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Saida

When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is saf

About Me

Heathers...we are everywhere.

This particular Heather is destined to be the crazy cat lady about whom the neighborhood children whisper rumors that she is a witch.

If you'd like to be added to my list, your job is to convince me you deserve to be there. Be creative kids. It makes you interesting.

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My Interests


Where to start? All this...interrogation. I can't take the pressure! ;-) I am interested in Middle Eastern Dance (bellydance, raks, oriental dance, whatever you wanna call it), Hatha Yoga (suddenly and recently, yoga has become interesting), Chain Mail (I make the best!), PUMPKINS, clubbing, making fun out of whatever I happen to be doing at the moment, surfing (I wanna learn how), abusing my children...doh! I meant raising...really, and a whole metric ass-load of other stuff I don't feel like writing down. Incidentally, a metric ass-load is exactly a lot.

I'd like to meet:

Me...but I suppose you'll do. ;-) I enjoy meeting new people, provided they have a smidge of intelligence (okay...more than a smidge...a lot more), a metric ass-load of humor, and mostly enjoy life. If there is something a little weird (yet not creepy) about you, so much the better!

Music:


I find something I like in almost every genre...*almost.* I am partial to goth/industrial/ebm/trance, middle eastern, bhangra, alternative 80's, punk, and a bunch of other stuff, too. Some well loved artists, in no particular order: Psychedelic Furs, Nusrat Fateh Ali Khan, Hossam Ramzy, Massive Attack, And One, Dead Kennedys, Skinny Puppy, Scissor Sisters, New Order, Ministry, Richard Thompson (Yeah, that old guy from England), Bauhaus, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Dead Can Dance, Peter Murphy, David Bowie, Serefe, Love and Rockets, Tones On Tail, Skot, The Cramps, Wave In Head, Nitzer Ebb, Einsturzende Neubauten, Beborn Beton, George Abdo, Talvin Singh, Bigod 20, Haujobb, Jethro Tull, BT, Front 242, Meg Lee Chin, Sigue Sigue Sputnik, Aphex Twin, The Clash, Big Audio Dynamite, Fleetwood Mac, Falco, Bassnectar, Iggy Pop, The Siren Project, Juno Reactor, Voltaire, Oingo Boingo, Fiction 8, The Pogues, Dead Milkmen, and on, and on, and on, forever...amen!

Movies:


A few I like in no particular order: Drop Dead Fred, Tank Girl, Silence of the Lambs, Amadeus, 29 Palms, Donnie Darko, Alien, 2001 A Space Oddessy, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, 24 Hour Party People, The Bird Cage, Life is Beautiful, Harold and Maude (of course!), and a million others I can't think of at the moment.

Television:


With the exception of the rare PBS binge, none

Books:


I love to read. I love too many books, and have too little patience to list them.

Heroes:


I honestly don't know who I would call one of my heroes. I don't idolize people, I suppose, because they all bleed red if you poke them with a sharp stick. (They usually say ow, too.) As far as accomplishments go, I think everyone is capable of great things. Most of us are just too lazy to do them. I think Mother Theresa was great, for instance, but I don't want to be like her when I grow up...it's not in my personal composition. I'm just not an altruist. That doesn't mean I am entirely selfish, but rather I recognize that most of the "selfless" things I do inherently benefit me in some way. I admire Emperor Frederik lll of Austria (15th century) for being a brilliant tactician and revolutionizing the way wars were fought. I wouldn't consider him a hero. Einstein was freaking brilliant, as was George Gamow (who is buried in my cemetery) and Leonardo Da Vinci. I still wouldn't consider them heroes. Wait...I know who my hero is...She is a single mom who busts her ass all day long at work, and comes home with love for her kids, even when she's furious. She silently, and namelessly ensures absolutely every need is met, while she teaches them to be really decent human beings. She isn't perfect, but she puts her level best into everything in her life. Sometimes, she makes bad choices and sometimes her choices seem inspired. Sometimes, she is really happy and sometimes she is fatally sad or enraged...even bitter. She usually puts her wants on the back burner, but occasionally brings them out to play...and sometimes will even fulfill one. That is my hero. (Reading all that was a total waste of your time, you know that, don't you?)

My Blog

Quitters

I'm now a quitter, too.  I just quit smoking, cold turkey.  If you are within striking distance, you may want to duck.
Posted by Saida on Sat, 26 May 2007 12:28:00 PST

Moving on.

Plans to go to school are moving forward, albeit at a slow pace, right now.  I am completely committed to this course of action, though I know it will mean the death of my free time.  I thin...
Posted by Saida on Sat, 05 May 2007 07:26:00 PST

love.

This is not a gooshy post about the emotion of love.  This is a post about muscle fatigue and adrenaline.  I *LOVE* that post workout muscle fatigued shakiness with the accompanying adrenali...
Posted by Saida on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 02:11:00 PST

Ch, ch, ch, changes

Things are always changing.  Job status changes.  Relationships change.  Goals change.  Everything is in a constant state of flux.  One of the things in my life that is changi...
Posted by Saida on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 03:49:00 PST

Resuming a daily practice

I have resumed what I'm trying to consciously make my daily practice.  My goal is a 1 hour long practice (minimum) each and every day.  I don't think that's unreasonable or even am...
Posted by Saida on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 11:54:00 PST

A conversation with my self.

Body, we gots to come to an agreement.  Winter is sufficiently over that most of the days are not the stay inside variety.  I'm gettin' out, workin' you in the outside air, as well as contin...
Posted by Saida on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 11:11:00 PST

"Exciting" week...

It's been a very exciting week.  Everything about work is 100% totally normal (translation: totally messed up).  That's not exciting.  The part that WAS exciting, though, is this: ...
Posted by Saida on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 12:46:00 PST

Grown ups are not as resilient as kids.

I sometimes need a reminder of this fact.  Today must have been one of those days, because I took a really impressive tumble when I was out rollerblading.  I was going down a steep hill, and...
Posted by Saida on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 02:56:00 PST

In desperate need of...SOMETHING.

I am in desperate need of something.  I'm not 100% certain what it is, but I know from where my need stems.  It's my job.  It's killing me.  What I do causes so much stress and anx...
Posted by Saida on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 02:53:00 PST

Cute lil' skeleton head!

..> You Are Death You symbolize the end, which can be frightening.But you also symbolize the immortality of the soul.You represent transformation, rebirth of a new life.Sweeping away the past is p...
Posted by Saida on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 03:11:00 PST