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About Me

Myspace LayoutsI survived a homicide. I was a victim in an attack that left my mother dead..and me and my sister severely injured. I started this page because there is no Parents of Murdered Children on myspace. I believe if there is a space for every cause..there certainly ought to be one for mine. This page is for people to remember their loved ones..for people to talk to others that understand where they are coming from..where they won't be judged. I will not accept friend requests from people who've had their profile for less than one week..because it seems like a lot of those people like to become friends and the leave nasty or ignorant comments on your page. If you disrespect me or any of the other survivors on my page you will be deleted and blocked. Do NOT email me with information on wrongful convictions or arguements against the death penalty. I respect your opinion but I also respect my own. My own opinion is that when you irreparably harm someone or murder people you LOSE all of your rights. My right to live murder-free is more important than a right to appeal! I'm sick and tired of criminals having more rights than their victims. I am pissed that my attacker gets more press than I ever would..and it's sympathetic. Puke. Hang em by their manly parts, I say! That goes for the predatorial females too..except string them up by their girly parts. I don't discern between male and female predators. They all can die as far as I'm concerned. For all my friends on this site..you can stand under my umbrella....

My Interests

Victims Advocacy

I'd like to meet:

Find the missing kids!ANYONE who's ever survived a violent crime, lost a loved one to a violent crime, survived domestic abuse, child abuse, mental abuse, child molestation, or enslavement. Yes..enslavement still exists today. Read a book. I'd love to talk to anyone that stands up and speaks for the victims of crime who cannot speak for themselves. Anyone who lives a courageous life in spite of what has happened to them. Anyone at any stages in their healing or grieving process. Those interested in spreading awareness of homicide, rape, domestic abuse and child abuse. Who I'd not like to meet..(and please spare me): people who will not nor ever do want to understand the perspective of the survivor. People that like to hate on us strong folks! People who have nothing better to do than troll and stir up crap. 911

Add to My Profile | More VideosFor all the children whose parents were murdered on 9/11 and for anyone who has lost a parent: Heaven... in a childs eye

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Music:

All music. Except polka and most country music, which makes me want to poke my eyes out with a fork.

Heroes:

My mother, Oskar Schindler, my grandpa (a POW/KIA in the Korean War), all survivors of homicide, rape, domestic abuse, child abuse, enslavement, sexual abuse and SURVIVORS and THRIVERS.

My Blog

I was wrong...

In my last blog entry, you will see that I was TOTALLY in denial about the circumstances of the abusive relationship that I was in. I even said he wasn't a loser.I retract that statement.He IS a...
Posted by I Survived Homicide on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 01:53:00 PST

Ashley's Story

Ashley's Story *********** I hid out for the first six years, then I began speaking out, when your partner is "the law" it's a lot harder escaping the hell you call home. My goal for this year is to m...
Posted by I Survived Homicide on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 02:14:00 PST

While I was away.....

I just had to take some time to breathe. I am so sorry..if I let you down. I shouldn't say "if"..because there's a few of you that deleted me when I was gone. I understand...I wish I could explain it ...
Posted by I Survived Homicide on Sat, 26 May 2007 08:24:00 PST

Where I've been.....

People ask me where I've been and I feel bad. I never intended to create this site and then ignore the people on it. On the surface..things have been incredibly busy. Besides being busy with my 10 ye...
Posted by I Survived Homicide on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 08:10:00 PST

Enlightenment

I went up to my favorite store yesterday to get some supplies. I picked up a Kokipelli windchime, which I love. I also wanted to look at some inspirational books..since I am feeling like enlighte...
Posted by I Survived Homicide on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 07:06:00 PST

To the Max....

Hi all... I have been doing good. Thank you for the concern and love you all have shown me. I have good days and bad..sometimes it is all too much. My passion is with people who have been through hell...
Posted by I Survived Homicide on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 02:02:00 PST

Winter sucks.....

My God. I HATE winter. I am so sick of clouds and cold and yuck.Come on Spring! I will talk more later...a lot is going on. I hope all of you are well. I am recuperating. Hugs, Melissa ...
Posted by I Survived Homicide on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 03:25:00 PST

Grief..inability to forgive

It is late..and I am very tired. I lost my voice yesterday. You always take for granted stuff like that until you don't have it. My dog ran across the parking lot this morning and this is what is was ...
Posted by I Survived Homicide on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 10:11:00 PST

It never goes away....

I am so glad this week is almost over. It seems like lately...everything is too much. I know I'm suffering burnout..but it's life in general. I am just exhausted. I do not know how to rela...
Posted by I Survived Homicide on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 04:13:00 PST

Disgusting......

I've been seeing a lot of this lately..and it really pisses me off. Death Row inmates with Myspace pages. I KNOW that these prisoners do not have internet access.....and I know most of these sites are...
Posted by I Survived Homicide on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 09:39:00 PST