This air was clear and bright and my mind too was without shadow. And the day ends with sounds of horizons going vacant and you wish it back right, I remember you'd be tied down and screaming.
I'd like to meet:
"The easiest kind of relationship is with ten thousand people, the hardest is with one." Joan Baez
Anyone who wants to meet me....I like friends that are fun to hang out with and know how to have a good time. I want to be able to talk to someone for hours without saying a word. If you are willing to dance for me when there is no music and no energy, you are the friend for me. I love that you love me for me. I found someone who accepts me for who I am and does not make me change myself to fit their accommodations. Ask me to dance and I will love you forever. I am who I am because that is who I am. I can tell you who I don't want to meet again. All those assholes I used to date. I just found out that Eric is incarcerated until April 1, 2015. This makes me really happy. But the day he gets out, I am filing a restraining order against his ass. Thank god he is in Appalachee West, which is in Jackson County. Remind me not to go there. I know it is on the way to a lot of places, but I will not stop. I know everyone who I worked with at the Lee House remember who he is. He would bring me lunch and be really nice, but he is a vicious man. His dad may be the richest architect in Pensacola, but I don't care. He asked me to marry him and I told him absolutely not. He got violent before he got caught. I had no idea how evil he was until one day he called me while we were dating and asked me to post his bail and hide him somewhere the law would never find him. I am glad I did not post bail and I am glad his dad did not either. He deserves everything he got. He used to call me everyday from jail, but I would refuse to answer the phone. One day I did answer the phone and Jan told him to leave me the fuck alone and to get over it because I will never take him back...Thank god I have Randy to protect me now.
Really Long Survey
What is your name?: Jenn
Are you named after anyone?: partially my father
What's your screename?: JennWiseGamgee
Would you name a child of yours after you?: no
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Nicky, we already know this
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: Jesus
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: Jenifer, Jenniffer, Jenifer, Jen, you name it
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: no, I'm a frickin' lotr character
Basics
Your gender:: Female
Straight/Gay/Bi:: noyb
Single?: I don't know
If not, do you want to be?: I like being the way I am
Birthdate:: August 13
Your age:: 21
Age you act:: 35
Age you wish you were:: 25
Your height:: 5'4"
Eye color:: Brown
Happy with it?: Yes
Hair color:: Brown
Happy with it?: Yes
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: Ambidextrous
Your living arrangement:: noyb
Your family:: happy
Have any pets?: 2 Cats, Milo and Katy
Whats your job?: Archaeologist
Piercings?: yes
Tattoos?: noyb
Obsessions?: Yes
Addictions?: Yes
Do you speak another language?: Yes
Have a favorite quote?: You always said there was something about me you liked that I left behind in the French Quarter.
Do you have a webpage?: myspace.com/sirgawain
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: Usually
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: sometimes
Do you have any secrets?: yes
Do you hate yourself?: sometimes
Do you like your handwriting?: usually
Do you have any bad habits?: yes
What is the compliment you get from most people?: Hey, sexy!
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Regret
What's your biggest fear?: My family finding out I have cancer
Can you sing?: yes
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: no
Are you a loner?: sometimes
What are your #1 priorities in life?: health
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: yes, everyone needs friends
Are you a daredevil?: usually, I lick EVERYTHING
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: Cancer killing me
Are you passive or agressive?: little bit of both
Do you have a journal?: blog.myspace.com/sirgawain
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: Identification/Surgeries
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: Eyesight
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Obviously I have to be
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: One thing, one thing only
Do you think life has been good so far?: Not really, but God did this for a reason
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Someone really does care
What do you like the most about your body?: My boobs
And least?: My toes
Do you think you are good looking?: I guess
Are you confident?: Yes
What is the fictional character you are most like?: SamWise Gamgee
Are you perceived wrongly?: every once in a blue moon
Do You...
Smoke?: noyb
Do drugs?: noyb
Read the newspaper?: ha, Ed, laugh with me
Pray?: yes
Go to church?: yes
Talk to strangers who IM you?: yes
Sleep with stuffed animals?: only when I am scared of tomorrow's events
Take walks in the rain?: yes
Talk to people even though you hate them?: yes
Drive?: yes
Like to drive fast?: yes, feels like leaving your problems in the dust
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: eh
Hurt yourself?: Yes, a lot
Been out of the country?: No, does outer space count
Eaten something that made other people sick?: Yes
Been in love?: Yes
Done drugs?: noyb
Gone skinny dipping?: Yes
Had a medical emergency?: Yes
Had surgery?: Yes, too many
Ran away from home?: Yes
Played strip poker?: Yes
Gotten beaten up?: Yes
Beaten someone up?: Yes
Been picked on?: Yes
Been on stage?: Yes
Slept outdoors?: Yes
Thought about suicide?: Yes
Pulled an all nighter?: Yes
If yes, what is your record?: 64 hours straight
Gone one day without food?: Yes
Talked on the phone all night?: Yes
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: Yes
Slept all day?: No
Killed someone?: Yes
Made out with a stranger?: maybe
Had sex with a stranger?: noyb
Thought you're going crazy?: Yes
Kissed the same sex?: Yes
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: noyb
Been betrayed?: Yes
Had a dream that came true?: Yes, plenty
Broken the law?: Yes
Met a famous person?: Yes
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: Yes
On purpose?: Icky things like roaches
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: No
Stolen anything?: Hearts
Been on radio/tv?: Yes
Been in a mosh-pit?: Yes
Had a nervous breakdown?: Yes
Bungee jumped?: No
Had a dream that kept coming back?: Yes
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: Yes
Miracles?: Yes
Astrology?: Not really
Magic?: Depends
God?: There has to be something, right
Satan?: He did play a golden fiddle
Santa?: Of course
Ghosts?: Yes
Luck?: Yes
Love at first sight?: No, lust maybe
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: Yes
Witches?: Bitches
Easter bunny?: Of course
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: Yes, wanna help me find it
Do you wish on stars?: All the time
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: If so, I'd be in Hell quicker than Osama
Do you think God has a gender?: No
Do you believe in organized religion?: I'm not sure
Where do you think we go when we die?: To the morgue
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: noyb
Who is your best friend?: Ed, Felicia, Carrie
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Ed or Felicia
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: Close your eyes
Your favourite inside joke?: Want to count with me, Jerry?
Thing you're picked on most about?: My love of mending
Who's your longest known friend?: Amber
Newest?: Stephanie
Shyest?: Andrea and Adrienne
Funniest?: Roc
Sweetest?: Carrie, she would give you her arm to help you
Closest?: Ed
Weirdest?: Kad or Roc, lol
Smartest?: Each in their own way
Ditziest?: Felicia
Friends you miss being close to the most?: Ed and Roc
Last person you talked to online?: Crow
Who do you talk to most online?: John
Who are you on the phone with most?: Felicia
Who do you trust most?: Ed
Who listens to your problems?: Carrie
Who do you fight most with?: Ed
Who's the nicest?: John
Who's the most outgoing?: Rhiannon
Who's the best singer?: Ed, he sounds like Bob Dylan, swoon
Who's on your shit-list?: Carrie, Eric
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: noyb
Who's your second family?: Ed, Carrie, Felicia
Do you always feel understood?: no, barely ever
Who's the loudest friend?: Rhiannon
Do you trust others easily?: no
Who's house were you last at?: Carrie's
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: Ed
Do your friends know you?: Mostly, yes
Friend that lives farthest away:: James
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: No
What do you find romantic?: Honesty
Turn-on?: Hands
Turn-off?: Going right for tongue
First kiss?: spur-of-the-moment
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: I'd give it a shot
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: Doesn't matter
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: No, I've done it
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv: yes
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: I don't know
What is best about the opposite sex?: what do you think
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: turtles
What's the last present someone gave you?: GRE book, thanks Ed
Are you in love?: Yes
Do you consider your significant other hot?: Yes, You Are Hot
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: Myself
You wanted to kill?: Myself
That you laughed at?: Jan
That laughed at you?: John
That turned you on?: Bob Dylan
You went shopping with?: Ed
That broke your heart?: Myself
To disappoint you?: Myself
To ask you out?: Ed
To make you cry?: Ed and Myself
To brighten up your day?: Liz
That you thought about?: Ed
You saw a movie with?: Mom
You talked to on the phone?: Felicia
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: John
You saw?: Mom
You lost?: Devon
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: I'm staying in, it's cold
Will it be with your significant other?: Yes
Or some random person?: Maybe for lunch
What are you wearing right now?: shirt, sweatshirt, pj's, socks, undies
Body part you're touching right now:: finger
What are you worried about right now?: surgery
What book are you reading?: Ivor Noel Hume's Colonial Artifacts for the 3rd time
What's on your mousepad?: my laptop, I don't have a mousepad
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: Depressed, Lost, Excited, Worried, Awake
Are you bored?: No
Are you tired?: No
Are you talking to anyone online?: No
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: No
Are you lonely or content?: Content
Are you listening to music?: No
