I used to study different kinds of philosophy, but now I only search for the ultimate truth, the ways of understanding each aspect of the universe, as above so below, the occult is clearer than ever to me, and I express it through the use of art, specially music. I like to sing , for now i only doit as a comunion with the higher forces which created me, the dark aspect of creation, my soul was born from the infernal flames, and so my transcendence continues into the eternal darkness, only the fire from within myself will show me the way.
ABRAXAS.
here is some of the music I like:the 3rd and the mortal, after forever,...and oceans, amorphis, anathema, ancient, arcana, arcturus,archaos, astrofaes,autumn leaves, autumn tears, behemoth, black witchery ,bethzaida, blind guardian, bloodbath, borknagar, break of reality, candlemass, carcass, celestial season, cemetery of scream,cephalic carnage,cianide, cradle of filth,cryptosy,danzig, darkflight, dark silence, demons and wizards,dead can dance,dimmu borgir, disembowelment,divine empire, dokken, draconian, dragon force, dragonlord, dream theatre, elegeion, elend, emperor, empyrium,esoteric, en las espesas nieblas(deathdoom from peru)ephemeral sun, eternal tears of sorrow, ethereal pandemonium, forest of shadows, forever slave, forlorn, fall of empyrean,forest of impaled, god dethroned,grave, green carnation, haggard,hate forest,golgotha, hecate enthroned, highlord,hypocricy, iced earth,immolation,impaled, in the woods,incantation, internal bleeding, iron maiden, kamelot, katatonia, kohachiro miyata(shakuhachi:japanese flute), krisiun, lacrimas profundere, lacuna coil, lake of tears,leaves' eyes, limbonic art, macbeth, maundlin of the well. mayhem, metalium.mercury tide, metalica, midnattsol, morgion, my dying bride,mystifier, napalm death,neolithic,nest, nightwish,ningizzia , nile,nocturnal rites,nortt, nocturnal mortum,november's doom, nox arcana, obituary, octavia sperati, october tide, opera IX, opeth, orphaned land,pink floyd, primordial,pazuzu, rain fell within, rhapsody, rotting christ, saturnus, shape of despair, silent cry, sirenia,siebenburgen, slayer, solitude aeturnus, startovarius, substance for god,shroud of bereavement, shroud of despondency ,testament, the blood divine, the eternal, the forsaken, the gathering, the sins of my beloved, theatre of tragedy,theatres des vampires, therion, tiamat, todesbonden, trail of tears, tristitia, tristania, the living fields,triarchy , unexpect,under moonlight sadness,venom, vision divine, while heaven wept, whispering forest, whispering gallery,witchcraft, withersoul, within temptation, wood of ypres,warblade.
conan the barbarian, hellraiser, what dreams may come(that movie is exelent, just like the divine comedy) all of the prophecy and the omen, desperado, the family guy movie, street fighter II, berserk, and a lot more some more meaningfull, others just interesting or cultural or just pure entertaiment.
I really whatch little tv, but I figure if I dont do it I'll be like insane or something.
here are some of the most infuential books to me.(DR mean dont remember). THE GOETIA --MATHERS/CROWLEY. CELTIC MAGIC---D.J. CONWAY. THE SECRETS OF HIGH MAGIC--FRANCIS MELVILLE. THE BOOK OF THE LAW. CROWLEY. SAINT GERMAIN ON ALCHEMY.THE PERFECT MATRIMONY---SAMAEL AUN WEOR. THE BOOK OF SECRETS--OSHO. INTEGRAL PSYCHOLOGY--KEN WILBER. INTRODUCTION TO TANTRA--LAMA YESHE. THE ANCIENT WISDOM--ANNIE BESANT. MEDITATION--BRIAN WEISS. THE DARK ARCHETYPE---DUMARS/NYX. THE FOUR AGREEMENTS---MIGUEL RUIZ. LUCIFER RISING---GAVIN BADDELEY. NOCRONOMICON/ NECRONOMICON SPELLBOOK----SIMON. THE SATANIC BIBLE/ THE SATANIC WITCH----ANTON LAVEY. SINCHRODESTINY---DEEPAK CHOPRA. BOOK OF FIVE RINGS----MUSASHI. UNCOVER YOUR PAST LIVES---TED ANDREWS. NOCTURNAL WITCHCRAFT/GOTHIC GRIMOIRE----KONSTANTINOS. LEVIATHAN---THOMAS HOBBES. SEXUAL PALMISTRY---NATHANIEL ALTMAN. THE ART OF SEXUAL MAGIC---MARGOT ANAND. THE ART OF ECSTATIC SEX---DIANA RICHARDSON. THE LABYRINTH TAROT----LUIS ROYO. MASTERING THE TAROT----EDEN GRAY. THE DIVINE COMEDY---DANTE ALIGHIERI. WRITERS INC---DR. KAMA SUTRA.---DR. TAI TE CHING.---DR. TEACHINGS ON DRAGON MAGICK---ERIC YUDELOVE. TEACHINGS ON DRAGONMAGICK---DON CARDOZA. UPA VEDA TEXTS. All Carl Jung.
the word hero makes me think of a little girl waiting for someone to do something for her, and theh she'll say "u r my hero" so since I dont put my hopes on annyone I have no heroes, but I admire a lot of people for the aportacions they heve given to the world.