I stopped trying to fit in a long time ago cos I realised I couldn't no matter how hard I tried lol and I worked out I was born to stand out. I've been trail blazing since I can remember, never really went for what was trendy and just always did what I wanted to do....so I was always ahead of the game! Always........isn't it sad that we have to become adults before we see our own blessings and special gift.
I know myself and how a real human behaves towards others. I've seen the best and worst in people and see right through it all now.
Gonna share a secret with you all, life isn't about black/white/male/female/rich/poor....its simply about weak people and strong people....remember that and everything will start to make sense. Weak people will always try to bring down strong people, weak people make problems and the strong look for solutions, weak people cause trouble and make war....so be aware of the weak people.
So my advice is please do not imitate what you cannot comprehend, don't try to put me in a box...I won't fit in or pretend to understand what will take a lifetime to learn, my advice is simply to step....back...... watch, listen and learn!!!
I always wanted the perfect ending to everything in life, but I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't always rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what is going to happen next. Having faith I suppose.
I am very very passionate about the people and things that I care about and would always stand by what I believe and never let a friend down, I don't believe in being a victim and that you can't beat true happiness or positive energy to create your own utopia. I have felt and been in love and lost it, it's a pain that changes your whole being!!!For me it brought not only a broken heart but my darkest days after it too and don't we all do crazy stuff when we're heart broken and lost?
Sometimes you have to hit rock bottom till everything becomes clear to you. Life brings you situations every single day, what matters the most is if you are able to handle them keeping your composure. Now and then somebody will do or say something to you that will hurt you so badly that it will make you feel empty and destroyed. Its okay, we've all been there.
If you give somebody your 100 percent dont expect anything in return then you'll never be let down. If a person treats you poorly, it is the emptiness that they have within themselves, and no matter how much it hurts you, you have to let go and stop trying. If you dont, you will loose yourself in the process.
Love is blind. Whether it be your best friend or your lover, you don't want to believe that they would ever do you wrong so you let your mind play a trick on you. The person becomes a figment of your imagination, a mirage. Dont let yourself get to that point. Be strong and keep your head up.
I've learned that it is easier to forgive an enemy than a friend. In the long run it is not a question of whether they deserve to be forgiven. I am not forgiving them for their sake, but I am doing it for myself; my own health and well-being. I am a firm believer of Karma, what goes around comes around its just a matter of time. Let people talk shit about you...the haters just help you become more famous lol.
I have also learned that blood is not necessarily thicker. I have been blessed with some amazing friends. They have finished my sentences, spoken my thoughts, corrected my actions, cured my pain, and have defined the meaning of friendship for me. They have yelled at me, seen me cry, seen me laugh, laughed at me and with me...and I couldnt be more grateful to them for all these memories.
Kindness is the language which the deaf can hear and the blind can see.
As for the rest, add me as a friend, get to know me and .......................................? Maybe we can finish that story together.
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