Not a boy, not a girl... but I'm hot so it doesn't matter does it?? Seriously though, I don't identify as "male" or "female". When I look in the mirror I do NOT see a man... but I certainly don't see a woman either. I just see myself as I am. I didn't enter this world as a boy or girl and don't think I should have to choose (regardless of any decisions made by my parents). I truly don't really understand why people get so hung up over sex & other peoples crotches. Dogs are more civilized... they give it a sniff and life goes on. Sexual organs are kinda creepy (penises & vaginas alike). 90% of it's usage is voiding waste from the body... then it has this "special" other purpose. It swells up with blood, pulsates... then strange fluids and smells come out of it. If that nasty sonofabitch is coming anywhere near me: A)You are an extremely lucky individual, and B)I must think you are pretty damn spiffy. I'm currently ****CELIBATE**** and I like it that way! I won't give it up for just anyone (if I ever do). Enough of that though...
I suppose I could call myself an artist... but don't like the word much at all. I write quite a bit & have performed some spoken word locally (kinda got a bit of stage fright, but plan to get out more with my stuff). I recently finished up work on my first feature film. It's called OPEN and I play Synthia (a lead role)!! It was a learning experience to say the least (film is SOOOO much different than stage). I was also one of the many artists featured in Steve Balderson's PHONE SEX and you should go buy it right now (www.dikenga.com)! I really don't create for recognition... it's much more of an outlet for myself. I wrote a song once when I was sweeping my kitchen floor... and sweeping the floor did the world more good!! Not that my song was shitty or anything... but it is a song... and that is all.
I really try not to judge people as I know how unfair & wrong it is... but find it harder & harder each day. Almost everyone I know can go to the bar and spend more money (in one evening) than they will give in the whole fucking year to help someone else less fortunate.I'm not some Pollyanna or new-age, Mr. Rogers hippy type... but right is fucking right, and wrong is fucking wrong!! It kinda freaks me the hell out... but a lot of things freak me the hell out i guess. Hmmm, time to get off my soap box =)
I'm always looking to meet interesting people (cause that's the best kind). People that make art are generally fun too. I like the way their minds work (usually). Making something that didn't exist before turns me on. lol
You Are Midnight
You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits.
Whether you're a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - you like to experiment with your lifestyle.
Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it.
You enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean you're a hermit. You also appreciate quality time with family and close friends.
What Your Soul Really Looks Like
You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort.
You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it.
You believe that people see you for how you are, not how you look. But deep down, you know that's not exactly true.
Your near future is still unknown, and a little scary. You'll get through wild times - and you'll textually enjoy it.
For you, falling in love has never been easy. You can only fall for someone who is very patient and persistent.
If You Were Born in 2893...
Your Name Would Be: Kin Raak
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