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I HAVE A VISION! +I will stand upon my watch, and set me upon the tower, and will watch to see what HE will say to me, and what I will answer when I am reproved. +And the LORD answered me, and said, "Write the vision, and make it plain upon tables, that HE may run that reads it." +For the vision is yet for an appointed time, but at the end it will speak, and not lie: +though it tarry, wait for it; because it will surely come, it will not tarry. +Behold, his soul which is lifted up is not upright in him: """"but the just shall live by his faith.""""" (Hab 2:1-4). --------------------------------------------------->_____ _______>The Things I want:-----------------------------------------> I want to hear from GOD and be led by the Holy Spirit. ..I want to be a woman of love. A woman of Peace. A woman who at all times walks in the fruit of the Spirit. I want to be a good teacher and leader to every person that I meet. I want to tell the truth of HIM. I want every word that I say "be" HIM. I want you to SEE HIM in me. I want to preach to millions and tell them how wonderful of a GOD Jesus is. I want everyone to know my Daddy God! I want to give this magnificent testimony of HIS healing in my body, my emotions, and in my soul! I want to see people baptized in the Holy Spirit. I want to see people radically SAVED! I want to speak all over the world! I want to help every person on the entire earth. I asked the Lord, boldly! I would rather believe a whole lot and get half of it than be afraid to ask and get nothing. I want to be a woman of GRAT FAITH - I want to please GOD! I want to be a woman you can find deliverance in. I want to be a woman that you can talk to and feel no fear that I would ever harm you. ____________________________________________________________ Things you can see in me:-------------------> You see, I was harmed by many, but saved by ONE! ____________________________________________________________ __________________________________________________________My call: To keep overcoming FEAR through my experiences so that I can actually "HELP YOU!" ____________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________I know what it is like to be hurt by the fear of abandonment, fear of failure, fear of not enough, fear of loss, fear of loneliness, and the list is endless. ____________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________I reached for an awesome GOD to remove the emotional turmoil that it FEAR left in its wake. ____________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________I called out to HIM to show HIMSELF and HE did. I saw HIM in July of 1997 and my life has never been the same. Trials and tribulations have brought me to my knees for repentance. Promises and blessings have made me to KNOW who HE really is. HE is Holy and Holy is my GOD!________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ___It’s funny how we do as we see. I spent a great deal of my life doing as I saw. I was a reproducer. I would see success and do that. I would see big fun and I did that. I saw marriage and I did that. I saw children and I did that. I saw college and I did that. I saw church and I did that. And later, I saw God and I did that. The one reproductive pattern that has held to be above all that we could ever say or do is to hand ourself over to Christ and BE CHANGED. ____________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________H E never forsook me. HE has done as HE said, "I turn all things to good!" HE doesn’t lie. God was not THE problem ~ my mind and heart were. My solemn promise to you is to help you WIN. I know HOW to WIN! ____________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________A BOUT ME:I am a wife. I waited for this man my whole life. This husband I waited on God for about 3 1/2 years and it was worth it. ____________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________I had to become a worthy wife to get what I wanted . . . a worthy man. I first had to learn patience. Hey, it is a fruit of the spirit and if you want to serve GOD you got to get patience first! Love, joy, peace, PATIENCE, kindness, gentleness, meekness, goodness, faithfulness, long-suffering, and self-control are all FRUIT of the Spirit. Yep, I had to conquer my sin in order to HAVE the Prize! It is good! ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++I am a mother. Proudly! I have four beautiful children of my own. Plus Two more daughters and 4 grand children that are x-step [I claimed my step daughters as my own when they were 6 months and 2 years old. I am their momma! I love them all. I claim them all! ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ My eldest son, who is 22, spent a tour in the Marines. I am totally proud of him. My first grandbaby was born on April 28, 2008. Please pray that I will be able to be a part of her life. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ My eldest daughter, who is 18, who wants to be a radiologist/nurse is kinda lost right now, please keep her in your prayers. Ya know, that prodigal child, why do I even worry, my Lord has her in HIS hands! I am very proud and blessed to have her. She weighed 2lbs2oz when she was born. To see her now, lets just say God is good. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++My 3rd child, Aliyiah age 6, came 13 years after my 2nd. What a trip to re-Do my life all over again! I lost her to her father. It is in our loss that we change and we gain more of HIM. Aliyiah changed my life. Aliyiah means "Truth." So while I do not have her in my life much, she is very much a part of my heart. And in time the Lord will restore her completely to me, too. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ While suffering the loss of Ali, I thought I needed to replace what was lost; I recommend not doing that! I tried to replace her with another. My forth child is Nehemiah. His name means "the blessing of God sent in the time of discouragement." He is the biggest trip of all my kids. He has given me so many blessed and flat out frustrating moments of my life! I believe that children are what the Lord uses as leverage. I find myself humbled, really humbled before a Holy God! Nehi will definitely preach one day! ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++I am a teacher and jack of all trades. From Stock Broker to Car Painter I have been. I obtained Multiple Sclerosis on Jan 2, 1998. God "healed" me in 2005 to be retested AGAIN in August 2007. We really change when TRIALS burn you to a full fledge LUSTER! :)++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ One thing I know is that the Lord always finds a way when there is no way. It is usually right after all your hair is gone from pulling it out . . . then the solution comes. I love that about HIM. IT REMINDS ME THAT HE IS GOD OF ALL!________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ___+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ +I am emphatically, vivaciously, obsessively in LOVE with GOD, my Jesus, and the Holy Spirit!_____________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ____Now that we are talking about my LORD that leads me to whom I really am. I am a preacher or teacher and His son (God knows no gender). Basically, I preach the Word to whoever will ask or listen. I am all for Truth no matter how bad it hurts me . . . I want it and I want to change._____________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ____I love the WORD it makes total sense to me now. I laugh because I used to see the bible and run from it. Now, it is like breaking down a good novel. I know the WORD, like I know ice cream! Yes, ice cream is my addiction and so is the WORD. I just can't get enough of either one.________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ _Years ago, if someone would have told me that God would be the most important thing to me . . . I would have agreed verbally; but deep down KNOWing that I was not ready because I was such a mess deep inside._____________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ____As I have looked back over my life I could see where God has been. HE knew how much I would love HIM in 2008. He also knew that I would throw down everything and lose it all to have HIM. "I did lose it all by the way."_______________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ __ I lost husband, 3 of my kids, my freedom, and money. You have to lose it all in order to get into the Kingdom of God.________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ _I am not talking about the "Kingdom of Heaven" . . . I am talking about the "Kingdom of GOD." These are two totally different places that a man can go. I chose to "see†God, so it cost me everything I had, for many seasons, before I was restored. ____________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ________________________________________________________ HE is still working on me! Will it ever end? Well, if you see GOD is not working on Pastor Debi then you know the END is like RIGHT NOW! GET READY! GET READY! LOL!________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ _I run the RACE set before me!_________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ _____I am restored from so many sins and ways -- too numerous to count! But I am willing to tell all in order to help someone.____________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ______So if you need to talk . . . chances are I know how to GET THE solution.___________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ _____________Chances are that I have been there, done that, and have the PRIZE or a really huge bruise to prove it._________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ________I can also tell you all about getting offended and being falsely accused. Surely when I asked GOD to show me what Paul meant ~ HE did not think I meant to SHOW me literally!__________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ______Yes, I have been lied to, cheated, cheated on, cast down with illness, literal blindness, beaten, stabbed, lost everything I owned including my babies! I was raped, falsely accused and thrown in jail. ____________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ _________________________________________________________I never got bit by a snake but I felt snake bit by a few people in my life!_______________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ _ I can tell you all about being tossed to and fro at sea and how to put on your life preserver with your hands in the air towards Heaven!_____________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ___ I am more than a conqueror through Christ. I could have never done it without my LORD! I used to think that I was a "victim." I relished in the fact that I had something to complain about. You know how we can Pity ourselves into believing everything is bad? Well STOP IT!_________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ _Someone hurt me and everyone needed to know. Hahaha! No one really cares, not really, they pat you and say: "There, there, I understand!"________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ __________________________________________________Hahahaha! You have never lived until you hear GOD's whipping voice saying to you:________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ __"I made you a victor, get up and stop relishing the victimization!" ____________________________________________________________ __________________________________________________________I can tell you that your answer would have been the same as mine, "Yes, Lord!" That moment truly changed my life! ____________________________________________________________ __________________________________________________________"I am free to be me!" It is always good to know who you are. It is especially good when you can finally stop looking!____________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ______"What peace there is in knowing YOUR plan!" It is good to have a purpose! I am really good at helping people find their purpose! I spent 17 years of my life in college doing it my way to find myself wallowing in illness and failure! ____________________________________________________________ __________________________________________________________"M y way was not what HE wanted." So while I figured out what HE wanted I winced in pain and overcame! I listened to Joyce Meyer’s tapes 24/7 [literally!]building up my spirit man!________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ __God is good at turning bad to good. "Why would he turn good to good?" Is there anyone on earth that is good? So does GOD come into your life to mess with the good?_______________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ___Nope! . . . He shows up after you sinned and let the devil in! You got to stop letting the devil in!!________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ __The truth is that the devil messed up your house because you did not bust his rear when he showed up and made a mess in your floor! ____________________________________________________________ __________________________________________________________ God comes and cleans house. It is kind of like when your child decides to get into the food colors and it won't come off without a GOOD SCRUB from mom and even still . . . the flesh hangs onto that food coloring (sin) and while food coloring eventually wears off -- sin doesn't. ____________________________________________________________ __________________________________________________________ Only the blood and asking forgiveness will work! Wow, revelation just hit me . . . GOD actually works harder at being a Dad than we do at being Mom :|._________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ _I am a prophet many say. Actually, I see myself as someone who "sees sin clearly [discernment]!" It is just a gift that I received from God. Who can give it an explanation? giggles ____________________________________________________________ __________________________________________________________ When I was diagnosed with M.S., it was because I went blind. They called it Optic Neuritis. When I got healed from blindness I was able to see more than this world. I was able to see the spirit realm, too. ____________________________________________________________ __________________________________________________________ I am able to see sin (anger, bitterness, wrath, rage, insecurity, fear, etc...) on people. It used to kill me and frustrate me until I learned that I can help people with this knowledge. People who want help that is! :)__________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ One knowledge that I do have is that people's real spirits are good. The enemy just cannot have what belongs to GOD. It is the flesh that the enemy goes after! ____________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________ I really had to learn how to LOVE people and not judge them._______________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ __ I am a writer. I have something to say. I am a good friend. I am happy and live in total peace. I am a whole person not led away by every wind. I am secure. I have grace. Thank God I have mercy or I would not be here._______________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ ____I love everyone whether they love me or not. ____________________________________________________________ __________________________________________________________ I still get frustrated more than God likes. ____________________________________________________________ __________________________________________________________ I chose to have a family and the Word says that it is better not to marry and have children. I pay for that decision every day. The enemy uses family against you. It is a powerful weapon in his arsenal. It is those that you love the most that HE uses to frustrate your life!! ____________________________________________________________ __________________________________________________________ I tell ya: Frustration causes complaining, worry, fear, and the list is very WIDE that the enemy can do to you just because you choose family! ____________________________________________________________ __________________________________________________________ Pain is also one of my enemies, but it is not my excuse. ____________________________________________________________ __________________________________________________________ I have learned that I need to complain to God like Moses and not be like the Israelites who complained to each other. ____________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________I t is LESS DAMAGING to your physical health if you always talk it out without complaining. I highly recommend you find a good friend to "bear your burden to" and never voice complaints. ____________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________N ever complain or you get entrenched with sin!________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ __Anything else you want to know . . . ask!________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ __A N D _L A S T L Y ___________________________________________________________I __L O V E__Y O U !! ___________________________________________________________B E L I E V E __T H A T !! ___________________________________________________________P ASTOR DEBIPLEASE, . . . TELL ME WHO YOU ARE!
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