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Fighter and Survivor In Life

Make The Most Out Of Your Life-Live, Laugh, and Love, Making Each Moment Of Your Life Count

About Me


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There's not much to say about me. I'm just an average, ordinary girl who is trying to make a positive difference in the lives of others and help them along the way. I am an abuse survivor who has finally found my voice to speak out about the things I went through as a child. I love writing poetry; it's my therapy to releasing all my locked up emotions and feelings. I like to say that my poetry serves as my voice when speaking about the abuse. My goal is to help other abuse victims and survivors out there and let them know they are not alone in what they are going through and have gone through. I am currently trying to work on getting my poetry published in my own book. Also in the near future I would like to start a crisis center to help abuse victims and set up a safe place for them to go. If I am able to reach just one person through my writings and restore their hope and faith in life that they thought they lost, then I am satisfied because I know I was able to help someone and make that small difference in their life. My motto is "When you believe, you can achieve." If you only believe in yourself, you can do anything you set your mind on. Don't let anyone tell you that your life is over and finished because of things you have gone through. The past is over with and it's a new future that waits for you. The future doesn't have to reflect the past. I love meeting new people and am pretty friendly and outgoing. So if you just need a friend to talk to or vent to or whatever, you can always message me because I'm always willing to listen. I care about what others go through and no one should have to face things alone.
I just put up a secondary profile that has my poetry on it and is designed mostly to help others out, where people can send me messages or leave comments when they are having a bad day and just need someone to talk to and vent to. If you'd like to check it out, it's www.myspace.com/jenran06. Feel free to stop by and take a look at it.
I just wrote a new book that I got self-published. It's available through Barnes and Noble, Books A Million, Iuniverse, Amazon.com, and I'm not sure where else. But I set up a book profile on myspace for my book and yes, I made a banner that will take you to the profile and if you want to add it to your page, you can.
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Empathy- Your inner power is Empathy! This
means that you have a talent for identifying
others emotions, often by simply glancing at
them. You are EXTREMELY shy and quiet. People
sometimes dont notice youre around and seem
surprised to find out you even exist in a big
class. Youre the often silent, goody two
shoes, and few get passed the walls youve
built up to stop yourself being hurt, as you
no doubt have been in the past. Not everyone
understands you, in fact some think that
youre a snob or worse because you rarely
participate in group activities. Youre
extremely sensitive, even the least harsh of
words can hurt you. Only your very few,
closest friends who have earned your
hard-to-get trust know who you really are
inside; a sweet, gentle young woman who is
lonely and so desperately needing friends to
support you. You can get very depressed and
not always know why, despite your power of
empathy, as it seems to only work for people
outside you. Your friends always turn to you
when they need advice or comforting, and in
some way you need to give that helpit makes
you feel better in return to know that youve
helped out your friends. Despite your cold,
impassive exterior and high, seemingly
unbreachable walls, inside you are really a
great, intelligent person, full of compassion
and love, if only people would dare take a
chance and try to get through your tough
shell. Never let others get you down, or
change you. You are very special the way you
areeven if you dont have fifty thousand
friends, you are just as, if not more
extraordinary than everyone else. Reach for
the stars, because I dont doubt youll catch
hold of them. Boy/Girl who will sweep you off your feet:
A sweet, shy and romantic man/woman. The kind
of guy/woman you know will never, ever hurt
you, and will love you for ever. The kind of
person who believes in true love, and soul
mates. Your stone: Blue Topaz Your power: Healing. Emotionally,
physically, or spiritually, you heal people
with your words, your actions and presence.
Youre the one that the little children are
always drawn to, because they know youll
never let anything hurt them. Your element: Clairvoyance (The power to
see objects or events that cannot be
perceived by the normal five senses.) A quote that applies to you: "True
beauty shines from the soul and warms the
world with its kindness, compassion ,
and integrity."
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My Interests

writing, sports, traveling, helping others out, music, meeting new people, psychology, publishing my own book

I'd like to meet:

I love to meet new people and see where they are in life and learn about what their dreams and goals are. Everyone comes from different backgrounds and you can learn alot from people and from the experiences they have been through. If you're just looking to meet someone new or need or want to talk to someone because you are going through tough times or whatever feel free to contact me on here; I am a good listener and a caring person who cares about what others go through. I always reply back to messages. It doesn't matter who you are, I'll talk to you.If you want to add me as a friend, please send me a message first. Im tired of people who add me just to add me for numbers and because they are selling something or are myspace whores. If you are one of those, then you are wasting your time trying to add me as a friend. Go somewhere else. I dont have time for those types.


Get Your Own Voice Player ManageNumber to call to leave me a voice comment: 1(641)985-7800 *2513798


This is the banner for my website that I set up called Survivors United. Feel free to add it to your profile and feel free to check the site out. I'm still working on the site, trying to think of new things to add, but I have some of it set up all ready.

Feel free to add my banner to your profile Standing Together and Speaking Out, We Can Help Save Lives and Fight This War On Abuse

This is the banner I made for my group Survivors United. Feel free to copy and paste it onto your profile, it links directly to the group page.

Music:

All kinds but I love country.....especially, Keith Urban. I also listen to rock music and some of my favorite groups include Disturbed, Linkin Park, Foo Fighters, Green Day, Bon Jovi, Good Charlotte, Life House, Nickelback, 3 Doors Down,Switchfoot, American Radio, Emo Dagger, Three Days Grace

Check out my friend Emo Dagger's profile and cd. His music is very inspirational and uplifting. The cd is awesome so I definitely recommend it. The guy has talent and I guarantee you won't be disappointed.Im A Fan Of Emo Dagger!!!

Emo Dagger

Movies:

I love action movies, suspense, and occasionally a chick flick. A few of my most recent favorite movies include Four Brothers, Red Eye, Amityville Horror, Flight Plan, Stay Alive, Mr. and Mrs. Smith, Saw 1 and 2, Derailed



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Television:

Some of my fave shows are Family Guy, Law and Order, Gilmore Girls, Angel, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Charmed, CSI, Smallville, Supernatural the CW channel, The Closer, Cold Case, Disney

Books:

I love suspense, mystery and thrillers. Some of my favorite authors are James Patterson, Mary Jane Clark, and Mary Higgins Clark.

Heroes:

I don't really have a hero, but I have alot of friends who serve in the US Military and I have to say that I really respect and admire all those brave men and women who are out there fighting to protect our country. Also all the sexual abuse, child abuse, domestic violence, suicide survivors out there are my heroes because they are still fighting in life despite going through tough times and keep going no matter what, doing what they have to do to make it through. They are heroes to me because they show strength and determination in life, overcoming obstacles that come their way and using their voice to speak out against abuse.



You are Elegant
You are elegant. You are
a charming person, and also quiet relaxed.
You have a lot of self-confidence, and that's
a very good thing! Seeing that not many
people have it anymore. You are able to make
any person feel good about themselves, which
is why people love you. You're attractive
because you treat people fairly, and with
respect. You most likely have a great smile
or hair. Or you manage to take care of them
really well! Haha! When people see you, they
can tell you're poise, just by the way you
carry yourself. You care about your
self-image a lot, this can be bad sometimes,
but it can be easily changed! Just be
yourself!
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Your Aura is Blue
Your Personality: Your natural warmth and intuition nurtures those around you. You are accepting and always follow your heart.
You in Love: Relationships are your top priority, and this includes love. You are most happy when you are serious with someone.
Your Career: You need to help others in your job to feel satistifed. You would be a great nurse, psychologist, or counselor. What Color Is Your Aura?

My Blog

Brainwashing Destroys Self-Esteems

If there's one thing that I have always struggled with in life, it's my self-esteem.  My self-esteem is pretty low and almost non-existent due my past and hearing negative things about myself all...
Posted by Fighter and Survivor In Life on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 08:30:00 PST

Life Lessons

These are just some things that I have noticed about life. They are things that I have learned in life. Life does teach us alot of lessons. But from each one, there's plenty that we can learn.  ...
Posted by Fighter and Survivor In Life on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 06:46:00 PST

Don't Want Him Back

So I am emotionally hurting right now and really confused.  I got an email from Joe last night.  This is what he wrote:   Happy Valentine's Day   Hey Jenna,     ...
Posted by Fighter and Survivor In Life on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 01:13:00 PST

Easier Said Then Done

If there's one thing I cannot stand, it's when people will tell me to just "get over" my past.  The other night I received an email from a lady who had stumbled upon my author profile.  I do...
Posted by Fighter and Survivor In Life on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 11:16:00 PST

This Is Sweet :)

Ok so I was talking to Jake online today and he made me feel so much better.  I really am one lucky woman to have him in my life.  Today I told him that when I look at myself I see a girl wh...
Posted by Fighter and Survivor In Life on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 02:13:00 PST

Here To Stay

Well, right now I am going through a divorce and I am coming out of a very bad marriage.  But through it all, through everything I have gone through, one man has been there to see me through it, ...
Posted by Fighter and Survivor In Life on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 09:57:00 PST

Dreams Do Come True

I know I haven't been really writing alot lately like I use to before the whole divorce issue came up.  But I am slowly getting back on my feet and getting back into writing again.  I have b...
Posted by Fighter and Survivor In Life on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 11:07:00 PST

Stand Beside You

Well, I decided to give love another chance.   Even though I am going through alot with getting divorced, I have found someone in my life who accepts me for me and doesn't care about my past...
Posted by Fighter and Survivor In Life on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 10:46:00 PST

Feeling Better

Well I'm feeling alot better then I was before.  Joe still hasn't called me from over there and I don't think he will.  My guess is that he is calling someone else and his work hasn't gotten...
Posted by Fighter and Survivor In Life on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 05:52:00 PST

Everything Is Falling Apart

Ok so I am trying so hard to make it right now.  But my whole world is falling apart it seems.  I wake up most days with feelings of resentment and hate towards Joe for what he did to me.&nb...
Posted by Fighter and Survivor In Life on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 10:02:00 PST