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About Me

I've experienced many aspects of life, through the physical realms of it's benevolent and it's more barbarous trenches through it's lucid realm of whispering phantoms that build the foundation of dreams, ambition, love and pain.Life, hold it in your hands as your own until it's final withering moment!"Straining an eyelid sunbathingWhile they work to feed your 19th dogSpend a million on a weddingWhile some can't afford an inside bog.Plaster themselves with medals thenThey laugh at you as they pass byAnd it would really make your dayIf they spat in your patriotic eye.Well I know life's a bummerAnd there's many a boot you've kissedBut don't worship the pamperedThey don't even know you exist.So you love being shat on and youGive 'em all you gotta giveMore sucker you boyYou were born but when you gonna live.Don't stay stark raving normal!"-The Blood, Stark Raving NormalCreate or get your
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My Interests

Primary interests: I am a student studying biochemistry but I have a liking for all sciences. I write stories, plays and poems as a hobby.Secondary interests: renissance fairs, dressing up in a business suit and dancing around with a Starbucks drink, spraying Jennifer Lopez with champaigne, comedy, cynicism, philosophy, metaphysics, shows, frat boy condom parties, male bonding, research, technology and more, this is the part where you are supposed to talk to me.

I'd like to meet:

Magical....mystical guy....

Music:

Many many bands. DRI, Gorilla Biscuits, Cock Sparrer, Operation Ivy, Sheer Terror, Cannibal Corpse, Trivium, Paradise Lost, Cockney Rejects, Isengard, Nagflar, Immortal, Death Before Dishonor, Blood for Blood and I can go on forever.

Movies:

Lord of the Rings, Syriana, Fellini's Amarcord and Satyricon, Magnolia, Hellraiser, Candyman, Star Wars, The Shinning, Almost anything by David Lynch, From Beyond, Alien, The Deer Hunter, Eyes Wide Shut, 2001: A Space Odyssey.

Television:

Almost everything on Adult Swim. South Park, Masters of Horror, Nightmares and Dreamscapes(new series from Stephen King), Taken by Stephen Speilberg.

Books:

Ambrose Bierce, Tschacbasov, Erich Fromm, Faulkner, H.P. Lovecraft, Mark Twain, Tennesse Williams, Samuel Beckett, Algernon Blackwood, Terry Brooks, Brecht, Robert E. Howard, JRR Tolkein, Jules Tuscan, Clive Barker, Tom Stoppard(recently!) and there are many more.

My Blog

A Long Night of Inconvenient Jazz Musicians

Pseudo-intellect and busy streets.Clocks tick, people talk, garbage rolls.My husband happens to be a dog person.The dog dies and the person is not absent.Well then he happens to order an "aroused monk...
Posted by Nihilist on Thu, 18 Oct 2007 06:31:00 PST

The Apple Tree

The shifting sinew glistened, the bodies alive and wriggling beneath his toes. They moved in the darkness, resembling human only in form. Hungry misshapen teeth, tearing at flesh below. Their faces bl...
Posted by Nihilist on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 05:05:00 PST

Growth

This is more of an autobiography than anything else and maybe even in the traditional sense an actual journal about my thoughts and my life. This may annoy some of you, because my attitude is a very p...
Posted by Nihilist on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 06:10:00 PST

For Tyler

In whims of chance,The skies of grey fire light dead colors, reborn.As the first whim of chance sparks a warmth,Of blood and sweat woven.The mountains, spines of ancient giants,Slither and swim in clo...
Posted by Nihilist on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 09:14:00 PST

The Covenant Movie Review, some gypsies and why seeing the Bourne Ultimatum makes you gay.

I start with an anecdote of why I am reviewing this movie. My first reason is because I saw the Bourne Identity, and it was thriller mostly for housewives. I did not see the Bourne Supremacy or the Bo...
Posted by Nihilist on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 03:50:00 PST

And the Legend Bled

The hills rose in the chill of falls mists. Pale and cast with a winter ambience that only the breath could taste. An old man in a coat of sheeps wool led the course of the hill country that drifte...
Posted by Nihilist on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 09:45:00 PST

A Contradiction of Birth

"I had a dream last night. I was in a garden and the skies above were dusk but the garden was ambient with the glow of silver moonlight dew. Iron spears barred my way, but I was glad they did, outsid...
Posted by Nihilist on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 03:05:00 PST

Visions of an Apocalypse

Strangled by wires, choked with fumes. Confusion, terror and sadism. Enwrapped in barbed masochism. Digital chaos and control, I decay in my diminutive role. Razor tongues of horrid machina...
Posted by Nihilist on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 05:19:00 PST

On Anarchy

Common Misconceptions: There is a common idea floating around on what anarchy is. The inspiration for this essay came to me while thinking about a discussion my lab professor had with the student...
Posted by Nihilist on Wed, 04 Jul 2007 05:26:00 PST

The Temple of the Moon, Revised

My expedition had not been what I expected. Upon arriving the aboriginal people spit on us. It was not a gesture of kindness similar to that of the Eastern European villagers. It was not a rite of cle...
Posted by Nihilist on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 06:24:00 PST