothers Quay. Cats, especially big ones! (Jaguars & Mountain Lions). Vegan Wine. Vodka. Absinthe. Synchronicity. Time. Francis Bacon. Leonardo da Vinci. Filippo Brunelleschi. T.S. Eliot. Alberto Giacometti. Hans Bellmer. Sandro Botticelli. Vincent Van Gogh. Auguste Rodin. Michelangelo Buonarroti. Salvador Dali. Max Ernst. Gustav Klimt. M.C. Escher. Hieronymus Bosch. Gottfried Helnwein. Robert Mapplethorpe. Joel-Peter Witkin. Wayne Martin Belger. Diane Arbus. Man Ray. Jerry Uelsmann.

I'd like to meet:

Dreamers. Mutants. Weirdos. Freaks. Dorks. Nerds. Geeks. Movie Fanatics. Artists. Painters. Musicians. Photographers. Sculptors. Graphic Designers. Animators. Illustrators. Doll/Puppet Makers. Writers. Poets. Aspiring Actors & Filmmakers. Inventors. Morgue attendants. Make-up/Special Effects Artists. Silent Hill fans. Designers of all kinds. Ohh... and forensic anthropologists. I really tend to like the weirdos though. The good kind, not the bad kind. The Moon for June 26, 1977 (At Midnight, US Central time, as viewed from the Northern Hemisphere) ------------------------------------------------------------ -------------------- Illuminated Fraction: 0.791 2.8 days since first quarter
Which H.R. Giger panting represents you best?
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F:

Your Beauty lies in Contradiction. Controversial, unpredictable, and
never what anyone expects. Your appearance and your personality are two
opposite things. Even your appearance sends different signals to different
people. To some you may look innocent and sweet, to others you look mysterious
and intimidating at the same time. No one ever knows what to expect with you.
You are a little bit of everything all mixed together. You can be watching
the football game with the guys one minute and the next out shopping at the
mall. You seem to be almost a different person every time you meet someone, but
at the same time you know exactly who you are and there is always that one
thing that makes you you. You enjoy keeping people guessing and people love how
completely unpredictable you are.

Some Things That Represent You:

Element: Fire, Water Animal: Chameleon Color:
Dark Tones, Light Tones Song: Everything by Alanis Morriesette
Expression: Half-smile

Gemstone: Opal Mythological Creature: Gryphon,
Half-breeds Planet: Mars Hair
Color: Red Eye Color: Brown

Quote: "Appearances can be deceiving."



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Music:

Anything different... & innovative. Any suggestions accepted! (Please let me know...) Nine Inch Nails. Lamb. Radiohead. Massive Attack. Metric. Dresden Dolls. Broken Social Scene. Pink Floyd. Roy Orbison. Portishead. Aphex Twin. Faith No More. Led Zeppelin. Akira Yamaoka. Juno Reactor. Alice in Chains. Tom Petty. Stone Temple Pilots. The Doors. Bjork. Death Cab for Cutie. Goldfrapp. Chemical Brothers. INXS. Tears for Fears. Hooverphonic. Creedence Clearwater Revival. Orbital. David Bowie. Death Cab for Cutie. Oldies. 80s. Classical. Mozart. Phillip Glass. Angelo Badalamenti. James Horner. Elliot Goldenthal. Danny Elfman. Clint Mansell. Trent Reznor.

Movies:

This is gonna be a long list! (Not in any particular order): Run Lola Run. Wizard of Oz. Delicatessen. Science of Sleep. The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari. Sweeney Todd: Demon Barber of Fleet Street. Requiem For A Dream. The Fountain. The Cell. Otenasek (Little Otik). Factory Girl. The Butcher Boy. Labyrinth. Tod Browning's Freaks. Dawn of the Dead (1978). Silent Hill. Pink Floyd's The Wall. Little Miss Sunshine. Dogtown & Z-Boyz. Fight Club. Willow. The Departed. City of Lost Children. It's All Gone Pete Tong. The Prestige. The Chumscrubber. Demons. Sleeping Beauty. Pride & Prejudice. First Descent: the Story of the Snowboarding Revolution. Seven. Toy Story. 300. One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest. Corpse Bride. Apocalypto. Bridget Jones' Diary. Devil's Rejects. House of 1000 Corpses. Dazed & Confused. Silence of the Lambs. Spirited Away. Emperor's New Groove. Secretary. The Lost Boys. School of Rock. Slither. American Beauty. Virgin Spring. Alien Series. Shrek. Bram Stoker's Dracula. Born Into Brothels. Fear & Loathing in Las Vegas. Cube. Cube 2:Hypercube. Cube Zero. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. Pulp Fiction. Napoleon Dynamite. Practical Magic. Happiness. The Professional. Living in Oblivion. The Thing (1982). Donnie Darko. 2001: A Space Odyssey. Basket Case. Snatch. Kill Bill. The Big Lebowski. Evil Dead Trilogy. Being John Malkovich. The Brood. An American Werewolf in London. Dark City. Amelie. The Story of O. Star Wars. Goldmember. Monsters, Inc. Interview With the Vampire. Empire Strikes Back. The Sixth Sense. Night of the Living Dead. Raiders of the Lost Ark. Matrix Trilogy. Ghostbusters. David Cronenberg's Crash. The Fifth Element. Mrs. Doubtfire. Rounders. Mean Girls. Killer Klowns From Outer Space. Serendipity. Shallow Hal. Predator. Taxi Driver. From Dusk Till Dawn. Deliverance. Scarface. Quills. The Shawshank Redemption. Gia. Jurassic Park. Galaxy Quest. Kalifornia. Ronin. Apocalypse Now. Trekkies. The Shining. Back to the Future. Stargate. Lost Highway. Boxing Helena. Shaun of the Dead. The Machinist. Natural Born Killers. Nightmare on Elm Street Series. Poltergeist. Heat. THX-1138. Logan's Run. The Island. Hellraiser Series. Screamers. Go. Diehard With a Vengeance. Goonies. Texas Chainsaw Massacre. The Neverending Story. Village of the Damned. Baraka. Alice In Wonderland. Dog Day Afternoon. Festival Express. Beetlejuice. Euro Trip. Trainspotting. Casino. Twelve Monkeys. Child's Play. Tremors. Edward Scissorhands. David Cronenberg's The Fly. Friday the 13th Series. Devil's Advocate. Cape Fear (1991). The Pit. Ghost World. Speaking in Strings: Nadja Salerno-Sonnenberg. The Red Violin. O Fantasma. Dark City. Primer. Basketcase. Stir of Echoes. Blow. Count of Monte Cristo (2002). ^^^^^ my favourite character from Labyrinth!

Television:

Lost. Star Trek: The Next Generation. Buffy the Vampire Slayer. Little Britain. Angel. Heroes. Bones. Project Runway. Discovery Channel. The Mighty Hercules. Doctor Who. Sex and the City. Supernatural. Weeds. The Simpsons. Futurama. Venture Brothers. Trailer Park Boys. Alias. My Name is Earl. X-Files. BBC Pride and Prejudice. Survivor. The Showcase Channel. Carnivale. Sliders. Frisky Dingo (I'm really starting to like this show... Killface... I really like you & your hat.)

Books:

Where the Wild Things Are. Fire In the Brain (Clinical Tales of Hallucination). Dead Men Do Tell Tales: Strange & Fascinating Cases of a Forensic Anthropologist. Day of the Triffids. The Way of the Peaceful Warrior. One Child (Torey L. Hayden series). The Last Flesh ~ Christopher Dewdney. Unquiet Mind. Zombie Survival Guide. One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest. The Sense of Being Stared At. Tons of Non-fiction. Poetry. Pablo Neruda, Margaret Atwood, Gwendolyn MacEwen. Leonard Cohen.
You are a Mentalist. Your magic depends on strength
of will. You could be a memory-reading
Mind-Mage, a lethally telekinetic Force-Wizard,
or a helpful Transmage for your abilities are a
result of sheer stubborn will and intensely
keen intellect. Your mind has been honed by
learning and practice into the perfect tool for
examining and dissecting reality and altering
it to suit your needs. You are intelligent and
scholarly with a tendency to distance yourself
from others.
Which Magical Order Are You In?
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Heroes:

Visionaries. Survivors. Resilient people. Nikola Tesla. Da Vinci. Trent Reznor <3. George A. Romero. Inventors. Creators. Explorers. Architects. Environmentalists. Vegans/Raw Foodists. Fictional Characters such as: Captain Picard. Angel. Doctor Who. Marshall Flinkman. Sayid Jarrah. Peter Petrelli. Claude Rains (from Heroes). Willow Rosenberg. Dean Winchester. Reality warpers. Nerds, geeks & freaks. Truth seekers. Warriors. Anyone who inspires me... Borg Queen. Mentok the Mind-Taker."Zombie guards, SEIZE HIM! Tell me that's not fun to say." Green Fairy. Maleficent. Bender Bending Rodriguez. My buddy. :x
You are Gambit!You are a fierce fighter and a good friend to have.
Your preference for solitude and your
attractiveness make you very intriguing to
those you meet. Unfortunately, close
relationships are few and far between for you
because you often have trouble opening up to
others.
Which X-Men character are you most like?
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My Blog

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yellow i am

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maggots. GO ANTS GO!!!!

it's fascinating... it's gross... it'll make your skin crawl... and it is one of the reasons that I am going to be cremated. the maggot.it is now... i think, day 6? of the maggoty mess that is living ...
Posted by |F|A|L|L|i|N|G|+|K|N|i|V|E|S| on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 02:35:00 PST

PR

i am so addicted to PROJECT RUNWAY!!! i watched all of the seasons this summer. i had seen half the episodes of Season 2 a while back. so... naturally, i had to see the rest of them. I started with Se...
Posted by |F|A|L|L|i|N|G|+|K|N|i|V|E|S| on Fri, 06 Jun 2008 09:15:00 PST

makeover

yeah...i need one...a total makeoverall around.mind.body. spirit.home....
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skulking photos

blurry... abstract looking pinhole photographs....
Posted by |F|A|L|L|i|N|G|+|K|N|i|V|E|S| on Thu, 05 Jun 2008 06:47:00 PST

Digital Pinhole (blurry) shots

I'm really into this Pinhole Photography ... I know it's terribly amateur right now... but it's a hobby that I'm going to pursue. I have a lot to learn still... but I figured... what the heck ~ I'll p...
Posted by |F|A|L|L|i|N|G|+|K|N|i|V|E|S| on Fri, 30 May 2008 01:32:00 PST

Charles Manson Follows Trent Reznor ...

um... what!?!how come nobody told me about this?************************************************ Charles Manson Follows Trent Reznor With Free Album Download 4/4/2008 By Cam Lindsay ...
Posted by |F|A|L|L|i|N|G|+|K|N|i|V|E|S| on Thu, 29 May 2008 01:36:00 PST

random work

just more of my past & present work...nothing too exciting yet.i love to paint, but never have time.!Still-life in watercolour that I had to do.A painting I did in my early 20's. Pinhole shot I to...
Posted by |F|A|L|L|i|N|G|+|K|N|i|V|E|S| on Wed, 28 May 2008 07:43:00 PST