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About Me

EBBY IN A NUTSHELL Contrary to popular belief, I am not against dating in my own race. I love the chocolate! But I am a very different individual, and I find that people in my own culture have trouble accepting my diverse (and perverse) tastes. I like wearing spikes, I like listening to death metal. I express myself anyway I fucking feel like it, and if it alienates anyone, then they are probably just close minded, and not worth my time. I don't do what I do for shock value or to put people off. I am just being myself. Anyone who knows me well knows that I am a very warm and caring individual, until you piss me off! I am very sensitive, and tend to hold grudges against those who get close enough to truly wound me. I am masochistic as well as sadistic, but I prefer to have to upper hand..."gimme that whip! Amatuer. I'll show you how it's done". I don't really consider myself a goth, although I dress as such. My attitude is much more punk, and in the soft gooey center, there's a maternal caregiver who heals and tries to fix everything. I'm stronger than I look, and meaner than I act. But I have an open mind. So don't fucking try to label me. Don't tell me that just because I don't talk ghetto that I'm trying to be white, when I only talk like I have an EDUCATION. Don't tell me that I'm trying to be something that I'm not. I know exactly who I am. I'm a freak, and I like it that way. I like to have fun, I'll never grow up, and all the judgemental fuckers that try to criticize or label me can FUCK OFF AND DIE. Thank you, have a nice day! :)
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My Interests

music, poetry, moshing, drunken karate, anime(with more brains than bouncing boobs), movies with fight scenes and explosions, good friends, quality time

I'd like to meet:

freaks with big brains and abstract conspiracy theories

Music:

PANTERA, Lamb of God, Coal Chamber, Type O Neg, Devil Driver, Sepultura, Soulfly, Fortyfour, Negative Process, Tool, Dimmu Borgir, Testament, Mushroomhead, Bile, American Head Charge, Ministry, Genitortures, Kittie, OTEP, Cyanotic, Front Line Assembly, Front 242, Skinny Puppy, Rammstein, NIN

Movies:

Army of Darkness, Edward Scissorhands, Kill Bill,OFFICE SPACE, Fear and Loathing, Natural Born Killers, Friday, Nightmare B4 X-mas, Benny and Joon, Queen of the Damned

Television:

Nip Tuck, Wolf's Rain, Inuyasha, Samuri Champloo

Books:

Celestine Prophecy, Ann Rice

Heroes:

Ghandi, Dali Lama, Marilyn Monroe, Madonna

My Blog

Life in Dayton

Circles Cloudy haze in the city of the dayWhere people often lose their wayWith quicksand steps and cinderblock feetThey stumble r...
Posted by EBBY on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 12:56:00 PST

Human Cartoons

He's not a god he's Just a man He's not a prince, he's a fucking slob! She's not a cocktease, She's a slut! Some starving artist... Get a job! He's not a leader, He's a prick! Capitalist assho...
Posted by EBBY on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Dance of the Damned

This is an older repost. I've been feeling delightfully unwholesome lately, and I missed this song. It definitely reflects my present mood... I like the darkness I like the sick, sick, sic...
Posted by EBBY on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

The wierd kid

I remember spending recess reading underneath a tree I remember pulling down my hat so that no one could see me I used to draw monsters I used to play with worms I would refuse to wear a dress I ...
Posted by EBBY on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

walk away

Silently I watch as you walk away I absorb every graceful movement of your feline gait You float above the ozone On pads of confidence and security You are adored, you are loved How I envy your f...
Posted by EBBY on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Last man standing

He feels the love of life, and turns to lean into the sun He's bathed in light and hope with no idea of what's to come The sunlight on his face reflects the shadows close behind The temporary solac...
Posted by EBBY on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

If you want me to add you...

I already have more friends than I can handle!!! Everyone I've added has been unique and special to me in a way that I can relate, but I can't keep up with all the friend maintenance. I am already neg...
Posted by EBBY on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

hellogoodbye

Isn't it lovely when nothing else matters? You lock eyes and lips and nothing else exists. Isn't it tragic when delusion shatters? You flush down the fable into the abyss.
Posted by EBBY on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Piigeonhole

I know a devil who dont drink or smoke Ive seen an angel do a line of coke Ive seen a ghetto brotha raise his son Ive met a lawyer with a loaded gun I know a baby momma goin to school ...
Posted by EBBY on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

blameshifting

So, who do you hate the most? The person who betrays you and breaks your heart, or yourself for letting them in in the first place?
Posted by EBBY on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST