Us escric aquesta missiva per tal de compartir de nou amb vosaltres, una, aquesta vegada, una mica estranya experiència; L’altre dia era jo dormint quan em vaig despertar de sobte com quasi sempre que et despertes. Aquell dia però, vaig notar com una presència a la meva dreta.
Lentament, girant un si es no el cap damunt el coixÃ, i mirant de tal manera que l’ull esquerre no veia més que el nas, vaig veure no un, ni dos, ni tres com sempre havia cregut , sinó una munió de jos, una multitud arrenglerada mirant d’ocultar-se l’un darrera l’altre, de Joans, de NinyÃns!! No entenc com sortiren de mi. El cas és que jo vaig començar a entrar a dins seu aleatoriament. Haig de reconèixer que el que em va agradar més, el més intens, el més maco, i el que em va durar uns quants dies va estar quan vaig ser dona. És dificil d’expressar-ho amb paraules però vaig sortir al carrer, era en Joan Cardona i tothom em reconeixia com a tal , però jo era una dona, no en les formes ni en els trets més superficials, sinó en la manera de percebre el món i en la manera com aquest t’afecta. El més divertit és quan vaig ser un orangutà , la manera de moure’m i de pensar, constantment jogant i menjant delÃcies de la Terra, el temps era un concepte que no tenia cabuda dins el meu cap, era una sensació molt agradable. També vaig ésser un neanderthal, o quelcom per l’estil. El cas és que em passava la vida ajupit picant pedres amb pedres per fer noves pedres dins una cova. No era tan divertit, encara recordo la por constant, més que por, prevenció, la fred i la gana. Aquests van ser els més intensos, però també vaig ser xinès, un negre superbailongo i acòlit de Jah.
Tot plegat realment sorprenent però molt cansat per fer-ho o ser-ho tot en un dia. Aixà doncs, quedà rem per veuren’s més sovint i parlar de les nostres coses. Ja era ben fosc quan van tornar a entrar dintre meu i quan van ser-hi tots, vaig tornar a dormir.
Ara que ja ho sabeu; bona nit i bon dia!
Dear friends,
I am writing to you this letter in order to share with you, an experience, this time a bit wear; a few days ago I was sleeping when I suddenly got up, like the way I usually get up. That day though, I felt a presence on my right side.
Slowly, I turned my head from de pillow, and I look on a way that my left eye only could see my nose. I didn’t see one, two or three as I usually believed, whereas I saw a group of my doubles, a group of myself lined up, hiding one after the other, of Johns… of Ninyins.I don’t understand, how they could get out from me, but in fact I started to go inside them rather randomly. I recognize that, what I liked it most, the most intense, the most beautiful, and what stayed with me a few days after, was when I became a woman. This is difficult to express with words, but when I went out on the street, I was Joan Cardona and every body new me as that. But I was a woman, not in the general traits, but on the way I perceived the world and how the world affected me. The most funny was when I became an Orangutan, the way I moved and thought, constantly playing and eating goodness from the earth, and the time was a concept without meaning in my head, just a beautiful sensation. I also became a nearthental, or something like that. I remember being in a sitting position of a cave, banging stones in order to make new ones. This wasn’t an enjoyable experience; I remember having constant fear, being extremely precautious, cold and hungry. These were the most intense ones, but I also was a Chinese, a black man good at dancing and an acolyte de Jah.
Everything was amazing, but it was very tiring to be all these beings in one day. We decided we would meet often, and we would talk about ourselves. It was dark when they all went back inside my body and then I fell sleep.
Now that you know it, good night and good morning.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YW7JAo_0ROU
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