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(.•°may°•.) [old friends only]

they are no where in her thoughts, as she dives beneath the waves.

About Me


i'm shy, nice, and you should take me to the fair and buy me ice-cream.
please send me a message if you are wanting to add me so i know who you are and stuff :)

"but I am always dreaming, even when I am awake" [the last unicorn]
"Dreams have only one owner at a time. That's why dreamers are lonely." - Erma Bombeck.
be nice to me, even behind my back!! i am fragile!
p.s. i hate people with big egos, so if you have one, please go away. i also hate people who think they are "cool" ...
You will never get to know me by looking at my myspace profile. You will absolutely never ever understand me by looking at my pictures. You will never get to know me by talking to me at a bar.
if i seem cold or rude to you at any point, it's either because i'm stressed out and busy OR shy. or off in my own little world. it takes me awhile to be friends with new people. i'm bad at being friends with my friend's friends sometimes. i feel that those friends belong to the original friend, and i forget to talk to them, or feel weird doing so. it's better when i meet people on my own, then i feel like they are *my* friends.
come to my club!!!
Click Here and RSVP!!!!!!
SEE MY BAND!!!
click here to listen to maystar!
click here to buy tickets!
all ages! Dresden Dolls w/ MayStar. Doors at 6:30pm
Also playing the Local 94/9 show at the Casbah. 21+ Free! Doors at 7pm
my band: myspace.com/maystar

My Interests


i have a band. click: ..

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inside jokes
contrast
contradictions
imagination
magic
song lyrics
robert smith's lyrics
mix tapes
beach-side cliffs at night
walking in the dark
roof tops
swimming in the ocean at night
sunsets at the beach
red-wood forests
alaska
train rides in alaska
wildflowers
(playing in) the rain
streams and waterfalls
candle lit pic-nics
mojitos
mint
orchids
sweet-peas
vanilla bodyspray
vintage lingerie
40's and 50's pin-ups
candles
lipstick
lighting
dreams
sleeping
obscure songs
old trains
dome cars
tunnels
flying
new york
lofts
buildings from the early 1900's
drive-in movies
artist districts
french films
japanese horror movies
photobooths
poloroids
high heels
stockings
japanese girls
japanese culture
black hair
black eyes
pale skin
"electro" hair i can pull
art
painting
drawing
suicide
mod furniture & clothing
monorails
warm desert air (not hot)
roller-skating
slumber-parties
small parties
close friends
secrets
playing hide-and-go-seek
haunted houses
halloween
climbing trees
carnivals
spin-the-bottle (friends only)
underwear parties
dancing with gay boys and lindas
graphic design
ball gowns
bodyboarding
MACs
designing clothes
vintage fabrics and prints
twiggy lashes
2002's
florida green
mint green
red hearts
circles
1961 comets
cats
ancient egypt
hieroglyphics
secret codes
letters
wall paper
edward gorey
watermelon juice
carrot juice
#8 sandwiches from krakatoa
watermelon popsicles from henry's
root beer
cherry-vanilla hanson's
pepermint water
cherry clearly-canadian(s)
gingerale
voss glass water bottles
TJ street tacos

I'd like to meet:

please send a message when adding me!!! say who you are and how you found me, etc. myspace is confusing and pictures never seem to look like the real people, and vice versa.
this is my "OLD friends only profile" If you want to be my newer friend add my main profile: click here (my music profile)
OR
i also have this profile: click here (design/personal-ish profile)

mes amies
I have negative 63 billion and 1/2 friends.

*my* club

my band

linda

puta

redfern

eric

james

marcy

edgar

sarah

jj

patrick

trevor

rob

mateo

nate

alex

lee

justin

barry

missy

tim

selena

isha

zoe

pete

joseph

angie

Music:


my band (click here)
shoegaze, experimental, indie.
(disclaimer: i only like CERTAIN songs from each band! sometimes just one!!!)
air
the autumns
azure ray
bang gang
beat circus
the black bird O.S.T.
black synth
black wire
berlin
blonde redhead
the blow
boards of canada
clara rockmore
cobra killer
console
cocorosie
the cure
denali
devotchka
dresden dolls
drinking electricity
duo inmortales
duran duran
elliot smith
far
french kicks
the glove
gary numan
gestalt orchestra
helen kane
hooverphonic
IAMX
jessie evans
joanna newsom
joy division
junior boys
kalx
kitsune
the knife
kraftwerk
ladytron
lali puna
le mans
leon theremin
the Lothars
material issue
Michael Hearst
michael ribiat
mindless self indulgence
mirah
miss kittin
modest mouse
mogwai
muse
new young pony club
nirvana
no knife
noro keyes
patsy cline
pedro the lion
a perfect circle
pinback
p.i.l.
pink floyd
planetaldol
the pixies
pj harvey
placo arsure
the postal service
portishead
radiohead
ratatat
razorlight
robots in disguise
scout niblett
the shins
shizuka
siouxsie
slowdive
skinny patrini
soft cell
the stranglers
sun kil moon
sunset rubdown
superheroes
swayzak
system of a down
team sleep
tricky
trost
the unicorns
vast
visage
vive la fete
Wisteriax
young marble giants
zonophone
zot

and certain 20's - 40's music
& myspace.com/radiodismuke

Movies:


suspenseful-type scary movies, well made love stories (which are rare), bizarre random movies, some silent movies, and foreign films (esp. french ones).
21 grams
a clockwork orange
amelie
american beauty (?)
antonia's line
audition/odishon
big fish
breakfast at tiffany's
cat's eye
closer
devil's advocate
dot the i
eraserhead
eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
factory girl
fahrenheit 451
flowers in the attic
great expectations (everything is a different shade of green in this movie!!)
harold and maude
hearts in atlantis
heights
the house of yes
it (with clara bow, silent film)
the jacket
the last unicorn
lolita
lost in translation
the machinist
magnolia (ONLY because of the raining frogs)
the notebook
the princess bride
rear window (hitchcock)
the shining
shop girl
the sixth sense
sleeping beauty
star wars
susperia
vanilla sky
the virgin suicides
village of the damned
the watcher in the woods
wild hearts can't be broken

Television:


the twilight zone, 6 feet under, AND THAT IS ALL!! I HATE TV WITH A PASSION! (TV is for the dreamless) UPDATE: ok and now i have been forced to watch TV a little bit, boston legal and grey's anatomy are OK. still hate TV though.

Books:


(UCSD doesn't allow us to have free time to read or think on our own...They have to keep the smart people overly busy with useless homework so that we don't take over the world...hehehe...)
Anne Rice books
1984 by George Orwell
fahrenheit 451
stories i liked when i was little:
'The Green Ribbon' from In a Dark, Dark Room and Other Scary Stories by Alvin Schwartz
Outside Over There by Maurice Sendak
Where the Wild Things Are (by Maurice Sendak)
Boney Legs by Joanna Cole
Tawny Scrawny Lion

Heroes:


anyone who randomly has a sword or even a spoon.

My Blog

all words, no actions

storybook liesgive a song give all the words in the worldfreely and meaningfullybut it's all in your headjust a secret dreambehind a screenwith no blood to consummate this promise your sword lays stil...
Posted by (."°may°".) [old friends only] on Sat, 14 Jun 2008 10:19:00 PST

new city, same place

new city, same placeevery city the exact same placejust different facessame storiescarbon copy soulseveryone trying to fill up the exact same holes
Posted by (."°may°".) [old friends only] on Sat, 14 Jun 2008 10:27:00 PST

and with everything that is happening, so life-changing...

she writes nothing.thinks of nothing to write.doesn't thinking of writing at all.except for this....
Posted by (."°may°".) [old friends only] on Fri, 13 Jun 2008 02:01:00 PST

poem - unfinished

hanging on to the nothingin all the armsshe cries insidein all the armsshe dies insidewith no resolutionhe knows she's gone tonighthold onhe knew it'd endbut is it gone for sure? she's back tonighthan...
Posted by (."°may°".) [old friends only] on Sat, 14 Jun 2008 10:24:00 PST

the feeling of nothing

the feeling of nothingshe lays on the floorunable to movenumb to it allthoughts rush aroundbut then none at allall at the same timethe stillnessof the dayimpending encircling herwinds around her heada...
Posted by (."°may°".) [old friends only] on Sat, 31 May 2008 06:43:00 PST

playing with dresden dolls...

playing with dresden dolls on the house of blues stage was the most amazing feeling in the whole world...!!!!!i LOVE big stages... it's so much easier to pretend you are someone else and actually PERF...
Posted by (."°may°".) [old friends only] on Fri, 23 May 2008 05:00:00 PST

i’m so depressed

yes, im always depressedbut last month i didnt pay my credit card bill on timeand i've NEVER missed a bill or been late EVERand my house is destroyed beyond repairand cleaning it doesnt seem like an o...
Posted by (."°may°".) [old friends only] on Fri, 02 May 2008 05:53:00 PST

skeleton

sunken hallow eyesthe skeleton dances soullesscold and insensitive to the touchof love
Posted by (."°may°".) [old friends only] on Thu, 01 May 2008 10:40:00 PST

faux fame

you go to last year's partiesdressed in last year's fashionyou've got no passionfor anything other than too much alcohol and stdsfrom gay boys in the bathroom.this is a dumb electro song, that i wrote...
Posted by (."°may°".) [old friends only] on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 03:00:00 PST

the underground art scene PEOPLE in Las Vegas...

are amazing. [nice/family-like/supportive of each other...]and basically have adopted my band ... they keep booking us again and again!! why doesn’t san diego seem to have that kind of art scene...
Posted by (."°may°".) [old friends only] on Mon, 07 Apr 2008 06:54:00 PST