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The Grinner

other people keep loging into my account text me instead if its personal

About Me

**** I am just a piano player in a whore house****

somewhat jaded, slightly used guy...trying to make my way thru life with out running over others....Broken wings make it hard to fly....a caged bird does not sing well....this i have learned

My Interests

be who you are not what someone else wants you to be........taking pictures ,hotrods, snowboarding,motorcycles, gettin tattooed,great food, film, fetish, taking pictures, bd&sm, art of all kinds,people watching(you often learn the things not to do by watching others fuck up) and hell all kinds of music...ohh and did i mention guns........any thing that drives fast..oh and crazy girls

I'd like to meet:

both my doggys when i come home, well and that guy who shows up at your door with a million dollars.... no one else

Music:

luv it even though i used to work in the stupid biz...music is one thing i don't think i could live without, it can be the one thing to bring you out of a funk or carry you through a hard time...pretty much everything from punkrock to classical

Movies:

theres nothing like a film that can pick you up and set you down feeling completly diffrent an hour or two later!!

Television:

the new myspace show airing all my dirty laundry

Books:

pretty much anything printed on anything!!!!....i think i manage to read everyday....and if i find a book i like i will stay up all night reading it

Heroes:

my dogs,you

My Blog

thank you all those who wrote me about punkin

thanks so much for the nice words and support thru all of this....i honestly think this is the hardest thing i have ever gone thru....that coming from me makes me afraidi am blessed that i have anothe...
Posted by miguel on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 10:01:00 PST

punkin

so m doogy punkin is not with me right now...coming home is not the same as i write this m othere doggy lelu is curled up against me un aware her sister is fighting for her life,,,earlier tonight punk...
Posted by miguel on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 03:11:00 PST

my birthday party sat june 10th burgandy room

be there cheap drinks, and even cheaper dates.....how can you go wrong
Posted by miguel on Fri, 09 Jun 2006 05:50:00 PST

jeffry we will miss you

today aids has stolen an amazing young man from or lives...you are not my first friend to die nor will you be my last...i will always have you in my heart you were only 30 I GROW, I HURTI SEE, I LEARN...
Posted by miguel on Thu, 18 May 2006 07:02:00 PST

Death

is amoung us..and has a sobering effect...show those you love what they mean to you
Posted by miguel on Mon, 08 May 2006 08:31:00 PST

my path

is hard to follow, i have lost my way so to speak and am reaching out to find it again...i have pride in knowing i respect who people are yet find myself looking inwards to anwser questions i have nev...
Posted by miguel on Sat, 08 Apr 2006 04:41:00 PST

feeling sad remembering lost friends alone and crying im alive

In the stillness of the night I have walked in your streets, and my spirit has entered your houses, And your heart-beats were in my heart, and your breath was upon my face, and I knew you all. Ay, I k...
Posted by miguel on Tue, 25 Oct 2005 01:39:00 PST

blahh

me, coffee, my dogs and a cig...nice way to spend an afternoon...watching the angry drivers on sunset force their way in and out of traffic showing lack of concern for others in a rush for self gratif...
Posted by miguel on Sun, 16 Oct 2005 04:07:00 PST

cock sucking guide

Giving good head is an artform that I didnt perfect until I was in my mid-twenties. Before that I was constantly bewildered, usually drunk and often left wondering why I kept getting "fired." I had t...
Posted by miguel on Mon, 05 Sep 2005 10:31:00 PST

pleasure

Pleasure is a freedom song, But it is not freedom. It is the blossoming of your desires, But it is not their fruit. It is a depth calling unto a height, But it is not the deep nor the h...
Posted by miguel on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST