I get defensive and pay too much attention to my insecurities and keep my share of secrets and things you'll never see. What i do and who i am all my impurities are right here on my sleeve. This is me. I deal with the changes this complicated strangeness of seeing life this way. I used to wonder if I would ever be without the chaos that i grew comfortable with. I share a part of my life in regards to my parents, so others can feel comforted that they are not alone. There were many times that i felt that. It's a big part of who i am and has made me the strong woman that i am. I never doubted my parent's love for one another or for my brothers and I. I just never understood their ways. Nonetheless through it all, i've had a great life. I've learned that everyone has a story behind that makes them who they are or who they will become.I like to say an elegant one, hence the classy gal i am. I've learned life is not always that easy, you have to fight to see past the boundaries. I learned that I choose my future and what i will bring to it from my past.I guess you could say i was lost because i didn't have a sense of place to put my fight and my passion. Now i'm committeed to the future. I'm committeed to life. My life.Most of us pride ourselves on our self-sufficiency. We like to be responsible for taking care of ourselves and pulling our own weight in the world. This is why it can be so challenging when we find ourselves in a situation in which we have to rely on someone else. This can happen as the result of an illness or an injury, or even in the case of a positive change, such as the arrival of a newborn. At times like these, it is essential that we let go of our feeling that we should be able to do it all by ourselves and accept the help of others.The first step is accepting the situation fully as it is. Too often we make things worse either by trying to do more than we should or by lapsing into feelings of uselessness. In both cases we run the risk of actually prolonging our dependency. In addition, we miss a valuable opportunity to practice acceptance and humility. The ego resists what is, so when we move into acceptance we move into the deeper realm of the soul. In needing others and allowing them to help us, we experience the full realization that we are not on our own in the world. While this may bring up feelings of vulnerability, a deep feeling of gratitude may also emerge as we open to the experience of being helped. This realization can enable us to be wiser in our service of others when we are called upon to help. It takes wisdom and strength to surrender to our own helplessness and to accept that we, just like every other human being, have limitations. The gifts of surrender are numerous. We discover humility, gratitude, and a deepening understanding of the human experience that enables us to be that much more compassionate and surrendered in the world.In every moment, we have the opportunity to choose forgiveness over resentment.Choosing forgiveneness means choosing freedom and liberation from the past. May today be the day where you clean your heart and soul of those feelings.Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond imagination. It is our light more than our darkness which scares us. We ask ourselves – who are we to be brilliant, beautiful, talented, and fabulous. But honestly, who are you to not be so?You are a child of God, small games do not work in this world. For those around us to feel peace, it is not example to make ourselves small. We were born to express the glory of god that lives in us. It is not in some of us, it is in all of us. While we allow our light to shine, we unconsciously give permission for others to do the same. When we liberate ourselves from our own fears, simply our presence may liberate others.’.....M.Williamson Between her legs, lies something that every man seems to want.A place where she should be able to call her own, between her legs. She feels that men only want her, a true want, to have sex with her, and walk away. The breasts she has, they gain stares from men passing by, tripping over themselves to find a chance to touch. When will she stop being looked at, as an object of sex? when will a man see her as someone he may spend his life with? Her hips curve, and she doesnt want your hands on them, if your just going to touch her skin. She wants a man to touch her soul, not just touch her skin, and run his fingers where they do not belong. What made these men think, she is just a sex object, a toy that could be put on display, and taken whenever they like. Between her legs, lies something that every man seems to want. Proud she is though, that she hasnt given in, hasnt let a man touch where he shouldnt be. She feels men looking, wanting her for an object just for sex, an object that men can thrust, and walk away, when all she wanted was to be held.She is no object for sex, so close your mind, and forget what you want, she is a woman, she deserves more respect.
First Name: gina
Middle Name: lynn
Birthday: oct 1
Eyes: brown
Hair: black
Fav color: black
Day/Night: night
Fave Food: thai
FRIENDS AND LIFE
Do you ever wish you had another name? N
Do you like anyone? Y
Which one of your friends acts the most like you? Tag
Who's the loudest? Pretty much all of them are loud
Who have you known the longest of your friends? Dave
Who's the shyest: Olivia
Are you close to any family members? my older brother
When you cried the most: when i moved back from austin
What's the best feeling in the world: sex in the morning before he goes to work
Worst Feeling: a fake smile
FINISH EACH SENTENCE:
Let's walk on the: streets of paris
Let's run through: the stores, before grace buys them out
Let's look at the: wicked stiletto heel
What a nice: pair of hands he has
Where did all the: time go
Why can't you: just let me sleep....i am an insomniac
Silly, little: Next
Tell me: your innermost desires
HAVE YOU:
Ran away from home: N
Pictured your crush naked: Y
Skipped school: Y....Alternative HS Alum
Broken someone's heart: Y
Been in love: Y
Cried when someone died: Y
Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: Y
Done something embarrassing: I have taken falling down to a new art form
Done a drug: Next ?
Cried in school: N
RANDOM
Your Good Luck Charm: The voices in my head
Person You Hate Most: hate is a strong word
Ice Cream: Pass
WHO Makes you laugh the most: Rhett,Amanda
Makes you smile: karl
Has A Crush On You: can't mention the name,he knows who he is, when he reads this.
Do You Have A Crush On Someone: Y
HAVE YOU EVER
Fallen for your best friend?: Y
Made out with JUST a friend?: Y
Kissed two people in the same day?: doesn't everyone
Had sex with two different people in the same day?: Y
Been rejected: . Y
Been in love?: Y
Been used?: Y
Done something you regret?: N
Cheated on someone?: N
Been called a tease: Y
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
You touched?: define please
You talked to on the phone?: dave
You hugged?: Ronnie
You instant messaged?: Rhett
You kissed?: Michael
You yelled at?: Chiqa...my dog
Who text messaged you?: James
Who broke your heart?: .........
Who told you they loved you?: my nieces this am
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"If a man be gracious and courteous to strangers, it shows that he is a citizen of the world, and that his heart is no island cut off from other lands, but a continent that joins to them." ~Francis Bacon---------- If you prefer to walk free of the lower worlds and establish yourself in the Spirit, there are only a few qualities that are necessary. The first one is acceptance.You have to accept what is so in your life and be honest with it, not pretending it's something it's not or creating fantasies about how you would like it to be. Just accept what is.The second quality is understanding.You have to seek understanding by understanding yourself. You don't necessarily have to understand everyone else, but it's important to know and understand yourself.The third quality is responsibility.You have to take responsibility for yourself and your actions on all levels.And the fourth quality is cooperation.Once you accept what is, understand it, and take responsibility for yourself and your actions, you can start cooperating with all of that. When you cooperate, you discover you're free.
Courage is fear that has said its prayers. --Dorothy Bernard Courage is more than standing for a firm conviction. It includes the risk of questioning that conviction. --Julian Weber Gordon Courage is what it takes to stand up and speak; courage is also what it takes to sit down and listen. --Winston Churchill I deserve peace and joy. I choose. I choose what to bring into my personal legacy. Learn to put yourself first. You must take care of yourself before you can take care of anything else. Say NO, the world will not stop if you do. Do nothing to fascilitate their behavior towards you, you are on your own steam. You can watch over people, but you can't make choices for them.
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The Empowered Woman, she moves through the world with a sense of confidence and grace. Her once reckless spirit now tempered by wisdom. Quietly, yet firmly, she speaks her truth without doubt or hesitation and the life she leads is of her own creation.She now understands what it means to live and let live. How much to ask for herself and how much to give. She has a strong, yet generous heart and the inner beauty she emanates truly sets her apart. Like the mythical Phoenix, she has risen from the ashes and soared to a new plane of existence, unfettered by the things that once that posed such resistance.Her senses now heightened, she sees everything so clearly. She hears the wind rustling through the trees; beckoning her to live the dreams she holds so dearly. She feels the softness of her hands and muses at the strength that they possess. Her needs and desires she has learned to express. She has tasted the bitter and savored the sweet fruits of life, overcome adversity and pushed past heartache and strife.And the one thing she never understood, she now knows to be true, it all begins and ends with you.
powered by frazy.com ~Set yourself free to soar~ Here's a simple, yet powerful way to immediately make your life more rewarding. Move away from the things that drain you and move toward those things that empower and fulfill you.
Begin to take notice, as you go through the day, of which is which. When you take the time to look, it's easy to distinguish the things that lift you up from the things that bring you down.Consider, for example, resentment, something you've probably learned to experience whenever you feel you've been wronged. When you think about it, there is really no positive purpose that resentment ever serves.You can easily choose to let go of resentment, and to put forgiveness in its place. That will immediately raise your own level of positive energy, and the beneficial effects will extend deeply into the world around you.All it takes is a simple change in your mind and in your attitude. Look for them, and you'll find many other similar ways to replace the things that drain you with more positive things that move you forward.Many of the influences that bring you down are things you can easily change, for they are based on your thoughts, attitudes and reactions. Learn to be aware of them, and choose to set yourself free to soar.
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Add to My Profile | More VideosForgiveness is about letting go, really letting go of resentment and bitterness - both personal and global. Forgiveness requires strength of character, it requires courage, a courage that needs to be replenished daily and rekindled when it falters. Forgiveness requires a commitment to something other than revenge and the natural desire for retribution and/or an apology. It requires, since there are events and behaviors that are unforgivable, ultimate compassion.To forgive someone or something implies that there has been a transgression. You have been violated, hurt, insulted, treated badly or inhumanely, or somehow suffered greatly by another's actions. Something very valuable has been taken away; there has been grievous harm. Sometimes the transgression is factual; someone has been murdered, tortured, raped, neglected, beaten, publicly humiliated, or oppressed. Sometimes the transgression is subjective; we get our feelings hurt in ways that would not necessarily hurt someone else's feelings. Someone forgot your name at a party, your child was overlooked for a scholarship, someone assaulted your leadership style, or your boss did not pick up your ideas. As author and Buddhist meditation teacher Sylvia Boorstein says, 'We all have tucked away in our unconscious a little list of people who have hurt us in some way in our lives. And we keep the list even though they can no longer hurt us, as if forgiving them will give us amnesia, and we'll get hurt by them again.' When we have been hurt, we show a feverish intensity to the situation, we hold a magnifying glass on the person or people who hurt us, and we are exquisitely aware of the effect the injury has had on us. Whether objective or subjective, we are faced with similar feelings of being upset and resentful of being treated wrongly. Whether subjective or objective, whether it is a slight or a grievous transgression, when the hurt and insult has created a bur in our psyche we are faced with the heroic task of being responsible for the resulting psychic pain.Hatred, resentment, and a desire for revenge and getting even are heavy emotions that weigh us down. Heavy emotions, reliving the trauma or fight, and being tied to the past robs creativity, spontaneity, fun, and any semblance of a free life. We become virtual prisoners caged inside our own moods and dark thoughts, whether we are painfully tied to the traumatic insults waged against our bodies and spirits or fueling the flames of everyday grudges and insults. We instinctively know holding hate and resentment is not good for us, but being willing to let it go, knowing we are so justified in feeling a sense of outrage and a desire for justice, is another kettle of fish altogether.
"Every human action, whether it has become positive or negative, must depend on motivation."-- Dalai Lama When I feel alone, I can sense all of you here. When I am feeling the worst, I know, they are cheering for me.When I feel hurt, I feel many hands holding mine. It may seem a little odd, But you are here, even if your not.When I am walking by myself, I can feel everyone beside me. I feel your laughter, your smiles, They make the cloudy days go away.When I walk on, I leave a footprint, I leave behind a piece of me, The proof that I’m alive.As I stride, my hand is on yours, My fans, the friends of my life.When I walk away, Leaving my footprints, I feel all of you behind me, Following along my footprints.You move in stride with me, You’re with me, as my footprints.We have laughed together, We went through pain together, When I’m crying alone in the dark, You came to me, whispering to me.“We’re your footprints....â€(We’re here for you, We will always be here, We won’t let you be pushed down.No matter what happens, We will be here for you, We will hold your hand.)When people try to bring pain, Does it really make a difference? But if it all turned out different, I know you’ll still be with me!When I walk on, I leave a footprint, I leave behind a piece of us, The proof that we were here.As we stride, we are holding hands, A bond, A friendship too strong to break!When we walk away, Leaving our footprints, We will be holding hands, Your hand never letting me go.We move together in a stride, We’re alive, you’re my footprints!You are my footprints... THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE: centerTrue friendship multiplies the good in life and divides its evils. Strive to have friends, for life without friends is like life on a desert island... to find one real friend in a lifetime is good fortune; to keep him is a blessing.â€** Baltasar Gracian "Bojangles, circa 1995," .