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The Gatekeeper

The Self image is a reflection of the soul inside. Grace and Beauty is where the soul resides.

About Me


"May the Goddess guide your steps in Beauty always.
May the Ancestors give you wings to soar above the initiations of life.
May the dust of your Karma, settle at your feet, as you grow in understanding.
May you Know Self, so you can be in each moment:
a shining Being dwelling in light."
MK as The GateKeeper

"Karma is like a peeble that have fallen from the sky.
Where it lands, is the circumstance, it finds itself.
To change one's karma, one must change location."
MK as The GateKeeper

I am the Eyes of the storm
in the Ghetto I was born
Angels feared visiting our homes
for it was in a danger zone
alive with the sounds of gunshots
and executions on the spot
strewn with belly crunching poverty
and ruthless criminality
infused with envy, greed and malice
and the smell of smoke from a chalice
a place where dreams and tempers are short
and ignorance keeps one in the dark...
In the womb, voices of misery
were the first sounds that illuminated me
I could smell the fury of our lives
as I emerged from between feline thighs
Tasting the bitterness of our wretchedness
my first breath was to exhale my mother’s sadness
Watching the runnings on the street
I determined this for me
I would live a life of worth
so I remained very alert...

Selected stanza from my poem:
"A PAGE FROM MY PAST"
I was born and bred in Kingston, Jamaica.
MK as The GateKeeper

WE...
have that fire within us,
of powerful women,
whose spirits are so angry,
we can laugh beauty into life,
and still make you taste,
the salt tears of our knowledge -
For we are not tortured,
anymore...
What terrible thing can you do to us
which we have not done to ourselves?
What can you tell us
which we didn't deceive ourselves with
a long time ago?
You cannot know how long we cried
until we laughed.
Ignorance,
shattered us into such fragments,
we had to unearth ourselves piece by piece...
Yes, we have conceived
to forge our mutilated hopes
into the substance of visions
beyond your imaginings...
Dreamers Remember Their Dreams...
And you shall not escape
what we WILL make
of the broken pieces of our lives.
- Abena Busia

"I am the lotus pure
coming forth from the Goddess of light.
I make my journey."

"YOU ARE HERE:
To gain CHARACTER as you lose Ego;
To gain INTEGRITY as you lose Dishonesty;
To gain STRENGTH as you lose Fear;
To gain COMPASSION as you lose Disappointment;
To gain DISCIPLINE as you lose Willfulness;
To gain EQUALITY as you lose Separation;
To gain APPRECIATION as you lose Resentment;
To gain ENTHUSIASM as you lose Hostility;
To gain TENDERNESS as you lose Rigidity;
To gain GENEROSITY as you lose Selfishness;
To gain OPTIMISM as you lose Inadequacy;
To gain EXCITEMENT as you lose Embarrassment;
To gain GRATITUDE as you lose Greed;
To gain LOVE as you lose Ignorance."
Iyanla Vanzant

My Interests



"I Have Restored That Which Was In Ruins.
I Have Raised Up That Which Was Destroyed."

Queen Hatshepsut


What interest me???

Being a Woman;
Being a Queen;
Being True to myself;
Being my Bestfriend;
Being a Good Mother;
Being a Good Sisterfriend;
Being an Earth Angel;
Being a Visionary;
Being a Guide;
Being Successful;
Being Spiritually Connected;
Being at my Physical Best;
Being a Lover;
Being a Warrior;
Being Strong;
Being Vulnerable;
Being Thankful;
Being Trustful;
Being Joyful;
Being Free;
Being at Peace;
Growing into my wisdom, gracefully...

I know I am BLACK.
Beautiful with meanings.


Sonia Sanchez

The Divine Feminine...

I Believe:
We are the miracles that 'the Goddess' made
to taste the bitter fruits of time.
We bless things even in our pain.
We bless them in silence.
That is why our music is sweet.
It makes the air remember.
We are precious,
and one day our suffering
will turn into wonders of the earth.

Ben Okri

HETHERU

Queen of the Gatekeepers

"She will make your face
perfect among the Gods.
She will open your eyes,
so that you may see every day.
She will make your legs
able to walk with ease
in the Underworld.
Her name is HetHeru,
Lady of Amenta."

"HetHeru represents life, fertility, birth, renewal, passion and sexual energy.
All WOMEN must find HetHeru within them in order to succeed in the struggle of existence.

The SISTERHOOD...

I will be there when you cry and I will listen until it is over.
I will be there when you are angry and I will listen until it is over.
I will be there when you are scared and I will listen until it is over.
And, I will always love you, that will never go over.
So that together when we can change this world side by side.

Kenyan Woman, 1985

"The 'Problems' that beset Black women are manifold.
Whether she is from the West Indies, America or Africa, the plight of the 'Black' woman is very different from that of her 'White' or 'Yellow' sisters.
Although in the long run the problems faced by all women tend to overlap.
The 'Black' woman's struggle is different in nature...'she' has to combat colonialism and neo-colonialism, capitalism and patriarchy."

Awa Thiam

"...Out of the huts of history's shame, I RISE.
Up from a past that's rooted in pain, I RISE.
I'm a black ocean, leaping and wide.
Welling and swelling I bear in the tide.
Leaving behind nights of terror and fear, I RISE.
Into a daybreak that's wondrously clear, I RISE.
Bringing the gifts that my ancestors gave.
I am the dream and the hope of the slave.
I RISE! I RISE! I RISE!"

Maya Angelou

READY FOR THE HUNT?

My Other Half...

"To understand how any society functions you must understand the relationship between the men and the women."

Angela Davis

"There is no separate freedom or dignity for Black men and women."

Maulana Karenga

"...To find a good man, we need to find the good woman in us."

Marita Golden

"Intimacy in general is a song of spirit inviting two people to come and share their spirit together."

Sobonufu E Some

"Be circumspect in matters of sexual relations."

Kemetic proverb

Roots and Culture

"History is a clock that people use to tell their political and cultural time of day."

John Henrik Clarke

"One who asks questions doesn't lose their way."

- Akan Proverb

"Lo, what the ancestors foretold has come to pass.
The land is full of bands of evil-doers. Faces are pale; and wrong doing is everywhere and there is no man or woman of yesterday.
The foreigners from without have come to Egypt and the Egyptian of yesterday cannot be found anywhere."

From The Book of Ipuwer

My Spiritual Growth...

"I am a wisp of energy flung from the core of the universe, housed in a temple of flesh and bones and blood."

Mari Evans

Our most cherished and valuable achievements are the achievements of spirits."

"Go within each day and find the inner strength so that the world will not blow your candle out."

I'd like to meet:



"LIKE WORDS IN A SENTENCE,
WE ADD MEANINGS TO EACH OTHER'S LIVES."
I confess to a deep and abiding love for 'Afrikan' women. In fact my closest sister-girlfriend say I idolize 'Black' women too much!!! Maybe! My first idols were my Mother, Iman (Tia Maria advert), Gladys Knight, Donna Summer, Candi Staton, Marcia Griffiths and Leonie Forbes (a Jamaican Actress). ABOVE IS A GALLERY OF 'BLACK' WOMEN (in alphabetical order) who are an inspiration to me.
Can you stand up and face a world that ask you to deny who you are or the calling from your heart? Then you're the Sister, I would like to meet.

"Did you ever wonder why so many sisters look so angry?
Why we walk like we've got bricks in our bags and will slash and curse you at the drop of a hat?
It's because stress is hemmed into our dresses, pressed into our hair, mixed into our perfume and painted onto our fingers.
Stress from the deferred dreams, the dreams not voiced.
Stress from the broken promises, the blatant lies.
Stress from always being at the bottom, from never being thought beautiful, from always being taken for granted, taken advantage of.
Much of this stress is caused by how the world outside us relates to us.
We cannot control that world. At times we can change it.
However we can assert 'our power' so that the outside world cannot over-determine our responses, cannot make our lives a dumping ground for stress."

STAND UP...

BECAUSE..

"ONLY A BLACK WOMAN...
Can take a week of left over scraps and make a gourmet meal!
Can cuss a man out, then make love to him that night
and make him feel like a king!
Can wear a burgundy french roll, 3 inch heels
and a split up her thigh to work and make it look professional!
ONLY A BLACK WOMAN...
Can raise a doctor, a world class athlete
and an A+ student in an environment deemed by society as dysfunctional, broken, underprivileged and disenfranchised!
Can heat a whole house in the winter without help from the gas company!
Can go from the boardroom to the block and "keep it real" in both places!
Can slap the taste out of your mouth!
ONLY A BLACK WOMAN...
Can live below poverty level and yet set fashion trends!
Can fight two struggles everyday and make it look easy!
Can make a child happy on Christmas day even if he didn't get a thing!
Can be 75 years old and look 45!"

"ONLY A BLACK WOMAN...
can be the MOTHER of civilization!"

SO THINK LIKE A QUEEN!

"Your crown has already been bought and paid for." Just have the courage and confidence to claim it!!!

"I AM A BLACK WOMAN.
STRONG...beyond all definition...defying place, time and circumstances...indestructible!
Look on me and be renewed."

Mari Evans

May The Road Never Swallow You.
May The River Of Your Destiny Always Overcome Evil.
May You Understand Your Fate.

Suffering Will Never Destroy You, But Will Make You Stronger!

Success Will Never Confuse You Or Scatter Your Spirit,
But Will Make You Fly Higher Into The Good Sunlight.

May Your Life Always Surprise You!

Ben Okri

Music:



When Chaos is the God of an Era, Clamorous Music (Rap/Dancehall) is the deity's chief instrument.”

Ben Okri


Movies:


"It's that feeling you have had all your life. That feeling that something was wrong with the world. You don't know what it is but it's there, like a splinter in your mind..."
MORPHEUS
Remember the Titans (Director's Cut)
Stomp the Yard (Widescreen Edition)
Foxy Brown
Cleopatra Jones
Dreamgirls (Widescreen Edition)
Jason's Lyric
Sugar Hill (1994)
Deja Vu
The Color Purple
Set It Off
Love Jones
Cry Freedom
Malcolm X
The Ultimate Matrix Collection [HD DVD]
The Blade Trilogy (Blade/ Blade II/ Blade: Trinity)
Soul Food
Beloved
Purple Rain
The Harder They Come (includes Soundtrack CD)
Roots
Men of Honor
Antwone Fisher (Widescreen Edition)
Coach Carter (Widescreen Edition)
A Lesson Before Dying
Carmen Jones
The Green Mile
To Sir, With Love
Dance with Me
Monster's Ball
Training Day
Crash (Widescreen Edition)
The Shawshank Redemption (Two-Disc Special Edition)
X-Men Trilogy (X-Men/ X2: X-Men United/ X-Men: The Last Stand)
Mahogany
Fame - The Complete First Season

Television:

I am a 'early to bed, early to rise' kind of woman. Therefore, there is not enough time in the day (or night) for me to watch the box. On the rare occasions I do, it is usually to watch an important documentary or 'show' that is going to increase my knowledge. "KNOWLEDGE IS POWER!" Although I do like certain series, I tend to get them on DVD and watch at my leisure.

Books:


My love affair with books have been going on since I could count and figured out there were thousands and thousands of books awaiting my undivided attention.
"READ A BOOK.."
Ancient Future
Return to the African Mother Principle of Male and Female Equality
James Baldwin: Early Novels and Stories: Go Tell It on a Mountain / Giovanni's Room / Another Country / Going to Meet the Man (L
The Beautiful Ones Are Not Yet Born (African Writers)
Daughters of Africa
Countering the Conspiracy to Destroy Black Boys (Series)
Born Fi' Dead
Trumpet: A Novel
Egypt Revisited (Journal of African Civilizations,)
They Came Before Columbus: The African Presence in Ancient America
Blacks in Science: Ancient and Modern (Journal of African Civilizations ; Vol. 5, No. 1-2)
Jambalaya: The Natural Woman's Book of Personal Charms and Practical Rituals
The Falsification of Afrikan Consciousness: Eurocentric History, Psychiatry and the Politics of White Supremacy (Awis Lecture Se
Conversations with Ogotemmeli: An Introduction to Dogon Religious Ideas (Galaxy Books)
Wild Women Don't Wear No Blues
Kemet and the African Worldview: Research, Rescue and Restoration
I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings
African Intellectual Heritage (African American Studies)
African Holistic Health
From the Browder File: 22 Essays on the African American Experience (From the Browder File Series) (From the Browder File Series
Your Money or Your Life
Joys of Motherhood
The Third Life of Grange Copeland
Yurugu: An African-Centered Critique of European Cultural Thought and Behavior
Beloved
Live Your Dreams
Sisters of the Yam: Black Women and Self-Recovery, South End Press Classics Edition (South End Press Classics Series)
Stolen Women: Reclaiming Our Sexuality, Taking Back Our Lives
Breaking the Chains of Psychological Slavery
Black Men, Obsolete, Single, Dangerous?: The Afrikan American Family in Transition
Makes Me Wanna Holler: A Young Black Man in America
Things Fall Apart: A Novel
The Isis Papers: The Keys to the Colors
Gifted Hands: The Ben Carson Story
Their Eyes Were Watching God
Male Daughters, Female Husbands: Gender and Sex in an African Society
Black Women for Beginners (For Beginners)
Black Women in Antiquity (Journal of African Civilizations ; V. 6)
Race First: The Ideological and Organizational Struggles of Marcus Garvey and the Universal Negro Improvement Association (New M
The Philosophy and Opinions of Marcus Garvey, Or, Africa for the Africans (The New Marcus Garvey Library, No. 9)
The Black Jacobins: Toussaint L'Ouverture and the San Domingo Revolution
The Hero with an African Face: Mythic Wisdom of Traditional Africa
Opening to Spirit : Contacting the Healing Power of the Chakras and Honouring African Spirituality
Healing Wisdom of Africa
Of Water and the Spirit: Ritual, Magic and Initiation in the Life of an African Shaman (Arkana)
The Famished Road
10 Bad Choices That Ruin Black Women's Lives
You Deserve Healthy Love, Sis!: The Seven Steps to Getting the Relationship You Want
10 Good Choices That Empower Black Women's Lives
The Value in the Valley: A Black Woman's Guide Through Life's Dilemmas
Acts Of Faith
Egyptian Yoga Vol. 1:: The Philosophy of Enlightenment
The Egyptian Book of the Dead: The Papyrus of Ani in the British Museum
Two Thousand Seasons (African Writers)
Sacred Woman: A Guide to Healing the Feminine Body, Mind, and Spirit
Heal Thyself: For Health and Longevity
The Bluest Eye (Oprah's Book Club)
The Street
What Your Mother Never Told You About Sex
Heal Thyself Natural Living Cookbook: A Complete Guide to Natural Living Through Vegetarian Cooking and Holistic Juicing
Metu Neter Vol. 2: Anuk Ausar, The Kamitic Initiation System
Metu Neter Vol. 1: The Great Oracle of Tehuti and the Egyptian System of Spiritual Cultivation
From Superman to Man
Stolen Legacy
The Mis-Education of The Negro
So Long a Letter (African Writers Series)
African Spirituality: On Becoming Ancestors
Girl, Get Your Money Straight: A Sister's Guide to Healing Your Bank Account and Funding Your Dreams in 7 Simple Steps
Africans at the Crossroads: African World Revolution
Song of the Stars: The Lore of a Zulu Shaman
Black Skin, White Masks
How Europe Underdeveloped Africa
Destruction of Black Civilization : Great Issues of a Race from 4500 B.C to 2000 A.D.
Indaba My Children: African Folktales
In the Meantime: Finding Yourself and the Love You Want

Heroes:



"Storm’s character is a bright spot in the relentless denigration of Black Women in the media. Her character operated as a strong metaphor for what it means to be a Black Woman in the United States (the West). In Africa, she was revered as a Goddess and a Queen. In the United States she faces fear and bigotry but she remains Tough, Unapologetic, Strong! A Warrior in every sense of the word."

Makani Themba-Nixon

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"When you kill the ancestors, you kill yourself."

Toni Morrison

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