I'm a bit of a rennaissance man... I'm part spiritualist, part poet, writer, gamer and otaku (among other things). I'm one of those that have had a wealth of experiences in various areas (Jack of all trades yet master of none for the most part).
I've had encounters with the other side of the curtain and tapped into the stream of the universal consciousness for the briefest of moments. I've got a personal belief in a higher power, be it named God, Jesus, The Force, or whatever other names can be (or have been) applied.
I'm also a person that likes ... almost craves, new experiences; I've been bungee jumping (if any of the witnesses to the event are reading this, cue the Pantera!), crossed the gender lines in my wardrobe (and have pictures to prove it)and met a number of remarkable people.
Although I've made mistakes in my life (a little bit of self-destruction on occasion among other bad decisions) I've learned to accept myself and learned from them, and hopefully I've been improved by the experiences.
With the 'crossing gender lines' remark I admit to being transgendered (which encompases Cross-dressers, Transvestites and Transsexuals ... I identify with the crossdresser portion of that grouping). My personal belief is that everybody has a male and female side to them, each expressed in different ways. My way of expressing the female side to my being is by occasionally putting on clothes designed to broadcast femininity.
While I don't want to have surgery, I do want to (and frequently fantasize about) experience life as a female (meaning somehow being transformed genetically, phyiologically as well as biologically into a woman), dealing with everything women today have to contend with (from menstruation to pregnancy to all the various rituals women go through in everyday life).
I, like typical men, like women & have a girlfriend (now my wife) ... so IF my fantasy somehow became reality I'd probably become a lesbian if my personality remained intact.
I've also published some short fictional stories online under a pseudonym years ago (the website for any interedted parties is www.fictionmania.com ... it's been around for years, but it's an adult site, so 18+ please).
Since I also mentioned poetry earlier, here's a sample of the poetry I've written over the years ...
Deja Vu
I've seen this all before.
my mind recognizes these sensations ...
even to the awareness of today's date.
I've lived this day before
all inside my head.
I've heard this all before.
The words you say pull a trigger in my head.
Your entire conversation is understood instantly.
I've spoken these words before
all inside my mind.
I've driven this road before.
The conditions set my mind to racing...
I easily avoid what might have been a crash.
I've seen these events before
all inside my mind.
Will I continue to see things in my mind?
I wish I can say yes, but only God knows for sure.
Sean T. C.
I actually have the Tarot Deck the following quiz artwork came from (the Dragon Tarot). There's beautiful artwork throughout this deck.
You are The High Priestess
Science, Wisdom, Knowledge, Education.
The High Priestess is the card of knowledge, instinctual, supernatural, secret knowledge. She holds scrolls of arcane information that she might, or might not reveal to you. The moon crown on her head as well as the crescent by her foot indicates her willingness to illuminate what you otherwise might not see, reveal the secrets you need to know. The High Priestess is also associated with the moon however and can also indicate change or fluxuation, particularily when it comes to your moods.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
You Are Cyclops
Dedicated and responsible, you will always remain loyal to your cause.
You are a commanding leader - after all, you can kill someone just by looking at them.
Power: force beams from your eyes Which of the X-Men Are You?