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Nica

About Me


A Public Secret

Reflections of Living and Loving in Liberia

An Online Poetry Anthology

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Irrepressible



I had a romantic dream of which you were a part;
perhaps an indulgent spirit mocking a healing heart.
Perhaps a subtle stirring of desires lain to rest
or lingering hopes my mind circumstantially suppressed.
Whatever the case may be, the eye of my soul clearly sees,
how wonderfully irrepressible are one's fondest memories.

Still


When I think of love
I lose my place in time;
conveyed to moments sublime
enough to elicit poignant rhyme.
Deep within joy quivers and rises
as my heart recognizes
the exquisite ecstasy
of your laughter embracing me.
I catch the salty scent of the sea
as we lay on the beach
blissfully astounded
by the waves crashing and pounding.
I think of intimate midnight baths
under rainy season showers
in a garden of magnificent,
crimson hibiscus flowers.
Though love be this meditation
pain does not elude my contemplation.
For how can love attain true appreciation
if it has never weathered tribulation?
Foolish words wielded like a double edged sword
slash deeply and cannot be ignored.
Tears mingle with sweat
amidst infidelity and regret.
Love slipped through our hands
like the sands in an hour glass do.
Yet when I think of love
I still think of you.

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Member Since: 9/6/2006
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Outside Child

Long before the sun, Outside Child will rise,
fold her mat, tie her lappa
and wipe the sleep from her eyes.

Her rubber slippers gather dust along the path
to the well where she’ll draw water for
for New Ma’s children’s bath.

Skillfully atop her head she balances the zinc pail,
while stepping over driver ants that bite with fire
when feet trespass their trail.

“Come quick now, before my children be late,”
admonishes New Ma when the small girl returns.
Waiting upon inside child becomes outside child’s fate.

The scent of sweet rice bread fills the air.
spying the table she hopes
they leave small piece for her there.

She is careful that the coal iron scatters no embers
that might scorch the uniform she presses.
The last cuff to her head for such she still remembers.

She watches her siblings stroll off to school
as she makes her way to the market for
fifty cent cassava to beat for New Ma’s fufu.

She slips away while New Ma sleeps
to find her own cradle of serenity,
betwixt the welcoming limbs of a guava tree.

There, inside now, she recalls her own ma’s advice;
words that when heeded and repeated
would always bring ease and validation to her life.

“Whatever you are told, you must do your very best.
Try hard, try oh so hard
not to make the people vexed.”

Hold your heart my child, I telling you,
your time coming soon.
God love inside child but he love outside child too.”

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Ouch -- Amen

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Passionately

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The Liberian Story-THE TRUTH

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Who the heck is NICA?

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