Making and listening to music, painting, digital art, photograghy, sunsets, sexual dramatics, daydreaming, reading relentlessly, psychology, serial killers, metaphysics, string-theory, flawed perfections, love, penchant for self destruction, poetry, personal freedoms, hallucinations, pharmacopia, dissolving imaginary authoritarian lines, undiscovered intelligence classifications, challenging accepted perceptions of beauty, pizza, wine and absinthe, anthropamorphism, vampirism in historical and cinamatic context, asking questions(aka philosophy), animals that I don't see everyday, masks of sanity, seeing through bullshit, absolute truths and why they don't exist, exotic foods, traveling, medieval torture methodology, self education, pleasure, spiritual experiences through deprivation, over stimulation and sensory overload, democratic illusions, demonology, alchemy and mysticism, smiling uncontrollably, fall-down jokes, helping people and not letting them know it was me, the circus, obscure films, cultures, wasting time, mastering pain responses, being enamored by the female form, bodies in motion and interaction with the physical, filth, cleanliness, religion, time alone, controlling myself, losing control, seeing otherwise uptight people slowly unravel(it's a widely unknown beauty that I've come to understand).
a lot of people that I never will
Venetian Snares,Aphex Twin(and all of Richard D. James' other psuedonyms),Tool,A Perfect Circle,Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart, NineInchNails,Miles Davis,Marilyn Manson,Billie Holiday,Four Tet,Mindless Self Indulgence,Mudvayne's 1st album(L.D.50),Kronos Quartet,Porcupine Tree,Fear Factory,Talking Heads,The Books,Autechre,Kyuss,Amon Tobin,Beck(older stuff),Deftones, Refused, 22-20's, Richard Wagner, Future Sound of London, P-Funk Allstars, Toby Dammit, Roesing Ape,BottomFeeder, Nebulagirl, Zweizz, Nondor Navai, Yip-Yip, Nurse the Wound, alGARythm, A Cricket in Time Square, ElectroMagneticBomb, Yolk, Elysion, Alberto Picciau Mura, Ramide, CV and The Hallucinations, Minge, Hanz Appelquist, Noise Child, The Doors, Ammo, The Beta Cloud, Portishead, Maja Ratkje, Concept.Virus, Background Projection, Kazoomy Love Guns, Screen Vinyl Image, Rikart Concept, A Reminiscent Drive, Gnaw Their Tongues, Mepho, PsychoParanoidFlowerPowerElectroShitSong Company, Victory & Isolation, The Mai Shi, Medical Quality, Cracker Creeptacular, Combichrist, The Knobster, The Darkening Scale, W7 Shitter Moth, Presidents of the United States of America, Tripon, Futprnts Workshop, For The Illustrated People, Vice Verzen, Thyne Eyes, The Droid Factory, Time Machine, Nasty Genius, Renaldo & The Loaf, DJ Headcase, Noisemates, Automanuel, 4-Lom, Ryfylke, Mortuor, Last Days of Sex, Zuckuss, ORG, The Devil Created The Dinosuars, Clinical Archives, C4D3YRN, The Joke Project, Verbalizer, Industrial State, Molinier, Tesco Germany, Navicon Torture Technologies, Gruntsplatter, Raxyor, Gecate, Low Orbit, Richard For Cerebellum, LOOP, This Heat, Monster Zoku Onsomb!, Puzahki, The Red Fox, Paw of Zing, Gae Bolg, Skywave, Caroliner Rainbow Bluembieh Treason of The Abyss, Wrong, Seasonal Concepts, Origami Republika, 1349, Doersam, Torturecide, T.H.M.A., Feral House, Sluck, Steve Reich, The Forbidden Zone, Jim Harris Ponpoko, Klaverna, Moog Cookbook, Gong, Sun-RA, Borza Producioni, AIT!, 51717, Ulrich Schnauss, 99X/10, Orbital, Coil, Pink Logik, Monosum, Vindva Mei, Art Flute, Donato Epiro, Insect Mind Burial Ground, Ocrilim, The Sun Recessions, Gross Prophet, Jen Gloeckner, Sonora 3, SOGT, Terminal State, Vicious Alliance, Oz, Errorhythm, Necrotek, Veil of Thorns, Bonecloud, Torsion Fields, Apoprecords, Snog, Cold Meat Industry, Monotonix, 9Bar Buddha, Chrome Hoof, Sage Reynolds, Matmos, 7atoms, Genocide Lolita, Control, To Live and Shave in L.A., Sleepwalkers Local 242, Scott Gibbons, Xinlisupreme, The Spectral Pride, Thelonius Monk, Teknik, The Accelerators, Beta-lactum Ring Records, Sion Orgon, Origami Genitalia, Tussle, Pendulum, Fennesz, Black Sun Empire, Eugenics Counil, Morse, StevenSeverin, Psy-Harmonics, Fantastic Mr.Fox, Fantastic Ego& His Magic Sonica, Toy Clone, Thruroof, Noisia, Kavus, The Night Owl Cafe Killers, Bonhomme, Kidsok Nuit, Vacuole Eyes, The Residents, Thighpaulsandra, The Upbeats, My Black Glove, Larsen Lombriki, Antique Brothers, ICBM.Cluster, Eskimo, Johnny Cash, Allied, Stone Baby, Isotope 217, Black Lung, Proyecto Mirage, Sal Paradise, Anything in Wire, A Most Divine Accident, Renaldo M, The Church of Circular Motion, Kenji Siratori, Jay Cyanide, Krita Yuga, Erik Ursich, Miasma & The Carousel of Headless Horses, Canartic, ULTRAVIOLET, JCon, Orodruin, Sun City Girls, Suicide Inside, Boxpunch, VxPxC, Boards of Canada, Steel Hook Prostheses, Death Tube, Phace, Habeeb, BabyLand, C+E, Your Best Friend, Tauchsieder, Runar Magnusson, FTSE 100, The Part Time Heros, Cherrystones, USAforLSD, DJ Musician, Table Hat, Digital Capers, Voice of the Seven Woods, WHEN, JAWZWA, INSIDEaMind, Scream!Scream! The One Eyed Octopi, Catacomb, Tante Felipe, Mouse on Mars, Misanthrop, Super Extra Bonus Party, K.R. Jackson, Lightning Bolt, Concord Dawn, Lemonade, DJ Shadow, Lamb of God, The B-52's, Melissa Roberts, Idiot Saint Crazy, Teething Veils, Z(enseider)Z, MDT, 9922, Invisible Think, EDGEY, Spor, Grizzly Bear, Evol Intent, An Albatross, Timonium, AIDS Wolf, Endif, Library Science, VyL8, Machinedrum, Fonoveins, AWKWARD, The Bran Flakes, Secret Chiefs 3, Slutmachine, Oneiric Imperium, Prometheus Burning, GEIN, The Punks, All Creatures, CENOTYPE, Upsilon Acrux, Cock E.S.P., The Groove of Satyre, Fringe, Vicious Circle, Man Man, Irwin's Conspiracy, Viscera Drip, Camisole, Iszoloscope, Honey Ride Me A Goat, Spunky Toofers, Guapo, Black Fiction, Chris Echo, Radiohead, Primus, Shiny Dirt, Captain Beefheart, The Goodwillies, Black Sabbath, Static-X, BuckPaco, Ennio Morricone, Dirtyhertz, Optiv, NRAN, Failed Utopia, Tarmured, The Evolution Control Committee, Insect Deli, CHWH, House of Alchemy, Tortoise, Rammstein, Pretty Ugly, Squarepusher, The Killers, Rage Against The Machine, Postal Service, M83, White Zombie,311, Lovedrug, Kieran Hebden, Steve Reid, Bob Marley, She Wants Revenge, Buttons the Chimp, John Coltrane, u-Ziq, Fridge, Mendelssohn, Fiona Apple, The Streets, Red Hot Chili Peppers(everything before Californication), Queens of the Stone Age, Franghiz Ali-Zadeh, LYFE, Incubus, Zen Paradox, Orgy, David Bowie, The Music, Beastie Boys, Jimmie's Chicken Shack, Richard Barbieri, The Toadies, Infradig, Ill Nino, Slipknot, The Stranglers, Bone Shelter, Frank Zappa, The Mars Volta, The Prodigy, LTJ Bukem, Ohgr, Skinny Puppy, Depeche Mode, Pucifer, Gavin Harrison, Bass Communion, Brian Eno, The Beatles, Butthole Surfers, Chris Liebing, Die Fantastischen Vier, Dolores Dewberry, Drew Neumann, The Drum Club, The Flaming Lips, Flower Kings, Hallucinogen, Henry Rollins Band, Herbie Hancock, Human Mesh Dance, Infected Mushroom, INXS, The Irresistable Force, Kettle, KMFDM, Le TechnoPUSS13S, Luke Vibert, Mos Def, Muse, Mysteries of Science, Ohmnoise, Optica, Peter Gabriel, The Moscow Coup Attempt, Vomit Orchestra, Random Noise Generator, Renholder, Smashing Pumpkins, Paul Oakenfold, Stone Temple Pilots, Mum, Abhinanda, and I also enjoy the sounds of nature when civilized society shuts the fuck up, and no I'm not a hippy.
Anything directed by Darin Aronovski, Takeshi Miike, Oliver Stone, Wes Anderson.Really old kung-fu movies.Underworld, Interview with a Vampire, SLC Punk, Clash of the Titans, Where The Wild Things Are, The Three Bandits, The Seven Chinese Brothers, Kill Bill, Alice in Wonderland, Fight Club, Altered States, Hero, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Nosferatu, Kagemusha, David Lynch art films, A Scanner Darkly, A Waking Life, The Trip, Fear and Loathing In Las Vegas, House of 1000 Corpses, Krull, American History X, Brotherhood of the Wolf, Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory, American Psycho, Arigami, The Wall, Borat, Trading Places, Three Amigos, Sin City, Monty Python and the Holy Grail, Seven, Cigarette Burns, The Big Lebowski, Sword of Doom, Bio-Dome, Ninja Scroll, Team America, Killer Clowns From Outer Space, Kingpin, Dr. Suess, Being John Malkovich, Nepolean Dynamite, Fantasia, The Crow, Tod Browning's Freaks.But more than anything... I love old, crappy, wonderful horror movies. I don't mean The Omen or Rosemary's Baby either. I mean movies like Blood Sucking Fiends,Texas Chainsaw Massacre,George A. Romero's Zombie Trilogy, Scars of Dracula, I,Madman(the only movie that ever gave me nightmares), and of course many others. Though honestly I think the scariest movie I've ever seen would have to be Mommie Dearest.
House,M.D. and I love UFC. And lots of Adult Swim.
Too many, just too many!
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