Elder-Elect

Header Banner Made with MyBannerMaker.com! Click here to make your own! You should create your own MySpace Layouts like me by using nUCLEArcENTURy .COM's MySpace Profile Editor !WELL JUST TO TELL YOU A LITTLE BIT ABOUT ME, MY HOME TOWN IS RAEFORD NC, BORN AND RAISED. I GUESS I HAVE AN AVERAGE CHILDHOOD. WAS EDUCATED IN THE PUBLIC SCHOOL SYSTEM AT HOKE COUNTY HIGH SCHOOL, CONCENTRATING IN BUSINESS MANAGEMENT. I RECEIVED THE CALL FROM THE HOLY SPIRIT AT THE AGE OF 14. ALTHOUGH I DIDNT KNOW WHAT, WHEN, WHERE, OR HOW. I QUIETLY ACCEPTED. THATS WHEN MY LIFE TOOK A TURN FOR THE WORST, THE DEVIL WAS OUT TO KILL ME. THRU MANY TOILS TRAPS AND SNARES, I MADE IT, THRU CHILD ABUSE, THRU HOMOSEXUALITY, THRU BEING SEXUALLY ASSAULTED BY COUSIN, BISHOP, AND I EVEN MADE IT THRU THRU A DEADLY CAR ACCIDENT. BUT THE TRUST TEST OF MY CALLING WAS WHILE I WAS IN MY SIN OF HOMOSEXUALITY, LIFE THRU ME A CURVE BALL, I HAD A.I.D.S. GIVEN ONLY 6 MONTHS TO LIVE, ALONE AND HELPLESS, COULDNT TELL MY PARENTS, COULDNT TELL MY BROTHER AND SISTER. ALL I HAD WAS GOD AND MY PASTOR (REV. SAMUAL L. SCRIVENS) WELL AS I ENDURE THIS TRIAL, ALL I COULD DO WAS CRY AND PRAY, PRAY AND CRY. THEN ONE DAY THE LORD SPOKE TO MY PASTOR WITH INSTRUCTIONS THAT I WAS TO LIVE AND NOT DIE. (ISSAIH 53.5 & 2 PETER 2 .24). I RECIEVED A PHONE CALL FROM PASTOR ONE NIGHT ON MY WAY HOME FROM WORK, TELLING ME TO COME BY HIS OFFICE, HE AND ANOTHER ELDER WAS AT CHURCH WAITING FOR ME WITH INSTRUCTIONS. I FIGURED WHAT DID I HAVE TO LOOSE, BUT LITTLE DID I KNOW I HAD THE WORLD TO GAIN. I ARRIVED AT CHURCH AND AS I LOOKED TOWARD THE GRAVEYARD, I BROKE DOWN AND CRIED, ENVISIONING MY FRESHLY DUG PLOT, AS I WENT INTO HIS OFFICE, THEY WERE IN PRAYER AND SPEAKING IN TONGUES. I SAT DOWN AND WAITED TO HEAR FROM GOD, THE SPIRIT WAS SO HIGH, IT WAS LIKE I HAD AN OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCE. THE LORD TOLD ME TO READ "BUT HE WAS WOUNDED FOR MY TRANGRESSIONS, BRUISED FOR OUR INIQUITIES, THE CHASTISEMENT OF OUR PEACE WAS UPON HIM, AND WITH HIS STRIPED WE ARE HEALED" AND WHILE DOING THIS, I WAS PLACE ON A 7 DAY FAST, OF NOTHING BUT POTATO'S, UNSALTED, NO SUGAR, SODA, ONLY WATER AND POTATO'S, 6 DAYS TO BE BROKEN DOWN, REBUILT AND RESTORED, AND THE 7TH DAY IS COMPLETION. SO I WENT OUT, AND CAME HOME, MOM ASKED IF I WAS OK, AND I SAID YES, SHE DIDNT BELEIVE ME, BUT I COULDNT TELL HER. SO I WENT ON THRU THE WEEK BEING TEMPTED BUT I STUCK TO WHAT THE MEN OF GOD SAID TO DO, THEN ON THAT WEDS, I RECEIVED A CALL FROM MY PASTOR, SAYING THAT ON THE 6TH NIGHT AT MIDNIGHT, I WOULD BEGAN TO BURN, BUT NOT TO BE ALARMED, IT WAS THE HOLY SPIRIT BURNING OUT ALL TOXINS FROM ME, I SAID YES SIR, WENT ON TO BED, WELL THE 6TH DAY ROLLED AROUND NOT REALIZING I HAD GOTTEN STRONGER, THAT NIGHT ON MY WAY HOME FROM WORK, I BEGAN TO GET HOT, THIS WAS AROUND 10:30 AND IN THE MIDDLE OF WINTER, I HAD THE WINDOWS DOWN IN MY CAR, I CAME HOME SWEATING, MY MOM SAID "OHHH BABY UR BURNING UP ARE U OK, I SAID SADLY YES MAM, I TOOK A SHOWER AND SAID :LET THY WILL BE DONE: WENT TO THE KITCHEN TO GET A GLASS OF ICE, AND BEFORE I COULD GET BACK TO MY BEDROOM THE ICE HAD MELTED INTO WATER, I WAS ON FIRE, IN PAIN AND TEARS, AFRAID I WENT TO BED, TOSSED AND TURNED ALL NIGHT PRAYING TO GOD TO JUST LET ME DIE, BUT THAT WASNT HIS WILL, THE NIGHT DRUDGED ON, AND FINNALLY THE MORNING CAME, WOKE UP, SOAKED AS IF SOMEONE PORED 10 BUCKETS OF WATER ON ME, BUT I WAS REFRESHED AND REVIVED. THE PHONE RANG, IT WAS THE PASTER, LAUGHING ON THE PHONE, HE TOLD ME TO GO GET RETESTED, SO I DID, AND TO THE GLORY OF GOD, AND NO ONE BUT HIM, THEY COULD NOT FIND ANYTHING, NOTHING WAS WRONG, I JUMPED, CRIED, SHOUTED, SPOKE IN TONGUES, ALL THE WAY HOME, AND AS I GOT THERE, THE VOICE OF THE LORD, SAID, NOW LIVE FOR ME!!!!!!!!! AND HERE I AM ALMOST 13 YEARS LATER, STILL LIVING FOR HIM LAST TEST DONE ON APRIL 24TH. AND STILL NOTHING.