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avtar

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About Me



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My Interests

making out, , tats, piercings, delusions, drinking, reading, and coffee

I'd like to meet:

i like his books. they make my tummy warm in a way that i thought was only possible by drinking rum...

Music:

punk, horror punk, pyschobilly, rockabilly, n soothing ocean noises.

Television:

my gaydar doesnt get good tv reception.

Books:

Nietzsche, Camus, Dostoevsky's, Vonnegut, porno. i'm sure there are others.

Heroes:

porn stars.

My Blog

too bad i dont take pictures.

i wish i had a camera. i came back with a slight fever n a mix between an australian and english accent. i was gonna finish this..but i'm sleeping instead. it's 6 in the morning in london. 
Posted by avtar on Wed, 01 Oct 2008 10:53:00 PST

holden caulfield was a pussy.

I love pensive days. they add so much life to already beautiful world. i think that i misread albert camus a bit too well. The world offered the only cure for the both of ours angst. I suppose the wor...
Posted by avtar on Mon, 30 Jun 2008 12:29:00 PST

with distinction

I got my degree in the mail today. i graduated from u of i with distinction. i now have a bachelors degree. It's strange. the only thing i felt while viewing the piece of paper was relief. i was rathe...
Posted by avtar on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 10:04:00 PST

i’m checking out. i’m never comming back again.

i will miss the drunken moments, but i wont miss the milky stench that i'm leaving behind. 
Posted by avtar on Fri, 14 Dec 2007 01:54:00 PST

i finally get it!

While tarrying about, it's far easier to find direction, iff you actually have it. I finally found some..(I had misplaced it in my other pants.)  I believe I'm going to become a lawyer who specia...
Posted by avtar on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 01:45:00 PST

the ramblings of a sane-ish man.

I always worry sometimes when im unable to pin down my being. Thinking of yourself as a collection of haphazard moments and ways of comporting to the world, can be dangerous. At times, i seem to loose...
Posted by avtar on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 11:48:00 PST

stop me, oh-uh stop me, if you think you've heard this one before.

Even if this is the best possible world(see leibniz's monadology), you cant have the best of all worlds can you? either drinking on campus with the finest possible company(well atleast the finest comp...
Posted by avtar on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 11:12:00 PST

i've got moonlight coursing through my veins

nighttime can evoke such passionate desires. the transformation is unnreal. Monsters only come out at night, and i am no different. Slowly, the magic of nightime is working its way into the day. i su...
Posted by avtar on Tue, 08 May 2007 04:43:00 PST

a funny email i got today. ..

man if you fall for this..your my hero. and you rock!HELLO, I HOPE THAT THIS MAIL MEETS YOU WELL. I AM ALHAJI MUHAMMED ABACHA , SON OF THE FORMER LATE PRESIDENT OF NIGERIA ,LATE GENERAL SANNI ABA...
Posted by avtar on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST