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Cherub*Cherry

What the caterpillar calls the end, the world calls a butterfly

About Me

Fairies Contact Tables provided by ProfileGoodies.com Take me as I am I am a work in progress..destination unknown time of completion uncertain. I have my faults, and my strengths and my weaknesses. I have my beliefs, my fears, my certaintees. I am whole, but still missin a part of me. Im a contradiction to myself. I am independent, proud, strong, aggressive,creative, loving, affectionate, a mean spirit on a bad day,a force to be reckoned with, when defending my ground,honest, loyal, insecure, sexual, sensual, indecisive, think too much, act first-think later-passionate, driven, a mother, a daughter, a sister an aunt, a best friend. I am my own person, yet I am not truly free. I live according to my truths. I desire according to my needs. I pursue what I feel. Im too honest. Im unemotional. Im too emotional. Im scared. I fear not what I believe in. center I have passion in me that drives me..ignites me when my body resonates in agreement with my mind. Im too forceful, too strong..to bold. That is my confidence in life..my curse. I will not be who you want me to be, but I will be me. I will love you like no other, or despise you like the rest.I'm me, just a mere woman, with a mind that rolls along at 100 mph, while others in my world...are cruising. Life is too short to wait and see... I wanna get it now so I can start my journey..into my completion. I am high energy, high maintenance..but low drama I'm hot or warm, but never cold. I am me...take me as I am, for the best part of me is yet to be seen...I believe that... imagination is stronger than knowledge... myth is more potent than history... dreams are more powerful than facts... hope always triumphs over experience... laughter is the cure for grief... and love is stronger than death... One isn't necessarily born with courage, but one is born with potential.Without courage, we cannot practice any other virtue with consistency. we can't be kind, true, merciful,generous,or honest....Many people are afraid to empty their minds lest they may plunge into the Void. They do not know that their own Mind is the Void. The ignorant eschew phenomena but not thought; the wise eschew thought but not phenomena. "Never make someone a priority who makes you an option..." Strength is only weakness recognized and fought like knowledge is a lesson, learned as well as taught those that love you guide you, yet you choose each step you take some may be rewards while others a mistake each path that you have traveled led to where you are today but youth is on your side so you are not subject to stay although there well be mornings when your pillow will be wet from remembering past pain or beating yourself with regretbut scars upon your heart build character within they soften your touch brighten your eyes and reflect where you have been or love you take care of you and from there you will succeed and always know that even though you may want more YOU ARE ALL YOU NEED!!!"I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow." "I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights." "I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life." "I've learned that making a "living" is not the same thing as "making a life." "I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance." "I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw me things back." "I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision." "I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one." "I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back." "I've learned that I still have a lot to learn." "I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.""HOPE" is the thing with feathers that perches in the soul-and sings the tunes without the words And never stops at all....... You can call me a sinner. And you can call me a saint. Celebrate me for who I am. Dislike me for what I ain't. Put me up on a pedestal or drag me down in the dirt. Sticks and stones may break my bones but your names will never hurt.I believe that artists are healers. everytime an artist finishes a work they care for, evil loses a small piece of its power. we live in a lost time, so it is every artists responsibility to contribute their own piece to the light, that will hopefully someday dawn upon the human race....I do not possess the truth any more than you do. Truth is what unites us in suffering and in joy. It is born of our union in the pain and plesaure engendered here not you or me, but you AND me. It is our common product and is a constant marvel. Its name? Wisdom ......... I used to be the person who tried to please everybody and didn't want to rock any boats. But all the troubles that happened to me were exactly what i needed. Sometimes you have to lose everything to gain perspective on what's important. So for me,i went through different phases of anger and disappointment. But when it comes down to it, you don't have a choice.You can either give up or you can say, "all right. I have to put one foot in front of the other." And what happens is that you start being proud of yourself, and you start feeling like you're a strong person who's capable of handling anything. All of a sudden i have a confidence i'd never had before.And confidence breeds more confidence...The universe gives you what you need to learn and to deal with the experiences that come your way.It's why the trees that last the longest actually sway with the wind. My motto is, This too shall pass. That goes for when i am having a great time too.That goes for everything from now on. There's got to be something big that we don't understand.Life is about spending our time contributing and not taking away.That's my faith....... At times i get too emotional...sometimes I do some stupid things... sometimes I say what I should just keep inside. Sometimes Im sad about everything...sometimes Im mad and break some things. I wont hurt you.Sometimes Im just a brat and thats just the way I am. Sometimes I feel like crying, laying down and dying, thats when I need you... laughing's always easy, but sometimes Im just scared you'll leave me, thats when I feel emotional. Im just impossible totally unpredictable, Im just me... get used to it.. Im no angel but I can make you smile... and thats the way it is, that's just the way I am....Someone once told me: "Keep your friends close, but your enemies closer." I never found truth in that statement, but the more I learn about people, the more I realize how unfortunately true it really is. Wake me when the day breaks Show me how the sun shines Tell me about your heartaches Who could be so unkind? Do you dream to touch me? And smile down deep inside Or could you just kill me? It's hard to make up your mind, sometimes. My angels, my devils, my thorn in my pride. Are you wanting inspiration You spill your secrets on me Then you tell me with a whisper Of things that will never be. Do you hear me breating? Does it make you want to scream? Did you ever like a bad dream? Sometimes life is obscene. My angels, my devils, my thorn in my pride. Lover cover me with your sleep Let your love light shine Lover cover me with a good dream Let your love light shine The one thing I might have done wrong with my life was letting in the people I loved and turning away those who actually loved me back... we all have our time machines.some take us back, they're called memories. some take us forward, they're called dreams..... I have a cage,it's called the stage,when i'm let out, i run aboutthen sing and dance and sweat and yell, i have so many tales to tell. i like to push things to the edge,and inch my way along the ledge.i feel like God,i feel like shit, the paradox,an even split... it's just a job i always say i should be grateful every day.sometimes i thinki just can't do it,but i persist and i get through it. and i console myself each night... at least my cage is filled with light Save The World - One Click At A Time!
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My Interests


I have many interests, seems the dislikes have become overwhelming lately. So where do i start this is me.....I love cherries!!! My son is my best friend & 1 priority in life. Shoes are my weakness..shopping, lunch @ dojo's, picnics in the park ,walks on the beach, Music is in my soul.. bulldogs, milano cookies at midnight, pb&j sandwiches w/out the crust..Stories about a brooklyn princess at 4:am will always be my favorite fairytale... Cherubs, fairies, angels, wine corks, cherries!!Photography, sex, avocados, hummus, bubble baths,tattoos, Kabbalah,Laughing so hard that your tummy hurts or milk comes out your nose(in some cases corona),finishing each others thoughts on the most random crap!! Pomegranite margaritas, traveling,Amy brown fairies, UFC, football, hockey, kisses in the rain,thunderstorms,movies under the blankie on the couch, shopping, "B-E-L-I-E-V-E". .. "IF YOU SHOULD DIE BEFORE ME, ASK IF YOU CAN BRING A FRIEND....." ...

I'd like to meet:

Love is what we are born with. Fear is what we learn. The spiritual journey is the unlearning of fear and prejudices and the acceptance of love back in our hearts. Love is the essential reality and our purpose on earth. To be consciously aware of it, to experience love in ourselves and others, is the meaning of life. Meaning does not lie in things. Meaning lies in us..........My life is complicated at the moment and has been for a little while now... will you judge me? If so...may as well stop reading right now.Some friends are good, some suck, so... my point here is this: I want everyone who meets me or knows me to get the fact that I am who I am and I make no apologies...get mad at my blogs and get mad at what I say or do not say, but just know that I am only looking for real people who care and I can actually be friends with. I DON'T wanna fuck you...I'd rather get to know you, I DON'T want to go to your show and I DON'T want to promote you. I promote very little and only for true friends.I don't care at the moment to be anyone's emotional cheerleader. I can be a friend to someone who can meet me half way. I want equality, I just want to know a caring soul.I hate most people at the moment and that's the truth. Words to Live By: After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, And you learn that love doesnt mean leaning and company doesnt mean security, And you begin to learn that kisses arent contracts and presents arent promises, And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrows ground is too uncertain for plans. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So plant your garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really are strong, And you really do have worth"You laugh at me because I`m different and I laugh at you because you all the same"-Kurt Cobain

Music:

h Without music, life would be a mistake - friedrich nietzsche Audioslave, Mazzy star,Alice in chains,Gene Le Fosse, Kings of Tomorrow, Freemasons, Frankie Bones, Carl cox, Loco Dice,Mistress Barbara, Arman Van Burin, Vic Calderone, Joss stone, Stevie nicks,Jane's addiction,Down, Clutch,Black Crowes,Jonny lang, Kenny wayne shepard,Queens of the stone age,,Beatsie Boys,Apocalyptica,Probot,Sade, Hed Pe, Sisters of mercy,u2,Soundgarden,Velvet Revolver,Mozart,Annie Lennox,Linkin Park,Rush, Lacuna Coil, Perfect Circle, Rage against the Machine, Brahms...

Television:

I watch UFC like it's fucking porn!!!!!!! UFC,Rome,Navy seal in training,Deadliest catch,Welcome back kotter,South park,Survivorman,Wil&grace,Tom & jerry,& A law n oder junkie..!!! GOTTA HAVE MY ON DEMAND...*WINK*

Books:

GOD WEARS LIPSTICK, LOVE IN THE TIME OF CHOLERA, BLACK & BLUE, sUCCULENT WILD WOMAN, CONVERSATIONS WITH GOD, SETH SPEAKS, PROZAC NATION, THE BELL JAR, ONE TRUE THING...

Heroes:

"Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, But from the side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected,and next to the heart to be loved."

My Blog

Eyes Wide Open

No more invisible speechless, deaf and blind childWith neglected pleasures being addicted to denialFloating through time, gravitating towards a warm armWith an appetite for the emptiness that promises...
Posted by Cherub*Cherry on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 10:03:00 PST

The Invitation

 It doesn't interest me what you do for a living, I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing.      It doesn't interest me how ...
Posted by Cherub*Cherry on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 10:37:00 PST

Happy Birthday Austin...Child of My Heart

Happy 11th Birthday  Austin!!! Child of My Heart From the moment that I knew about you,I loved you.For months I carried you under my heart.Watching you grow,And waiting for the day when I would ...
Posted by Cherub*Cherry on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 01:44:00 PST

No, Fuck you

Yeah, fuck you, too.  Fuck me? Fuck you! Fuck you and this whole city and everyone in it.Fuck the panhandlers, grubbing for money, and smiling at me behind my back.Fuck squeegee men dirtying up t...
Posted by Cherub*Cherry on Wed, 14 Dec 2005 07:27:00 PST

Read me....yeah You!!

yes...this one IS about YOU....and YOU..and You and You... I have a few things i would like to touch on today.  Many of them not very pleasant. I have been in rare form latlely and come to the ...
Posted by Cherub*Cherry on Tue, 06 Dec 2005 08:16:00 PST

Women over 30...

A woman over 30 will never wake you in the middle of the night to ask, "Whatare you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think.If a woman over 30 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around...
Posted by Cherub*Cherry on Mon, 21 Nov 2005 07:55:00 PST

MY TRUE INSPIRATION...R.I.P...........

MY COUSIN JOHNNY.....rest in peace..i guess god needed another angel...1/61- 9/2/2004..."FOR SURE"MAY HE GLAZE IN PEACEJohn Mazzone was a glazier. He worked skillfully with his hands fitting glass int...
Posted by Cherub*Cherry on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST