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Natalie

at my kitchen table doing shots of resignation

About Me


I want to stand as close to the edge as I can without going over. Out on the edge you see all the kinds of things you can't see from the center.
I am the proud mother of my six year old daughter, Madison. She is my everything. I was born in California and left there when I was 18. I lived outside of San Fransisco for 2 years. Then I spent a summer in Virginia Beach, VA. I left Manchester, NH in August '05 to reside in Las Vegas, NV. It was a 24/7 party So I could'nt complain!Currently, I live in Tennessee, which I hate Thoroughly! I collect everything having to do with mushrooms and anything related to Alice in Wonderland. I am a very forward person. I work way too hard and way too much, but I don't mind because I love my job. An infinite portion of my heart is dedicated to music, the arts, and all talented people. I don't add everyone, no, it's not because I think I'm better than you. If you find my page entertaning, great, and if not, I don't really care.
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"The Grasshopper and the Ant"--Aesop's Fables--My version. "So there was this grasshopper, spent all summer playin' his fiddle hot down by the river, drinking beer, playing volleyball, and entertaining various young women on vacation from out of town. Near the spot he got on and off the bus each day on his trips--he'd rather drink than drive--he'd often run into an ant about his own age, always busy stocking his house with food. Grasshopper had pretty much given up on talking the hard-working ant into taking a day off and going to the river with him. Ant had always told him that ha-ha, winter was a-comin' and HE by golly wasn't going to be hungry when the snow was blowin'. All summer, the ant worked while the grasshopper played. Then winter came, and they both froze to death."

LIKES
*Writing poetry

*Children
*Garnet
*Watching movies
*Traveling
*Yoga

*Lions
*Lemon Bike Track
*Tailgate parties

*Astronomy and Astrology
*Pigtails
*Da Vinci and Monet

*Music
*Live productions from music to plays
*Dancing

*Meeting new people
*Anything having to do with the beach or California

*Bonfires
*Emo kids
*Shoe shopping
*Road trips
*Raging Waters and Magic Mountain

*Fashion
*Alice in Wonderland anything
*Piecrcings and tattoos

*Anyone who can truly be their self
*Silver jewelry
*Collages

*Mount Baldy
*Fires in the fireplace
*Science

*The Pimp Shack
*Looking innocent and knowing otherwise
*The Winter
*Barnes & Noble

*Building snowmen
*Sewing
*Photograhy
*Text messaging
*Smoking cigarettes

*Snowball fights
*Snowboarding
*Surprising people

*Smoking hookah and hookah bars
*Drinking Tequila(Cuervo)

*Bar fights
*Spontaneity
*Education
*The smell of the ocean

*Disneyland Claifornia and Knotts Berry Farm
*The rain or the sun on my face

*Working hard
*My job
*Sandals and flip-flops

*Red-Bull
*Spending quality time with my Daughter and Nephew
*Being a favorite
*Sleeping

*Learning new things and traveling to new places
*Salad with caesar dressing
*Hemp

*Ice skating
*My local bar "3 Cousins" & my regular bartender, Cheryl

*Making people laugh and smile
*Giving and receiving compliments
*Tea Parties
*Anything mushroom(the one thing I collect)

*Keeping it real
*Not caring what other people think
*Good butterflies in my tummy

*Feeling young
*Knowing who I am
*Louis Vuitton anything

.."If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what it is it wouldn't be and what it wouldn't be it would you see?"..

TRAIT SNAPSHOT: expressive, open, self revealing, loves large parties, loud, social, outgoing, does not like social isolation, assertive, social chameleon, positive, always busy, likes to fit in, likes to stand out, enjoys leadership, brutally honest, trusting, optimistic, desires attention, dominant, aggressive, attachment prone, wants to be understood, realistic

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Meet 'Zippo'
my adopted
Sea-Monkey!

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Music:



SOMEHOW MY ENTIRE MUSIC SECTION GOT DELETED....COMING, AGAIN, SOON !

Take this match and start a fire. Melt the shards of my broken desire You hide pain. You have probably had a bad past and are constantly reminded of it. You have been hurt your whole life and it just keeps building, it never goes away. You've tried and tried to be happy but you just fall farther down. You wonder now if its worth even trying to get up. All it does is cause you pain. You wonder why people can't help you. Do they care? You don't let anyone in you are afraid to let people get close to you so that they can hurt you. You just want someone to melt the ice around the broken pieces of your heart and bring it back together. Don't worry one day I'm sure someone will see your pain and help even if you push them away. And they will be the one to save you. Just hang in there.

I adopted a cute lil' emo fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

Movies:

Alice in Wonderland (Disney)

Saw

Closer

A Time To Kill

Almost Famous

Chocolat

LoveActually

Crash

Television:



Books:



Alice in Wonderland and Through The Looking Glass By:Lewis Carroll

Blue Dilly Dilly

The Investigation

Before Women Had Wings

Automatic Millionaire

Everything by Shel Silverstein and I can get lost in anything written by Edgar Allen Poe

Heroes:


My Daughty

James Dean & Natalie Wood

My Blog

Football season Is FINALLY here...

After a long wait football season is finally here. Can't wait to see how the Giants do this season (as you know, they won Superbowl last year). Also, be sure to keep up with Brett Favre who reitred ju...
Posted by Natalie on Sun, 07 Sep 2008 10:27:00 PST

too late

there are worse things thanbeing alonebut it often takes decadesto realize thisand most often when you doit's too lateand there's nothing worsethan too late. -charles bukowski...
Posted by Natalie on Tue, 26 Aug 2008 06:16:00 PST

You may be an alcoholic if...

You lose arguments with inanimate objects. You have to hold onto the lawn to keep from falling off the earth. your job is interfering with your drinkingYour doctor finds traces of blood in your alcoho...
Posted by Natalie on Sat, 09 Aug 2008 11:04:00 PST

As we grow...

As we grow up we learn that even the one person who wasn't supposed to let you down probably will. You'll have your heart broken probably more than once and its going to be harder everytime. You'll br...
Posted by Natalie on Sat, 06 Oct 2007 02:42:00 PST

The Value of a Woman

The Value Of A Woman "Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior; Bu...
Posted by Natalie on Fri, 16 Dec 2005 06:11:00 PST

Raves & Rants - Fetish & Fantasy Ball 2005

Raves-- Arm Warmers~Silly String~Pixie Dust~Ties~Boas~ID Situations~Fishnets~Hugging People Excessively~Taking Pictures~Poodle Purses~Visitors From Out Of Town~Vodka & Redbull "On The House"~Ties~...
Posted by Natalie on Tue, 01 Nov 2005 11:01:00 PST

Gratuity List for October 29, 2005

can't wait to tell you all......... However, it must wait til later. Nov 1st --Update-- See Raves and Rants
Posted by Natalie on Sun, 30 Oct 2005 07:19:00 PST

Nor Cal Barbie

Mattel Inc. today announces the release of Limited Edition Barbie Dolls, specifically for the Northern California Market:Pleasanton Barbie:This princess Barbie is only sold at the Stoneridge Mall. She...
Posted by Natalie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

* Bar Rules *

* Bar Patron Rules!!! * 1. If you owe someone money, always pay them back in a bar. Preferably during happy hour. 2. Always toast before doing a shot. 3. Whoever buys the shot gets the first chance to...
Posted by Natalie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

God's Existence 101

I think this is a great way to explain to an unbeliever the existence of God.Even though God exists, there is still pain.This is one of the best explanations of why God allows pain and suffe...
Posted by Natalie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST