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Shadowspawn

Look, if you had one shot, or one opportunity, to seize everything you ever wanted-One moment, would

About Me

Like any Gemini I'm a set of contradictions, Fairly laid back, but driven. Very little rattles me, but head games do annoy me. I may get in a shitty mood every now and then, but it only lasts an hour or two. Life is too short.I'm a spiritual person, but on a "Traditional, although eclectic Path".I used to be a lot of things and I was never all things but I am always some things... to someone. It kinda changes depending on my mood, your mood or the day. I Hate injustices. My mind never stops. I truly love breathing in the air in the middle of the night outside when no one else is around. I believe in the power of words and the truths they convey. Using curse words is not only a stupid term in itself, but fucking phenomenal. Very passionate and intense. Who wants to apologize for feeling deeply and feeling alive because of it. (Notice I have no question mark there.) Sometimes I would rather kiss than talk. A bit of a weirdo but that's because I am my own audience and so tend to get away with a lot.. ;) Those that I've known never forget me, and I knew them for a reason. Obviously, I'm funny as hell, very kinesthetic and I really, really enjoy Good Food. Totally a work in progress... So is this profile... :)I'm a bit old fashioned, romantic, sentimental, passionate,(Flowers, dinners, long walks and conversations about everything and nothing. Kisses on the hand or forehead just because the mood takes me). I like being in a committed relationship, but not a clingy one. Looking for a partner, not a dependent.I enjoy Irish pubs and NY Clubs. Quiet evenings at home and partying all night. You get the picture.I'm a history buff (Mostly Medieval & Classical) and enjoy reading, music and movies. I also read a fair bit of Sci-Fi and Fantasy and attend Renaissance Faires.I have an odd sense of humor that tends towards Monty Python, Black Adder, Woody Allen, Seinfeld, Family Guy, South Park (Witty, Biting, & occasionally Crude)

My Interests

Family, Good Friends, Live Music, Stand-Up Comedy, Movies, Meditation, Forensic Pathology, Forensic Psychology, Most Science, Spiritual Exploration, All things Metaphysical, Wicca, Art & Museums, Reading, Sunday Times Crossword Puzzles, Good Conversation, Geneology, Swimming in the Ocean, Trying different foods and cultures, traveling. Member of the SCA since 1984

I'd like to meet:

My kids Any Day.I don't fall in love easily, but when I do, I fall hard.

Music:

All types-AC/DC, Bach, Blink 182, Ray Charles, Cheap Trick, Def Leppard, Drop Kick Murphys, eminem, Ella Fitzgerald, Flogging Molly, Godsmack, Green Day, Sammy Hagar, Handel, Hendrix, Billy Holiday, Inkubus Sucubus, Joan Jett, Billy Joel, Dolores Keane, Kid Rock, The Killers, Cyndi Lauper, Medieavel Baebes, Marylin Manson, Metallica, Mingus, Misfits, Motley Crue, New Found Glory, NiN, Ozzie!, POD, Prince, Rancid, REM, Staind, Styx, George Thoroughgood, Stevie Ray Vaughn, The Who, Kim Wilde, etc., etc. etc.

Movies:

200 Cigarettes, 2001, A Christmas Story, A Clockwork Orange, American Beauty, The Bishop's Wife, Blue Velvet, Braveheart, Cats & Dogs, Clerks, Crash, Click, Dogma, Donny Darko, Drop Dead Fred, Dusk til Dawn, Employee of the Month, Edward Scissorhands. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Fight Club, Garden State, Go!, Godfather I&II, Highlander, Ice Storm, Joe (Peter Boyle), Judas Kiss, Kill Bill Vol I&II, La Cage Aux Folles (Edouard Molinaro, Ugo Tognazzi, Michel Serrault, Claire Maurier, RĂ©mi Laurent), Ladyhawke, Lock, Stock & Two Smoking Barrels, LOTR, The Lost Boys, Memento, Metroplis, Munich, Napoleon Dynomite, Natural Born Killers, Nosferatu, Pickwick Papers, Powder, Pulp Fiction, The Royal Tennenbaums, Say Anything, SLC Punk, Time Bandits, Underworld, V for Vendetta, The Warriors, Young Einstein, Most Film Noir, (OLD) Woody Allen, Mel Brooks, DePalma, Fellini, Hitchcock, Monty Python, Renior, Tarentino, Christopher Walken, James Woods

Television:

Don't watch much, but...Sopranos, Deadwood, Stargate, Lost, Shield, Nip/Tuck, Family Guy, King of the Hill, History Channel, IFC.....Reruns: Seinfeld, Odd Couple, Addams Family.

Books:

Fiction: Piers Anthony, Asimov, MZB, Poppy Z. Brite, Camus, Orson Scott Card, Chardin, DeCamp, Gibson, Hamilton (Edith & Laurel K), Heinlein, Stephen King, Kurtz, Anais Nin, Anne Rice, Silverburg, Any of the White Wolf / WoD books, OTHER: Tuchman, Forensics, Occult, Spiritual, History, Art, Science, Philosophy, Poetry, Comparitive Theology,

Heroes:

My kids & My Mom

My Blog

Olde Fashioned Absinthe Recipe

I HAVE BEEN ASKED BY A NUMBER OF PEOPLE FOR THIS RECIPE.  SO HERE IT IS! OLDE  FASHIONED ABSINTHE Absinthe known as the Green fairyDrink it if you dare!  (Warning it is strong!)  O...
Posted by Daditude! on Fri, 21 Jul 2006 12:50:00 PST

Still Holding On

Still Holding On I've faced some hard years in the past Have faced some heartbreaks too I've lived a life of mostly downs The ups were far and few   Now they come to me once more To claim my life...
Posted by Daditude! on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 09:54:00 PST

Helping Hands, A Samhain Thanksgiving Prayer

Helping Hands, A Samhain Thanksgiving Prayer I offer up a prayer to thank the Goddess high up above For all Her gentle guidance, for Her comfort and Her love For all the times of trial that She's help...
Posted by Daditude! on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 09:05:00 PST

All Hallows Eve

All Hallows Eve When the whispered wind screams past your ear atop the cemetery hill And bony hands gently tickle the bared ankle, you're bound to feel the thrill.   When screeches echo thought t...
Posted by Daditude! on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 02:27:00 PST

Dare To Dream!

Dare To Dream! Deep within us, there is a special knowledge. It tells us every now and then what it is that will really make us happy. I think we are born with it. It tells us why we are here and what...
Posted by Daditude! on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 12:36:00 PST

WHEN BAD BOYFRIENDS HAPPEN TO GOOD WOMEN

WHEN BAD BOYFRIENDS HAPPEN TO GOOD WOMEN The other night I was out with some friends and ended up spending about an hour sitting with one of the girls and talking about the "boy problems" she was havi...
Posted by Daditude! on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 03:23:00 PST

7 Deadly (Communication) Sins Between Sexes

7 Deadly (Communication) Sins Between Sexes: "Communication Breakdown"   "Communication Breakdown" ~ Led Zeppelin "Communication breakdown, it's always the same, I'm having a nervous breakdown, ...
Posted by Daditude! on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 04:20:00 PST

Gonna try to get back to sleep, but first

I've noticed that right after (and I mean RIGHT after) I post a blog, if its "public", I get 10+ immediate hits.  If I make it friends only, I get 3-10 over the course of several hours.When I log...
Posted by Daditude! on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 04:09:00 PST

Can You Get To The Future If The Past Is Your Present?

Can You Get To The Future If The Past Is Your Present? Can you truly forgive if you can't forget? Memories are a tricky subject. Sometimes they provide a safety net, ones that helps you bounce right b...
Posted by Daditude! on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 10:33:00 PST

There is beauty in the breakdown

"Let Go" ~ Frou Frou "Are you in or are you out? ...so let go, jump in ...whatcha waiting for? it's alright, cause there's beauty in the breakdown ...it's so amazing here" Humans are fallible by natur...
Posted by Daditude! on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 09:51:00 PST