working. music. sleep. sex. tatoos. movies.
ive met alot of people. ive never met hemdale though,that would be beyond huge for me. i would like to met jr hayes,scott hull and seth putnam again. and just shoot the shit with them. id also love to meet jenkus christ and bask in the gospel of jenkstianity. oh,and i also want to meet/see barry manillow and rick astley. fuck you.
hemdale,PLF,festering puke,DAHMER!,DOOM,yacopsae,apartment 213,fuck on the beach,schnauzer,assuck,agathocles,drogheda,disrupt, free barabbas,anal cunt,nasum,pig destroyer,hideous mangleus, amebix,warcollapse,intestinal disgorge,denak,digital underground,xzibit,excrementory grindfuckers,fuck on the beach,G.I.S.M,kitchen knife conspiracy,mdc,nausea,pigsty,toxic narcotic,verbal abuse,aus rotten,caustic christ,screeching weasel,hypo christians,massappeal, spazz,head hits concrete,cross out,devourment,municipal waste,the accused,adrenalin o.d.,ss decontrol,bloodcum,bad luck 13 riot extravaganza,corpse molesting pervert,stabwound,captain cleanoff,mincing fury and guttural clamour of queer decay,repulsion,and napalm death.
halloween 1 and 2.the wedding singer,napoleon dynamite,blues brothers,the shining,last house on the left,clockwork orange,clerks,clerks 2,team america,grease,children of the corn,texas chainsaw massacre-the originals.
scrubs,drake and josh,pimp my ride and csi:vegas.
the necronomicon,satanic bible,idiots guide to masturbation.
i try not to idealize people,but i do have some people i look up to,or wish i had more time with. my grandmother for always being the one to keep my zoo of a family together. it just hasnt been the same since youve been gone. 7 years as of mothers day 2008. my mother,because even though she raised me alot different then my sister shes toughened me up,and shown me how to stand true to cmy convictions,step up and be a man,pay my debts and not hide from the truth. my childhood friends,the ones who abandoned me after we graduated. you motherfuckers showed me who i can really rely on when things get rough. brandon schattsneider,for being the only person to remain constantly around to talk to when i needed to vent and not be judged. niki smith,things between us may have ended on less then deserirable terms,but you showed me who i was becoming,and helped me to stop and remove all that ugliness. you made me deconstruct myself and reevaluate all the shit i wanted out of life. ill never be able to thank you enough for it. que sera,sera right?. whoever invented the blue prints for the 91-96 buick roadmaster. you created the hands down perfect automobile. i just wish i could afford the fuel needed. my truck,a 1997 toyota tacoma lx,even though you are being taken away from me,ive had every big moment of my life with you. my first junior high dances,i learned to drive in you,i went through my first love-ups and downs with you. and when everything went south and my life spiraled beyond depression and nothingness you were there,providing the music and taking me wherever i wanted to go without ever leaving me stranded. i just hope that wherever you go next they take care of you,and someone else can get enough 102,000 miles of joy out of you. im way to said about the recall on my truck. its ridiculous. and finally,last but not least,addie patterson. for being there by my side helping pick up the peices to rebuild me. i know out relationship is tough,and at times im sure you re-evaluate choosing me,but i love you more everytime i look in those giant beautiful eyes. and i just want you to know that no matter what happens or comes our way,we can beat it,as long as we hold strong.