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Anastasia

Anastasia Nikolaievna Romanova, Her Imperial Highness Grand Duchess Anastasia of Russia

About Me

Anastasia, "She who will rise again"
Born: June 18, 1901
Supposed Death by Execution: July 17, 1918
Death of "Anna Anderson": February 4, 1984.
Whatever you choose to believe about my death, I invite you here to celebrate my life.
photo from www.peterkurth.com
I am called Anastasia Nikolaievna Romanova, Her Imperial Highness Grand Duchess Anastasia of Russia
I am the youngest daughter of Tsar Nicholas II of Russia and Empress Alexandra. I have three older sisters, Olga, Tatiana and Maria, and one younger brother, Alexis, the Tsarevitch. My childhood was spent in comfort in the royal palace, surrounded by culture, the arts, and my loving family. However, with the onset of the Bolshevik revolution everything changed for me. And for all of us.
The Ipatiev House, or "House of Special Purpose", my family's final prison.
Moving slideshow to Tori Amos song, "Yes Anastasia." Beautiful pictures of me and my family during our happiest times up through our imprisonment; also some of myself during my lonely struggle after 1919.
"We'll see how brave you are....." Full lyrics listed under my "Music" column.
Following paragraphs are from Alexander Palace :
"Anastasia had blue eyes, fine light-brown hair and a thin, delicate nose like her mother's. People close to the family though she could have become a real beauty when she grew up. As a child she was small and impish. As she grew into her teens she put on weight and become rather round and pudgy in Siberia. Alexandra dispared of her weight and hoped it was baby fat to be naturally lost as she grew older. Her weight was a constant source of affectionate harassment in the family."
"Aleksey and Anastasia had a close relationship, they seemed to communicate without speaking using some sort of sixth sense. She was always running to his rooms to entertain him with her antics - or steal food from his buffet tables. When the Tsarevich was ill, Anastasia seemed to 'feel' his illness herself. She knew how to distract him, how to make him forget his pain."
"Maria and Anastasia were close as well. They had a phonograph player in their room, with a large collection of records. They liked playing them as loud as possible while dancing about their room, pounding on the floor with their feet. They knew the noise could be plainly heard below in their mother's rooms. They thought it great fun to make a big racket for Mama and her guests below. Anastasia played the balalaika and the guitar very well. She and Aleksey liked performing duets or accompany their sisters on piano."
"Anastasia was extremely intelligent, but prone to be lazy and inattentive. Her teachers found she learned much faster than her sisters. On the other hand she was easily bored and had trouble focusing on her lessons. She was a cut-up, freely dispensing her own kind of dead-pan, sarcastic humour at the expense of others. The whole family would crack up at her jokes. Nobody was safe from her tongue and brutal observations of other foibles. She had a cutting wit and knew it, it was one of her chief ways of getting attention."
"Painting was one of her passions, dogs were another. She had one dog named Shibzig, who died of a brain disorder, which left Anastasia inconsolable. She and her canine companion had been inseparable and his death was a great shock to her. For a while after she lost him Anastasia became humorless, quiet and pensive. Little Shibzyg was buried on the Children's Island near the other family dog graves, surrounded by lily-of-the-valley. The children had a special service for him with special hymns and prayers. Later, to help her get over the loss Anya Vyrubova gave Anastasia another little dog, Jimmy, who died in the Grand Duchess' arms in Yekaterinburg."
Above paragraphs quoted from www.alexanderpalace.org
To those concerned over the seemingly duplicative Romanovs on "myspace", I firmly believe that one should not have to choose between the various manifestations of our identities. It is clear that our lives have touched many, like ripples in a pond. Therefore, it is right and natural that in the present age we can be found in many different manifestations, each representing different aspects of our lives. For this we should rejoice! In my opinion, we are each the "real" Romanov. And our strength should be in unity, not in division.
b>Peter Kurth, Anastasia and Anna Anderson biographer, on DNA results that seem to indicate that Anna Anderson and Anastasia were not the same person, from his website www.peterkurth.com:
"I quote Brien Horan, who introduced me to Anna Anderson in July 1973:
'I knew her well and therefore have formed a personal opinion in her favor. I cannot dispute DNA findings and I am not a conspiracy theorist. But I cannot suspend everything I know on the basis of these tests. …
The odds are long that a fake claimant would be the right height, eye color and hair color, to begin with. The hallux valgus is an even greater long shot. The handwriting match is mind-boggling. And the ears send the odds right out of the park.
Can these odds be computed mathematically? What if this evidence makes it a million to one in her favor, and the DNA makes it a million to one against? This can't be reconciled—either the DNA was not hers or the ears were not hers, but we can identify the ears as we can see that they were attached to her head!'
The shape of ears does not change from cradle to grave. They get bigger -- and sometimes floppy – with age; otherwise, they are like fingerprints – no two persons have the same ones. In the compilation below (right), the red photos are of Anastasia's ear, while the blue inner ear is that of Anna Anderson. In 1993, these were determined to have an exact – “5-point” – match, the highest score possible."--- www.peterkurth.com
photo from www.peterkurth.com
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My Interests

Animals, music, film, photography, bathing (when it is warm enough), writing, playing jokes on my sisters and brother, too many to count!

Here are some paintings that I did as a child:

I'd like to meet:

Most importantly, my dearest family from whom I have been separated for so long. I continue to search for you, as I pray that you do for me. Please do not fail to recognize me for who I am, and to rush into my open arms.

Additionally, interesting people that I knew in life or that I was never able to meet due to the barriers of time. The miracle of "myspace" has opened so many doors to me that once were shut, and I am eager to run, skipping, through all of them!

A slideshow of pictures of my beautiful family.

Music:

So much has changed in the world of music since I recall playing with my phonograph as a child. I would appreciate suggestions of newer music that I may enjoy.

Lyrics from Tori Amos' Song, "Yes, Anastasia"

i know what you want the magpies have come
if you know me so well then tell me which hand i use

make them go
make it go

saw her there in a restaurant
poppy don't go
i know your mother is a good one
but poppy don't go
i'll take you home
show me the things i've been missin
show me the ways i forgot to be speaking
show me the ways to get back to the garden
show me the ways to get around the get around
show me the ways to button up buttons
that have forgotten they're buttons
well we can't have that
forgetting that

girls girls what have we done to ourselves
driving on the vine
over clothes lines
but officer i saw the sign
thought i'd been through this in 1919
counting the tears of ten thousand men
and gathered them all
but my feet are slipping
there's something we left on the windowsill
there's something we left yes

we'll see how brave you are
we'll see how fast you'll be running
we'll see how brave you are
yes, anastasia
and all your dollies have friends

thought she deserved no less than she'd give
well happy birthday
her blood's on my hands
it's kind of a shame cause i did like that dress
it's funny the things that you find in the rain
the things that you find
in the mall and in the date mines
in the knots still in her hair
on the bus i'm on my way down
all the girls seem to be there

come along now little darlin'
come along now with me
come along now little darlin'
we'll see how brave you are

Movies:

Though from a factual perspective it is grossly inaccurate, I must confess that I enjoy watching the animated "Anastasia" movie from time to time. It is prettily done, and in the spirit of finding your true self in the midst of life's struggles. I like the music as well.

"At the Beginning"

"Journey to the Past"

"Once Upon a December"

Television:

I do not have much experience with this medium as of yet. I would welcome recommendations.

Please visit the Alexander Palace Time Machine website to learn more about my life and to see lovely photographs: Alexander Palace

A drawing of the bedroom I shared with Marie at the Palace.

This is also a nice website, though I must disagree with some of his opinions about me, namely that I did not survive the slaughter. Worth a visit nonetheless: Alexander Palace

Another fine site, richly detailed and highly technical. Focuses primarily on the Ipatiev House. Worth perusing, though I am listed as a 'pretender': Romanov Memorial

Books:

The Bible
My diary, which you can read some of here.
Alexander Palace

You can read a few of the letters that I sent from exile, here at Alexander Palace

Anastasia: The Riddle of Anna Anderson (Peter Kurth)

Tsar: The Lost World of Nicholas and Alexandria (Kurth, Radzinsky, Christopher)

The Fate of the Romanovs (King, Wilson)

The Flight of the Romanovs (Perry, Pleshakov)

Lady Cottington's Pressed Fairy Book (Jones, Froud)

Heroes:

Anyone who has faced trials and experienced the triumph of the human spirit over adversity.

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My Blog

Why I am Me, and No Other

There are many manifestations of Anastasia Romanov here in the world of myspace. Please do not misunderstand me and interpret my comments as criticism. Indeed I rejoice that my story has touched so ma...
Posted by Anastasia on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 10:08:00 PST

An update on my illness

My dear ones, please do not feel neglected by my recent lack of activity here in the world of myspace. I have missed you very much. I have been ill with a fever for several months now and have not bee...
Posted by Anastasia on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 07:47:00 PST

Time and Memories

Many have described time as a river, flowing steadily in one direction, bearing us forward through our lives. However, being that I am currently outside of time, as it were, this metaphor does not acc...
Posted by Anastasia on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 11:01:00 PST

"I hope I told your story correctly my friend."

Tori Amos, regarding her song "Yes Anastasia." http://www.hereinmyhead.com/collect/under/utp12.html "It's a journey. Anastasia Romanov... it's not like I've read loads of books on her. I was aware of ...
Posted by Anastasia on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 11:54:00 PST

Is this page worth the battle?

At the risk of sounding like a defeatist, I wonder if the creation of my page has done more harm than good. There are some who my presence on "myspace" seems to have deeply offended, something that I ...
Posted by Anastasia on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 04:09:00 PST

To my darling family and friends, blessings and peace.

My dear ones, I have seen various comments from some with whom I long to establish bonds of friendship, in which I am denounced as an imposter. Until I am given a chance to prove myself to them in per...
Posted by Anastasia on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 05:26:00 PST