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About Me

music is my life and passion.
vocals are my outlet for everything.
shows are my favorite pass-time.
playing is the ultimate high.
knowing who you are, wut you have and wut you can do are resolves that one should never live without.
strength, direction, perseverance, wisdom and health are staples all should have.
passion, action and imagination are always key.
negativity is a waste of time, leave it behind, along with the past and all baggage it contains.
complaining is another way of saying 'i'm too lazy to fix something i know i can fix.' dont whine, do wut needs to be done.
Reality is subjective. What might be your reality is not the reality of another. Your life is solely your own.
and wut i know beyond anything, with out a single doubt is:
wut you think about, you bring about.
enough said.

My Interests

::MUSIC::
::VOCALS::
::SHOWS::
::SOCIALIZING::
:;JAGER!!!::
:METAL METAL METAL::
::MAS VOCALS!::
::LEARNING NEW THINGS::
::DELICIOUS VEGETARIAN FOOD::

I'd like to meet:

musicians, artists, revolutionaries...
MASTER ARTIST AND INK-SLINGER GUY AITCHISON

And these guys...

Music:

::blood red throne::
::opeth::
::autopsy::
::Light This City::
::cattle decapitation::
::the faceless::
::aborted::
::Aeon::
::necrophagist::
::divine empire::
::anata::
::black dahlia murder::
::arch enemy::
::drain sth::
::cephalic carnage::
::pantera::
::vehemence::
::bloodshoteye::
::skinless::
::vader::
::the forsaken::
::ac/dc::
::beneath the massacre::
::dragonforce::
::lamb of god/burn the preist::
::led zepplin::
::janis joplin::
::control denied::
::death::
::sculptured wounds::
::circle the sky::
::CCR::
::corrosion of conformity::
::fear factory::
::alice in chains::
::slipknot::
::metallica::
::machine head::
::slayer::
::sinergy::
::iron maiden::
::iced earth::
::soilwork::
::GWAR::
::in flames::
::bass extremes::
::deicide::
::behemoth::
::cannibal corpse::
::vital remains::
::between the buried and me::
::job for a cowboy::
::sleep terror::
::iwrestledabearonce::
and more...

Movies:

::across the universe::
::fight club::
::day of the dead::
::night of the living dead::
::evil dead 1&2::
::army of darkness::
::big lebowski::
::dead alive::
::jackass 1&2::
::second-hand lions::

Television:

::trauma: life in the ER::
::mythbusters::
::you are wut you eat::
::metalacolypse::
::disorderly conduct::
::supernews::
=other than that, mostly educational programs...mostly=

Books:

Any Chuck P. books:
Snuff
Rant,
Haunted,
Choke,
Invisible Monsters,
Lullaby,
Survivor,
Fight Club,
Diar.
Eragon,
The Decent,
Neverwhere,
To Kill a Mockingbird,
Macbeth,
Napalm & Silly Putty,
Brain Droppings,
Stiff- the Curious Life of Human Cadavers,
Chronicles of Narnia,
Serenety Falls series,
Shadowfall,
Hinterland,
Letters from the Earth,
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
oh and...
BEOWULF IS RULE.

Heroes:

no matter how high up on a pedestal we might be, we're still sitting on our ass.

My Blog

remote

i took all of my memories of you and stuffed them in a box. i took the box to a remote, icy wilderness and buried them in a mountain-side somewhere. i dont remember where and i dont want to remember w...
Posted by Ms. Axen on Tue, 15 Jul 2008 03:19:00 PST

i need some time

i need some time right nowsome...actually, a lot.not really some. i lied. i need time like i need oxygenbecause i've wasted so much of it, but theres still some of it to claim before the hour grows to...
Posted by Ms. Axen on Mon, 14 Jul 2008 07:05:00 PST

fuck it

give me a reason to keep breathinga reason to keep goingwhy the days are worth living and the moments worth experiencing.i want to see the worth of everythingto know that theres more than wut i've see...
Posted by Ms. Axen on Mon, 23 Jun 2008 10:20:00 PST

dont bother

the beating never once dulled or ceased to be.the thundering within this once thought abandoned cavern only cresendos by the moment.everytime fingers meet supple flesh my addiction is rekindled and th...
Posted by Ms. Axen on Mon, 23 Jun 2008 07:24:00 PST

invalid subject line

why the hell am i still here?oh, yeah.i remember now.how lame.if there was a way to nullify everything i'm thinking or feeling right nowi'd do it.just get the hell out of my skull.you've taken up so m...
Posted by Ms. Axen on Sun, 01 Jun 2008 10:43:00 PST

these words

Stone the flameanother gutted seamanother random excuse to bury yourself again convicted to constant failure,you're only getting wut you're putting forthblinded by habitual patternsif you...
Posted by Ms. Axen on Sun, 01 Jun 2008 10:16:00 PST

insaciable

how did you become so perfect?anything i could ever imagine wantingyou already are.weaving intricate webs of facination and joy to warm my thrilled cardiac chambers.you complete me so well.my partner ...
Posted by Ms. Axen on Sat, 24 May 2008 09:35:00 PST

because i cant tell you that I ____ you.

sometimes i wish that no thought of mine ever contained you. sometimes i wish every notion of you was erased from my existance.sometimes i wish i could hate you and be done with you.sometimes i see wu...
Posted by Ms. Axen on Thu, 22 May 2008 11:13:00 PST

can i just

can i just punch you in the jaw? something about this action makes it seem like it would make me feel a little better.can i just drown you in the ocean? i want to hold your head beneath the smashing w...
Posted by Ms. Axen on Sun, 18 May 2008 12:33:00 PST

same story different name

i heard your heart the other day,though, quite actually i hear it all the time.it beats a tune unique and oh-so-you that always seems to draw my ear's attention to you.Its too bad you're trying to wan...
Posted by Ms. Axen on Thu, 01 May 2008 10:05:00 PST