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Freedom Farmer

Beauty is everywhere. Just look.

About Me

I am in a growth spurt in which I SAY YES, I follow my intuition, and I let the light in. My name means "in darkess until she smiles." I farm about 1 1/2 acres of asparagus, salad greens tomatoes, peas, blackberries, and apples with my awesome students, plus two other garden plots at local public schools. Hoophouse happens. Beautiful people make it so. Life is hectic now and coffee gets me through.Growing with kicks and starts of punctuated equilibrium. Afraid that the balance for which I strive is either non-existent or dreadfully boring, though I'm a sucker for a good rhythm in so many ways. I am thankful for today and I have high expectations. Anything else you want to know, I may or may not tell you. I want to feel the rapture without bypassing the suffering of life. I want to make the world a little better by my existence. I am learning how to fulfill my purpose on earth. I love my friends and family so much.

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My Interests

Growing things. Feeding myself with foods that make me feel alive. And pizza. Oxymorons and palindromes.A man, a plan, a canal, Panama.Heart-gushing love. My kitty. All things invisible and inexplicable. Turning my body, mind, and spirit into something more beautiful than it was yesterday. Asking questions that don't have answers. Autonomy. Humans and the way we act. Compost piles and cicadas. All things Miranda July. The scent of certain men's armpits. Learning how to communicate without words. Spreading love like mud on a spackling knife.

I'd like to meet:

Nessie the Loch Ness Monster. People who like to drive tractors and who like to play music. My doppelganger. Musicians, artists, dreamers, hikers, activists, bibliophiles, someone who might like to take tango lessons. People who would think a day of hiking or farming is perfect, especially when there's a meal of food you grew yourself waiting for you with a nice bottle of wine when you get home all tired.

Music:

I could not live without music. I'm in a band called Rude Rock Family. Our new album is called "No, no, no...yeah." Listen to some songs on Rude Rock's myspace! Tortoise, Tom Waits, Pink Floyd, and The Pixies are my all-time top favorites.Ryan Adams,Aerial M,Against Me!,Air,Animal Collective,The Arcade Fire,The Beastie Boys,Bjork,Boards of Canada,Bright Eyes,Dave Brubeck,Richard Buckner,The Buena Vista Social Club,Calexico,Can,Captain Beefheart,Johnny Cash,Coco Rosie,John Coltrane,Spade Cooley,The Daycare Swindlers,Miles Davis,DJ’s Krush, Shadow, Cam;Eagles of Death Metal,The Flaming Lips,Michael Franti,Serge Gainesbourg et Brigitte Bardot,Stan Getz with Astrud Gilberto,Gogol Bordello,Guided By Voices,Hem,The Hives,The Hold Steady,Immortal Technique,Iron and Wine,Isotope 217,Jane’s Addiction,Jawbreaker,Robert Johnson,Joe Jack Talcum,Pete Krebs,Leadbelly,Love,The Magnetic Fields,The Makeup,Manu Chao,Bob Marley,Juana Molina,Modest Mouse,Bill Monroe,The Mountain Goats,My Bloody Valentine,My Morning Jacket,Neil Young,Neko Case,Neutral Milk Hotel,Joanna Newsom,Palace,Pavement,The Pietasters,Pinback,The Police,Radiohead,The Rebirth Brass Band,Otis Redding,Django Reinhardt,Jonathan Richman,The Roots,Erik Satie,Savath + Savalas,The Sea and Cake,The Silver Jews,Nina Simone,Smashing Pumpkins,Elliot Smith,Smog,Sonic Youth,Bruce Springsteen,Sufjan Stevens,The Tall Dwarves,This Mortal Coil,TV on the Radio,Townes Van Zandt,The Velvet Underground,Wilco,Hank Williams, Sr.,Yo La Tengo.Every fall I listen to R.E.M.’s Life’s Rich Pageant because it reminds me of a time I may never replicate: Tenth grade. A rose garden in Durham. Life was perfect for one day.

Movies:

I love all Jim Jarmusch and Wes Anderson films. Jarmusch because his films are written as short stories filled with dialogue and then garnished with perfectly orchestrated accompanying images that accentuate the feeling. Wes Anderson's movies make me feel like all is not wrong with the world. Watch out for Miranda July. She's brilliant and she is combining media like no other artist I know of. Aside from her performance art, she also does internet art (mirandajuly.com), writes books, and her first full-length feature was awesome: Me and You and Everyone We Know. L'Avventurra is my favorite of Michaelangelo Antonioni's trilogy. Wings of Desire by Wim Wenders is incredible. I'm currently enamored of Maggie Gyllenhaal and like her in almost every role, my faves being Happy Endings, Stranger Than Fiction, Sherry Baby, Paris je'taime, and of course Secretary. Akira Kurosawa is one of the finest directors of all time. I will watch the Trois Couleurs Series by Krzysztof Kieslowski many times in my life. These movies affected my life: Stand By Me, Edward Scissorhands, The Dark Crystal, Baraka, Dancer in the Dark, Fried Green Tomatoes, Yentl, Slam (Saul Williams is such a badass in this), My Own Private Idaho. I had just read Henry the IV and recall the elation I felt when I realized that some of the dialogue in that Gus van Sant film was ver batim Shakespeare. I love me a good kung fu movie. My favorites are Zhang Yimou's Hero and Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon. Bruce Lee in Enter the Dragon. John Woo's Hard Boiled. I also love movies that refer to kung fu movies, like True Romance which has one of the wickedest fight scenes of all time. It involves a wine key.

Television:

Things I have seen and liked on DVD, seeing as I have not had a television in about 10 years: Six Feet Under, Smallville, Xena, Twin Peaks, Flight of the Conchords

Books:

The Sheltering Sky (Paul Bowles),A Prayer For Owen Meany (John Irving),As I Lay Dying (Faulkner),Pilgrim at Tinker Creek (Annie Dillard),Rule of the Bone (Russell Banks),The Hardboiled Wonderland and the End of the World (Haruki Murakami),Second Nature (Michael Pollan),The Botany of Desire (Michael Pollan),The Sun My Heart (Thich Nhat Hanh),100 Years of Solitude (Gabriel García Márquez),Stories of Eva Luna (Isabelle Allende),From the Good Earth (Michael Ableman),All the Pretty Horses (Cormac McCarthy),Lullabye (Chuck Palhaniuk),Everything is Illuminated (Jonathan Safran Foer),Their Eyes Were Watching God (Zora Neale Hurston),McSweeney’s Quarterly Concern,On the Road (duh),The Night in Question (Tobias Wolff),Back in the World (Tobias Wolff),Ender’s Game (Orson Scott Card),Prodigal Summer (Barbara Kingsolver),Sons and Lovers (D.H. Lawrence),Jitterbug Perfume (Tom Robbins),Half Asleep in Frog Pajamas (Tom Robbins),Even Cowgirls Get the Blues (Tom Robbins),Invisible Man (Ralph Ellison),Confederacy of Dunces (John Kennedy Toole),Song of Solomon (Toni Morrison),Ramond Carver’s short stories,The Golden Apples (Eudora Welty),A Natural History of the Senses (Diane Ackerman),Under the Tuscan Sun (Frances Mayes),Like Water for Chocolate (Laura Esquivel),The Sirens of Titan (Kurt Vonnegut),Orion magazine (It’s not a book, but I love it.)Current reading: The Omnivore’s Dilemma (Pollan); Animal, Vegetable, Miracle (Kingsolver); seed catalogs, hoophouse construction manuals; Honey, Mud, and Maggots.

Heroes:

My Mama. Rachel and Eric who own Waterpenny Farm. Two women named Miranda. William McDonough. People unafraid to live their dreams and art and adventures. My landlady’s late husband who, despite being in a wheelchair, fulfilled his dream of farming. Thich Nhat Hanh. People who devote themselves to change, truth, and growth. And the Incredible Hulk who could turn anger into productivity.

My Blog

These days are golden green

These days are golden green          I have thought to myself all day. These are the days I will remember with this hue. Poets write about this color. On ...
Posted by Freedom Farmer on Mon, 19 May 2008 06:03:00 PST

Its so quiet when everyone else is sleeping

4:47amYou wake with a deep inhale, wondering if you left your cat outside because you think you heard scratching on the door in your sleep. You had been dreaming of airports, ancient wooden furniture...
Posted by Freedom Farmer on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 04:23:00 PST

To Be of Use by Marge Piercy

To Be of Use   The people I love the best jump into work head first without dallying in the shallows and swim off with sure strokes almost out of sight. They seem to become natives of that elem...
Posted by Freedom Farmer on Sun, 16 Mar 2008 11:03:00 PST

Every day of life is a second chance.

I was born dead. It was dinnertime. The doctor attending my mother went home for dinner. Who can begrudge a man his mealfor all I know he had been at the hospital for hours already and hadn’t s...
Posted by Freedom Farmer on Fri, 14 Mar 2008 08:59:00 PST

I have a special affinity for lists.

Harbingers of Spring I am Currently Noticing:   -I have to drive 25 mph down the country roads so I can dodge the frogs in the road. -Birds rather than the sound of cars wake me up. -Crocuses ...
Posted by Freedom Farmer on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 02:53:00 PST

two to the fifth power

A warm Wednesday night in January. Nothing special, except it's warm and that's welcome this time of year. My doors were open all day, and now they are shut to the returning January weather. Errands t...
Posted by Freedom Farmer on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 08:31:00 PST

Article in local news

Farm-to-Table receives national recognition By: Matt Pelkey, Rappahannock News Staff Writer 12/12/2007   A Rappahannock school gardening program beat out over 240 other contestants to receive...
Posted by Freedom Farmer on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 03:34:00 PST

Farm-to-Table Program receives national recognition!

I'm very excited about the National Gardening Association "Healthy Sprouts"Award The Farm-to-Table Program just received. I think it's beginning to happen: this program I've helpe...
Posted by Freedom Farmer on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 02:21:00 PST

GOSH I love the Daycare Swindlers and Two Man Advantage

So. Much. Fun. DCS, thanks for doing it again! You sounded great as I recall and I'm pleased to have been able to choreograph a special acrobatics performance for your fans' enjoyment. I have bruises ...
Posted by Freedom Farmer on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 10:04:00 PST

Define it and see what happens.

I admit: I have some new-age nuances. Here's one: I believe in manifest destiny. Not the historical event of the American 1800's. I believe that we can help ourselves to create the life we want to li...
Posted by Freedom Farmer on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 02:04:00 PST