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Caz City Lake

Look. This is your world! You can't not look. There is no other world. This is your world; it is you

About Me

I know nothing. Skin is my only home. The seed of myth is truth. Time is an invention. Relativity is the only definite. The heart is built to break and heal stronger in the places it is torn.Just because we see World War Three coming does not mean it will happen. Each one of us is responsible for becoming as free as possible--and impossible just means possible from the inside. I beg of you, how can our purpose not include Love?We who are thirsty enough trek to the waterfalls so we can help those in the desert find the oases. Let's look for waterfalls and oases!
Human Rights Campaign's Buyer's Guide (pdf) Vote with your dollars.I'm also on Facebook , Tribe , OkCupid and Livejournal.
Two-spirit Trickster is love.Humble Guest in
"If we cannot speak, how can we discuss? If we cannot discuss, how can we invent?" -Frank Little
"We are not responsible for our oppression, but we must be responsible for our liberation." -Audre Lorde "If space is love, Professor [Einstein], then is love space? Or is love something we use to fill space? If time eats the donut, does love eat the hole?" -Tom Robbins, Even Cowgirls Get The Blues "Your vision will become clear when you look in your heart. Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens." ~Carl Jung

My Interests

accepting Enough, acting, augusto boal, alzheimer's disease, androgyny, ani difranco, audre lorde, avant garde, billy tipton, buddha, burlesque, burners, chivalrous compersion, city repair, conscious nurturing touch, contact improv, country/city cross-pollenation, dada, democracy now, dennis kucinich, didgeridoos, ecstatic dance, ethical sluttery, fuzzies, getting dirty, hippy drag shows, jade esteban estrada, jesus the man, jodhpers, kundalini yoga, leslie feinberg, making a family, marijuana, marriage equality, meditation, michelle tea, mime, modern dancers, mousey-cute dimpley boys and girls, muppets, n. scott momaday, native americans, neil gaiman, new mexico, noh theatre artists, non-violent activists, old crow confessions, opening societies, pat califia, pdx, people like you, polyfidelity, pragmatism, profane shamyns, queercore, raunchy musical theatre, rednecks, rene magritte, respectful cultural appropriation/appreciation, roller derby, satire, shakespeare, sufis, the nightingale theater, the northwest greenbelt, theatre therapy/activism, thich nhat hanh, tousled hair, transconditional love, transfolk liberation, tricksters, tulsans, two-spirited folks, y.o.u., gender unity and fluency, dreaming-swimming in your eye-pools, unapologetically belting so-bad-it's-good karaoke, getting utterly soaked eating an entire raw beefstake tomato on a sunbaked grassy hill cuddlin with sweetie(s), Dirty Eternity.

I'd like to meet:

Tomson Highway, Audre Lorde, Don Quixote, Leslie Feinberg, Billie Holiday, Jean Michelle Basquiat, Augusto Boal, Garrison Keillor, Bayard Rustin, yo mama, yo daddy, yo greasy ole granny, Cameo's mother, negative kudos, collaborators on the color wheel, and these folks:

Music:

http://www.youtube.com/v/ozf_FzvyhYs http://www.7secondsoflove.com/ninja/eric dolphy, charles mingus, joan armatrading, joni mitchell, the be-good tanyas, early jacob fred jazz odyssey, the kinsey sicks, michael rabinowitz, progressive hiphop, most journey-traipsing electronic music but I'm pretty new to it, pop music (to a point)....

Movies:

The Leningrad Cowboys Go America for dada, The Cockettes for fantasia, The Dreamers for eros, The Future of Food for tough love, Benny and Joon for nostalgia, Waking Life for aesthetic philosophy, The Temple Builder for tao.

Television:

Obviously the internet is my tv. For some reason I don't feel it's eating my imagination, just my time--so that's okay, right?

Books:

Right now I'm dancing with Hamlet & The Baker's Son, Augusto Boal's autobiography, The Ethical Slut (reading for the 3rd time), Living Our Dreams (Delaney), and Against The Stream (Levine). Other amazing bibliosperiences have been Without A Net (Tea), The Ancient Child (Momaday), Changing Ones (Roscoe), Trans Liberation (Feinberg), Pronoia (Brezsny), Redefining Our Relationships (Matik), The Little Prince (de Saint Exupéry), Stone Butch Blues (Feinberg), Dharma Punx (Levine), Changing Ones (Roscoe), Siddhartha (Hesse), Trickster Makes This World (Hyde), Their Eyes Were Watching God (Hurston), Rule of The Bone (Banks), Zami (Lorde), The Alchemist (Coelho), Life of Pi (Martel), The Invisible Actor (Oida), and Kiss of The Fur Queen (Highway); I like Suzan-Lori Parks and The Five Lesbian Brothers, e.e. cummings and Shakespeare, Richard Bach and Adam Bock.Next up: A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius (Eggers), Speaking Sex to Power (Califia) and Stranger In A Strange Land (Heinlen). What would you suggest?
Reading While Walking is a name I claim. Don't worry, I won't run into anything.

Heroes:

Hey, YOU'RE my hero! I mean, I've been following your work for ages and now here you are! Holy Limberger Eiffel Tower Compadre! Can I get your autograph? I am so totally flippin outa m'skin here! Hardcore. I'd call this a High Five Moment. Yes, you there in the back, come join this respect-dripping, rejection-risking, consentual group hug!

My Blog

51% is a revolution

Nuzzled with strangers' in a glorious puppy pile last night, we were discussing how group mind works in the wild. If 51% geese in a flock of geese glance in one direction, the flock will turn. However...
Posted by Caz City Lake on Mon, 23 Jun 2008 01:24:00 PST

vision-mission-affirmation

    It doesn't interest me what you do for a living, I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me what planets are squ...
Posted by Caz City Lake on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 03:52:00 PST

before and after leaving contact jam tonight

at Conduitheavy tender   lightopen softly    gazing eyeshear the sermon's shoutsbelieve in freedomlove sharp edges, forgive metwo places at oncetrust me, murdererawaken the downy cheeks...
Posted by Caz City Lake on Wed, 18 Jun 2008 01:29:00 PST

Housemate Call July 1st

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey peoples of the internet! Little (cheap) room, big house, 35th & Hawthorne, easy-going atmosphere, 2 dogs, four other people, two bathrooms, big yard, monthly group cleaning...
Posted by Caz City Lake on Sun, 08 Jun 2008 08:50:00 PST

thrill of the hunt

reasoned excuses, thoughtful ideas, risking boredomeither peace or war ingrained at everyturnletting go of the cleverness hamlet hamster wheelpulling heart threads taut, casting the bloody tinsel wide...
Posted by Caz City Lake on Wed, 04 Jun 2008 04:02:00 PST

yes, it’s true

today as i was unpacking, a ladybug flew out of my copy of the alchemist.
Posted by Caz City Lake on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 10:38:00 PST

Dragon Cookies

Dragon Cookies 1/2 lb unsalted European-style butter1 cup organic dark brown sugar2 eggs2 cups flour2 tsp baking soda2 tsp salt3 tsp cocoa3/4 cup maple sugar1 1/2 cups carob chips3 dashes cacao nibssh...
Posted by Caz City Lake on Thu, 02 Aug 2007 08:31:00 PST

7 habits

these are the rules: each player starts with 7 random habits/facts about themselves. people who are tagged need to write their own entry about their seven things, as well as these rules. at the end of...
Posted by Caz City Lake on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 12:17:00 PST

Meditate and Destroy

OMG Meditate and Destroy please come to Portland!...
Posted by Caz City Lake on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 12:12:00 PST

self-love

Is there a difference between the writer who sits down with a "block" because of having too much to write about and the writer who sits down to write but cannot think of anything to write about? I've ...
Posted by Caz City Lake on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 10:37:00 PST