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Michelle

Lost and alone in a dark world

About Me

My name is Michelle and I am currently a student going to school to try and become a social worker so I can work with people like me who suffer from an eating disorder and post traumatic stress disorder.I have had anorexia for almost 5 yrs now and am currently in treatment and going back and forth over whether to get better or not,I love to meet new people especially people who are going through the same thing as me who understand what it is like so if anyone wants to chat or talk let me know.I want to meet and add friends on here to talk with people like me whether they are in recovery or not I still want to be friends because we all understand each other no matter what,we have a bond that noone else can understand and I know I dont feel so alone knowing that their are others who are going through what I am and understand and I can be friends with them no matter what recovery or not.I also must say that my page is in no way promoting an eating disorder,I wouldnt wish this on my on worst enemy,I wouldnt want anyone to suffer or feel as much pain as I do,I hope people still want to be my friend and add me,I really am a nice,honest,caring person and I like meeting new people,I am shy at first but once you get to know me I am more open.I love my nieces and nephews they are my world,my life and they mean everything to me,I love to see them smile and laugh and having fun,I love to watch them learn new things especially the way their faces light up when they realize something new.I am fighting everyday because of them.Nothing or noone will ever change my love for them.So if you want to know more about me and become friends,please feel free to add me,I am a great and caring friend.Take a chance and you will see.

My Interests

Music,Movies,Writing,Reading,school,Mary-kate and Ashley olsen,,Ellen pompeo,Hilary duff,,Taking care of kids,Helping others,meeting new people

I'd like to meet:

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Television:

7th heaven.E.R.,Grey's Anatomy,Lost,House,Law and order svu,Ghost whisperer,Starting over,Americas next top model,Survivor,full house since I was little,

My Blog

So hopeless and out of control,I want to disappear so bad

I feel so hopeless and so out of control,I want to give up and go away to just disappear.I read all the time how everyone says that everyone deserves help or there is hope for beating this anorexia bu...
Posted by Michelle on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 11:17:00 PST

Recovery?comments welcome please

I am currently struggling to get better,my head goes back and forth between better and the other part of me has so much fear about it,what if I lose control but then again I realize I dont really have...
Posted by Michelle on Tue, 20 Jun 2006 07:28:00 PST

My Birthday Next week

Well Next week is my birthday and I dont want it to be,I hate getting older but then again it's just another day to everyone who knows me.I am fighting so hard everyday to be strong and not give up,I ...
Posted by Michelle on Thu, 08 Jun 2006 05:57:00 PST

Feeling lost

I dont know anymore I feel so alone and I dont have anyone who really cares,I wish there was people here where I live who understood what it is like to have an eating disorder,I am fighting this by my...
Posted by Michelle on Wed, 19 Apr 2006 07:55:00 PST