FROM THE AUTHOR: Part of her special talent was to enter people's minds so that each of us has our own interpretation of who Marilyn Monroe was and what she was like. Today she is very much alive in our fantasies. The Marilyn Diaries represents how she exists for me. I recreated Marilyn Monroe, through my own eyes, as a real person—a Hollywood star, and a human being who lived under extraordinary circumstances. When I was younger I only wanted to focus on the good things about Marilyn. Some of the things I read about her disturbed me: abortions, promiscuity, rages, jealousies, and at times unprofessional behavior. Things that took me years to reconcile with my image of her. I still loved her and was fascinated but I had to re—arrange my vision of her. In other words, my image of her had to mature. After all, I couldn't deny a lot of these facts. As I got older I realized that dwelling on only the good things was unfair to her. She was, after all, a real person, so I decided, why not accept her as a bewitching woman with some fascinating flaws? But, in The Marilyn Diaries, I also tried to show that Marilyn wasn't a basket case. That she was often in control of her life and decision making. Her career was not a series of accidents. It was a journey in which she carefully carved out the road. There are incidents in my book that some fans find troubling, but for the most part I tried to portray her as a dignified woman of extraordinary intelligence and talent but whose overwhelming insecurities and fierce sensitivity ultimately destroyed her. —Charles Casillo